(Stupid breaker-thingy won't work, so:) A/N: Whoosh finally! Thank procrastination for me finishing it. I dun wanna do my homework x3; Anywho, here's the second and final chapter

Kei was getting worried. At least 10 minutes had passed, and although Sho hadn't let go of him, he hadn't said anything either.

Finally looking up at Sho, Kei was determined to make Sho say something, anything, but was instead greeted with Sho's lips pressing to his own. He was shocked at first, and tried to pull away, relaxing only when Sho moved one hand to the side of his neck and placed the other on the back of his head. They pulled out of the kiss a few moments later, resting their forehead on each other's, grinning like nothing else mattered.

"Sho…" Kei breathed, stroking Sho's cheek with the back of his hand.

This is life
It's a test
It's a game
Did you pass?
Play again
In the hope
That you see
Where you've been

"I love you too, Kei." Kei's smile broadened at Sho's words. Even if for only that moment, he forgot about everything else but Sho sitting in front of him, telling him the words he'd longed to hear. Even if for only that one moment, all his fears, all his pains, even the burden of being a cursed monster—they all drowned in the depths of the azure eyes gazing back at him.

"You were scaring me there for a minute Sho." Kei chuckled lightly. "I wasn't sure how you'd react… Honestly, I thought you were in love with YiChe…" Sho closed his eyes and shook his head, still smiling.

Kei tilted his head forward, pressing his lips to Sho's. Sho returned the kiss, parting his lips when he felt the other man's tongue beg for entrance. Kei quickly took advantage of this, slipping his tongue in and tasting every inch of Sho's mouth. He wrapped his arms around Sho's neck, slowly closing his eyes and pushing Sho deeper into the kiss. When they finally pulled away, both were breathing heavily, stupid grins still plastered on their faces. For a few moments they simply sat there, enjoying the feeling of simply being together, until Kei spoke. "Not to ruin the mood of the moment or anything," He laughed a little. "But can I go and take a shower?" Sho's smile faltered slightly and he eyed Kei cautiously, still uncertain of letting him go.

It's the fame
It's the drugs
It's the social circle that you're not part of
It's the fear
It's everybody else, it can't be me

"Don't worry, Sho. I'm not leaving, just going to my bedroom, the bathroom, and back here." He kissed Sho on the cheek and added, "I won't run away again…"

"You promise? You'll never leave me again?"

"I promise." Sho gave him a warm smile and reluctantly released Kei as he stood.

Roughly fifteen minutes later, Kei emerged from the bathroom to find Sho in the same spot on the couch, staring into nothing with a dazed look on his face. He walked into the living room, stopping when he reached the couch.

"Sho? You there?" He inquired. Sho jumped a little as his mind came back to his body.

"Yeah, sorry… I was just thinking."

"About what?"

"You…" He smiled at Kei, getting a good look at his companion. For the first time since Kei had returned, Sho realized how pale the vampire was. For the first time since he'd known Kei, Sho thought he didn't look human. He was far more pale than he'd ever been in the past; he was almost ghostly white.

You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
I can't control myself

Kei smiled back and took a seat next to Sho, intertwining their fingers and resting his head on the other's shoulder. Sho sighed and looked down at his best friend. His loving gaze was filled with concern for the vampire.

"Kei, you… you haven't fed, have you? You need blood…"

Kei's body stiffened. With the mention of the crimson liquid, reality flooded back to Kei all at once and the realization of how hungry he actually was hit him like a tidal wave.

Loud thumping—a heartbeat began to overtake his senses. Kei's eyes glazed over, and he could feel the blood coursing through Sho's veins beneath his delicate skin. His gums burned as his fangs instinctively dropped and he lowered his jaw slightly so they wouldn't puncture his bottom lip. In the back corners of his mind, Kei could tell something had gripped his shoulders and was calling his name, but he found himself concentrating on nothing more than the throbbing jugular so very close to him.

I am done
With this war
I will spit right in the face of all you whores
In the hope
That you see
Where you've been

He was losing himself, and he knew it.

It terrified him. Here he was, sitting in front of Sho, the only thing in this world he cared for, feeling the exact same way he did just before shamelessly gorging on Toshi's murderer. The vampire in him wanted blood, and was going to have it whether whatever humanity he had left liked it or not.

"Kei? Come on Kei, snap out of it!" Sho noticed that his companion's eyes had diverted from his own gaze and were staring intently at his neck.

