Crap Talk #…what ever
Sorry I haven't been workin' on a new part, chapter, thingy, but I've had a lot on my plate lately due to 4-H, basketball, state fair, ext. But I do have good news! . I have decided to change the outlook for my story in many ways! Trust me- for the better. I'm only going to tell you a few though. I have decided to have Akito be a girl which he really is…I think….(?) and I'm going to have Rin in the story! So yeah…
Also I feel I have to apologize for …well, my misspellings. I'm going to be a freshman this coming school year and I should be able to spell really good, right? Wrong.
When I was in the first grade I told my mother that the words on the board looked like ghosts childish I know. So she took me to see an eye doctor and he sad I was fine and should just go on livening life. He was wrong. Years past and I started falling behind in class. I thought I was just dumb, stupid. Soon I was so far behind they sent me to a 'special' room called the "Resource Room". It was for kids with learning disabilities and ext. While being part of this special class, I felt alone and scared. During the times I got to be with my 'smart' friends from the 'normal' room, I felt lost and left behind. My friends were all excelling and all I could do was watch from the sideline. Even now, it bring tears to my eyes because I felt so…so different. It's hard to explain how I felt because it hurts so much. Man, I'm balling over something so stupid.
I was so jealous. (I don't even know it I spelled it right…jealous.) All I could ever think was, 'My friends are so smart, and I'm just stupid….' In the fourth grade I finally got glasses and I started doing better. But better wasn't good enough. I was still separated from my friends. I worked my ass off to get better! It took a few years, but I got there. 6th grade was my last year for the room. No more being separated and feeling dumb. My 7th grade year I was still considered apart of the room, but I spent almost no time there. I was so happy. I never fit in any where during all my time and most of my time in elementary and middle school. I didn't fit into the normal class because they were way to smart for me while I wasn't mentally challenged or dumb enough to be part of the room. I was alone. When my 8th grade year started, I never had to go back. I had contacts and I was happy. Late my 7th grade year I started reading hard books and now I'm reading Shakespeare and H. G. Wells. I can read with the best of them.
My vocabulary when I speak is one of the best and my reading level just keeps on sorrowing. My math is a little above average and so what if I can't spell the greatest? I still like to write. So in my stories my miss spellings are everywhere, and I know they're there. Every one has imperfections. I can't spell very well. If you feel you have to correct my imperfections and tell me whats wrong, then this story is not for you!
-Sadie (also known as AloneInMYMindBasketCase)
