Disclaimer: I own this idea, which wasn't suppose to be a fan fiction at first, but… it is now so… get over it.
Note for ye people:This is going to be kinda… darkish… so… yeah.
Song of the fic:Well she's not bleeding on the ballroom floor, just for the attention cause that's just ridiculous ly on
--- Panic! At the disco
--- Time to Dance
Chapter One: My existence will remain.
"I stole my mother's life at birth and as Kazekage's son; I was overprotected, spoiled and left alone. I thought that was love until that accident happened. These pasted six years, my father tried to assassinate me several times. So why do I exist and live? I asked myself that question but I could not find an answer. But I need those reasons while I am still alive or it would be the same as being dead. And this is what I concluded: I exist to kill everyone other than me. I fight only for myself and I only love myself. As long as there are people to kill in this world, to make me experience the joy of living, my existence will remain."
I sat down and placed my paper back within my folder. The class looked at me as if I were some kind of monster. That is exactly why I hate to read my work for the class; I always get judge there after. The teacher, Ms. Lockhart, cleared her throat and called on the next student. I laid my head on the desk and closed my eyes. I have to have some purpose in life. The class continued with their lesson. I thought that I was the only one in the class who ever expressed myself for real. Everyone else in this god-forsaken room always wrote about how perfect their lives are and how much their parents loved them. It was bad enough that I was the new kid but even worst, I was the weird new kid.
"Ok, next. Please stand up dear, don't be shy." Ms. Lockhart asked.
A boy stood up from his desk. He was wearing a bright orange jumpsuit. His hair was blonde. I peered at him as his sapphire blue eyes read what he had written on his paper. As he spoke, I heard a pain I knew too well, loneliness. The peppy class would look at him then at me, as if they were comparing me to him or something. His poem was about him loosing everything and being alone in this world. He finished reading and slowly sat down, like myself, he put his head on his desk. I was so focused on this boy; I sat up and turned my head around to examine him better.
"Umm… Thank you Naruto." Ms. Lockhart said as she wrote down his grade.
Naruto… hmmm. An innocent name but… Where was the innocence? His eyes where not human I could tell, the sapphire blue came together in a way which gave me a feeling of uncertainty. Then I thought to myself… I don't even have pupils. Maybe that is why I'm judge as a monster. I heard a loud noise as a yardstick slammed against the front of my desk.
"Gaara, would you like to tell me who wrote this poem?" Ms. Lockhart said pointing to a poem on the blackboard.
"Uh… I think it's by…" I was interrupted.
"Gaara couldn't know who wrote it," said a boy with brown hair, "He probably doesn't know about anything that could be considered beautiful. He is a monster remember?" His twin, who was sitting right next to him, laughed and they gave each other a high five. Why isn't Ms. Lockhart saying anything to them? Had it been someone else she would have.
"It's by Aristotle." I said glaring at the boy. He then stopped laughing and let out a nervous cough.
"Good." Ms. Lockhart said, "Now can anyone tell me…"
Her voice faded as my hands went over my ears to drown out the noise. The lunch bell rang and everyone scattered out the door except me and three other students. I just laid there on my desk until the teacher urged me to leave the room. I guess I scare her too. I went to the courtyard where many people where eating, and found a place away from everyone else. I went into the woods, leaned against a tree, and closed my eyes. I couldn't wait until the end of school rolled around. As I tightened my eyes, I felt something coming near me. I noticed a change of temperature and lighting. I opened one of my eyes to see the twins from earlier.
Yeah… this is my first chapter. Like I said in the disclaimer, I wasn't originally going to make this a fan fiction, but I thought I might as well share it with everyone else to see if you like it as much as I do. I'll probably have chapter two up in a few hours or so, seeing how it's already written and all. XD
