Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

-"Only One By" Yellowcard

I know he's staying at the rectory now, but I haven't seen him for such a long time. Even after the first time he kissed me, he still came around. I thought we were happy. I guess I was wrong. Unless the son of satan got to him. God, I'll kill him if he did anything to Jesse. (A/N: and I know we would too, wouldn't we, girls?? Ok...) If Father Dom doesn't know where he is, I guess I'll have to pay a little visit to our friend Paul, and "ask" him if he's seen Jesse.

I arrived at Father Dom's office at the rectory, and got straight to business.

"Why hello Susannah, how are things today?"

"They're.... ok, I guess. Have you heard from Jesse?"

"Why, no. but he did come to see me a few days ago.... Seemed to think he wanted to be exorcised."

I tore out of that room once I hared that word..... exorcised. Would he really want to leave me? I saw him wandering the halls, and I just stopped thinking, I was so mad. I pushed him up against the wall, but, before I could get a word in edgewise, he had to go and open up that mouth of his.

"Well, Suze, happy to see me, I guess?" he was smirking, but a slap across the face rid us all of that problem.

"What the hell did you do with Jesse?" I hissed, although I didn't say hell... ahem.

"Well, everyone's favorite Spanish pirate needed a favor, and I just helped him."

"If you exorcised him, I swear to god I will castrate you and send it to sister Ernestine."

"Hey, he wanted to be exorcised, but I didn't... I sent him back to...........1850."

SLAP!! Even my hand hurt from that, and my hand was pretty strong from slapping buttmuch ghosts. I made sure he wouldn't be able to sit for a while, half fulfilling my promise, and hissed in my scariest voice ever.

"You wanted shifter lessons, you got it. NOW... You are going to teach me RIGHT NOW how I am going to go back to 1850, and bring Jesse freaking BACK!!" yet again, did not day freaking... ahem. And so, we got to work.

That night, after getting my lesson from Paul, who still seemed kinda scared of me, I formed the portal, just how Paul told me how. I stepped through, and saw one scary sight. Jesse, standing, by his bed, with a dagger. And Diego. With a gun. But then, I heard Jesse say something, with the most amount of surprise in his voice I have ever heard...

"Susannah"

(A/N: I could be evil and leave you right here, but I don't know, maybe because I got my first two reviews today.. I will)

I went straight into mediating action. Two swift kicks to the guys head, and he was out. Jesse called the sheriff, and while we waited, I had some questions to ask.

"Jesse??"

"Querida?"

"Why?"

and so, the chapter ends....

Random moment of Mitch Hedburg Bliss-

You know whats a really bad buzzkill? A Bear. One day, my friends and I were in the forest, because its much less likely for you to run into a law enforcement official in the woods. But then we ran into a bear. What a buzz kill. Because I look over and my friend is raising his right hand, promising to help prevent forest fires. And then, when we got out, he put his arm around me an d said "Mitchell, Smoky is way more intense in person"