"Kei!" Unable to fight his inhuman instincts any longer, Kei let out a slight hiss. Before Sho knew what was happening, he was on his back, pinned underneath Kei on the couch. The short vampire was straddling Sho, one hand gripping his left arm, and the other keeping a tight hold on his hair making Sho's head tilt upward slightly.

It's the fame
It's the drugs
It's the social circle that you're not part of
It's the fear
It's everybody else, it can't be me

"You want me to feed, Sho?" Kei's voice wasn't normal. It was deeper, more raspy. "You want me to drain the life out of some poor victim? Of course… as long as it's not you, right…" He released the human's hair, bringing his hand down and cupping Sho's cheek momentarily before slapping said hand across it. Sho winced in pain at the force of the impact. Small tears formed in the corners of his eyes.

Leaning down, Kei whispered into Sho's ear, "Selfish bastard." He gave a crazed smile, licking Sho's neck slowly and causing the mortal to shudder. If the circumstances had been different, Sho would have been rather happy. But he wasn't enjoying this. Yes, he wanted Kei to turn him; he wanted to stay with his love forever. Even so, if he let Kei drink from him now, would he be able to get him to stop? He knew Kei would probably kill him if he didn't do something. Sho opened his mouth, but his voice failed him as the vampire lightly dragged his pointed canines over the tender flesh on his neck.

"Kei—" He managed to squeak a few seconds later, suppressing a shudder. "Kei, stop it. I—"

You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself

"What's the matter, Sho? Don't you want to know what it's like? Having the very life sucked out of you… You're always telling me that I'm not a monster… what do you think now, Sho?"

"Kei, don't…please…you're scaring me…" His eyes widened as two points began to push down on his neck.

"Kei—don't! Stop it… " He shut his eyes tightly, tears threatening to spill down his cheeks as Kei pushed his fangs down further. It hurt. "Please, Kei… Please, stop…" Rather than ceasing, the pain in his neck only grew as Kei continued to press harder. Sho whimpered audibly, his body shaking. "Kei chan…"

Then all at once, the pain was gone.

It's the world
On its knees
It's the heaven that everyone seems to need
It's the light
It's the focus that you cannot seem to find

Sho opened his eyes, surprised to see nothing but the ceiling staring back at him. Kei was no longer on top of him. He had ripped himself from Sho, almost hesitantly, and scuttled to the floor and across the room. He was now sitting against the wall, a hand gripping his chest as he breathed deeply. At the sound of his name being called so affectionately, something had snapped inside of Kei's mind; he had realized that Sho was whimpering and pleading beneath him. Pleading to not be hurt; for Kei not to hurt him…

Sitting up, Sho stared at Kei with wide eyes. Maybe he should have been upset with Kei for almost turning on him, but he couldn't be further from that emotion. He knew Kei hadn't meant it; that it was his bloodlust. Sho couldn't be mad at Kei for something he couldn't control, and on top of that, didn't want.

Few minutes passed like hours as Kei stared into space, calming his breathing, with Sho's eyes never leaving his thin frame. The deafening silence became too much for Sho, so he broke it.

The fame
The fear
The social circle that you can't get near
The drugs

It's everybody else, it can't be you

"…Kei?" The vampire's eyes shot up into Sho's gaze. "Kei… are you… um…" He didn't know what to say. He was worried about Kei. For his friend to try to turn on him, he had to be in a horrible state. Sho knew Kei would never harm him, and knowing how close he had come to doing just that worried Sho.

Kei remained silent and stood quickly, intending to exit the house. As he opened the door, a hand gripped his wrist. Turning his head, Kei's regretful gaze met Sho's pleading one, although he looked away quickly. The last thing he wanted to do now was see Sho. Not after what he just did, after what he just felt.

"It's alright, Kei. I'm not mad. Please don—"

"I need blood." Kei cut him off. He shook Sho's hand off him and walked outside quickly, leaving Sho standing alone. As he shut the door behind him, his supernatural hearing picked up the last whispered words he would hear from his human companion for a long time.

"Kei… please come back… you promised…"

You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself
You're the reason I can't control myself
You are the reason I can't control myself

Kei turned his head so he was looking at the closed door to the apartment he shared with his love. Then, sighing, he faced the other direction and continued to walk, thinking words he would regret for an eternity.

I'm sorry, Sho… I lied…

-Owari-

A/N: I made them both so OOC and emo, didn't I... / Oh well TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK, PLEASE! ..; Oh, and... ano... lyrics! Lyrics are "Valhalla" by 30 Seconds to Mars.

Yes, Michan, I know. For the love of all that is yaoi, DO NOT SAY IT. ;;