I want you, only you

Our chemistry is ground breaking don't keep me waiting. Hurry up baby hurry up baby let me give you my love hurry up lets turn this room into a melting pot giddy up baby, giddy up baby let me give you my love ,buckle up boy I know your gonna like what I got.

The CD echoed throughout the room where Cloud was. He was lying on his bed dreaming of, dreaming of well Kadaj. Everything about him he was having improper thoughts, dreams of him. Things he would rather not share with any of his friends they wouldn't understand.

Every time I think about you I feel, I feel odd.

Cloud woke up the Cd was still going only 2 more weeks of camp and Kadaj still had no idea that Cloud liked him. He intended to tell him but some times were just inconvenient. He decided to go to the cafeteria where he saw Vincent sitting. He walked up to him. "Vincent how do you tell someone you like them?" Vincent nearly choked on his drink. "Well for starters you could tell me who it is".

"Why?" Cloud said blinking. "Because I can help you what else are friends for? Is it Tifa because.." he was interrupted by Cloud "No its Kadaj!" He was now blinking and crying. "Oh Cloud it's alright" Vincent's comforting voice seemed to soothe him "How long" said Vincent in a soft voice. "Since the beginning of 9th grade I went to this camp because of him" Cloud said between short cries. "Its okay I promise" said Vincent, he kept repeating to his dear friend "its okay" he promised Cloud.

Cloud walked back to his cabin tired he bumped into Kadaj who was carrying something. "Ouch! I'm sorry" Cloud said as he tried to pick up the scattered books he glanced at one Feeling Right the guide to bisexuality. He's bi! Panic filled Cloud's head. Kadaj picked up the remainder of books. "Thanks" he said bluish green eyes sparkling.

Cloud walked back to his cabin he was now writing is his journal.

Dear Journal why are my feelings for Kadaj taking over? Why do I like him so? I wonder if he likes me too I secretly wonder if he wants me too. Wants me like the way I want him.

Cloud closed the journal he was blushing now. That's my goal before summer camp ends express my feelings to Kadaj. Cloud fell asleep dreaming of Kadaj that morning he woke up to see Vincent hovering. "Ohayo!" he said looking down at Cloud.

"Mm.. morning already?" he said. " Hurry were going to be late remember we get partners for volunteer work" The hurried down to the main hall where the counselor was assigning partners. "Vincent and Loz" He called out "Aww couldn't I get Yazoo the cute one" Vincent said in protest Cloud glanced at him "Kadaj and Cloud" Cloud felt like jumping for joy screaming and shouting instead he just stood there quietly.

"I can't believe our job is to clean out the pond" said Cloud with a pool net. "Come on" said Kadaj "it should be refreshing".

Hmm... I could have Kadaj if I wanted yeah he thought I could have him. Cloud was flattering himself again he knew he was too scared to ever express how he felt.

They continued walking to the pond standing on the little bridge with the pool net. Great a pool net and and a whole pond. Cloud's train of thought was interrupted by a splash of water. Kadaj had jumped into the water his shirt at Cloud's feet. "Are you going to join?" Kadaj asked hair and bangs wet. All that pretty hair long and wet Cloud could feel his jeans grow tight against him. "Um.. No thanks I don't swim besides aren't we supposed to clean the pond?" "Sure but a swim won't hurt I can teach you" Cloud saw no harm in it so he joined in with Kadaj holding him so he didn't drown.

"Kick your legs" Kadaj commanded Cloud followed. Hmm he thought dominance I could live with that "Move your arms" He said looking at him with those tempting eyes. Cloud giggled a little happy that Kadaj was holding him he could see that the sun was beginning to set. " Kadaj it's getting late we should head back" And so they walked back to one another's cabins Cloud's cabin first.

Cloud opened the door and sat on the bed. He took the journal out of the top drawer of his dresser and began to write.

Dear Journal,

Today Kadaj attempted to teach me to swim it was fun I.. I think I love him I don't just want him for sex I want to love him and hold him and cherish him.

Cloud got up to turn on the CD player the song First Love was playing Now and forever you are still the one. Cloud thought He is my first love and hopefully my only love. Cloud drifted off to sleep with the words to first love filling his head as another dream of Kadaj filled his head.

Okay! I'm finished with my first chapter! Yay! You see that review button down there please click it and leave me a review see you in chapter 2 peoples! I'm out!

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