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Shido is lies on the bed in Fraxinus hospital wing, his breathing is slow and his face is so calm that he just look like in deep slumber"how is him?" said Kotori with concern and worries in her voice.

"he lost conscious because exhaustion and stress." Reine said reading the report in her hand.

"is that all?" Kotori ask.

"yes, his body is exhausted from manifestation of angel, and for his stress , I am sure the sudden event recently happen have give number on him." Reine explain.

" 'sigh' it's a bit relief, physically he just he just need a rest, but for his stress, this will be a problem" Kotori said.

"aah" Reine said with a nod.

"Shin's mental state is important for the sealing to work, just like Tohka and others. And because of recent event his mental state is down. Look at this." Reine said as she began to manipulate computer in the room.

"this is Shin mental state when he wake up after fight with Kurumi, he got a panic attack but I manage to calm him" Reine pointing at graphic displayed.

"hmhm, it's seems Shido is so panic that he seems fear for his life" Kotori said "how you manage to calm him?".

"I hug him" Reine said.

"wha…?!." Kotori let out a surprised voice before calm herself. "good work, its good you do that" Kotori said with little blush on her check.

"aah. And this is his mental state when he had date with you till Origami attack" she pointing another graphic.

It's shown that he is happy and enjoying their date, even if it also shown that he is a bit worries but that can be understand because of situation. Till Origami attack before his mental state drop instantly.

"when Origami attack you, Shin think that you are dead and make him feel a deep despair because of that" Reine Said.

"you mean he is go invers" Kotori ask with terrified voice. When a spirit fall into despair their energy will lost control and altering into dark and negative, that invers. Now, Shido is not spirits but he have a spirits energy within him.

"no, from this data his power just fluctuated in his body, he manage to calm down before it out of control. But Shin go invers is still a possibility" she explain.

Kotori take a time to digest this information before say.

"except me and you, is there another person know about this?" she ask with serious tone.

"no just you and me know about this" Reine reply.

"erase it. Erase the part when Shido lost his control and don't tell anyone about this, understood?" Kotori order.

"okay, I can do that" she reply.

"good. its enough for now, let's call it a day and get some rest, its late and we all tired from event this day." Kotori said.

"understood," Reine said as she turn of the computer and stand up.

"I'll go to my quarter, good night Kotori" Reine said.

"aah. Good night" she reply.

Reine walk away to the door before it slide open and she walk out of the room. Meanwhile Kotori stay in the room while her mind in full of though.

' how it become like this..?. Shido had manifestating an angel much earlier than estimation and not just that, the spirits energy inside him is almost lost of control.' Kotori think.

She know this will happen eventually her benefactor had warned her about this, but seeing this happen and knowing it is different thing altogether.

"there's no good in sealing spirits energy inside human body" her benefactor said.

She take a deep inhale to calm herself, she is too tired to think about this right now. She stand up and walk to the door before take a last glance to sleeping Shido and say in her mind.

' please be strong Shido, don't make me kill you' .

She averted her glance and walk out of the room, suddenly feeling more tired than before.

Meanwhile with Reine she is currently is inside her private quarter, her finger is professionally typing the console in front of her, for a normal person doing work for this late is not healthy and will bad for her, but she is not a normal person, she is actually the spirit of origin Takamiya Mio, who disguise as Fraxinus analyst officer. She is currently checking Shido's data again after erase that part when Shido lost his control for a moment.

' it's seems splitting my power is a right choice ' she say in her mind.

It's true that she splitting her power to ten so Shido can absorb it one by one to his human body, because if she give all of that power simultaneously his body can't handle that and her plan will fail. She is doing that in order to revive her only lover, Takamiya Shinji.

From the data she can conclude that his body adapting slowly as planned and she sure his body will can containing all ten part of her energy in due time.

' just wait a little more Shin and we can be together again, forever this time', she tough.

She is about to finish before spotting an anomaly.

"hmm.. this is…?".

Shido's fingers and eyes twitching as he began to gain his consciousness, he groaning his body feel so sore and his head suffer from terrible headache, he try to open his eyes before shut it again because of the light burning his eyes, he try to open his eyes again more slowly this time, his eyes is still burning but not as bad as before.

When he open his eyes he see a bright light he blinks a few time before the light faded and he see the ceiling, Fraxinus ceiling.

' what happen?', is the first thing come to his mind.

He try to recall what happen last time, he remember being in Fraxinus command bridge discussing about mission result that day and he remember saying good by to Reine and Kotori before everything went dark.

' did I fainted in there?', he remember his body is sore and exhausted because of mission that time but it's still surprise him to fainted there.

He turn his gaze from the ceiling to his surrounding, he scanning the room before he stop his gaze on certain blue haired girl.

She is sat on the chair beside him with her head resting on the bed feel asleep with her companion beside her.

He try to move his hand to wake her up, he manage to move his hand despite of his tiredness and place his hand on her shoulder, her eyes twitched before slowly open, she rub her eyes with her right hand and let out an adorable yawn. She turn her gaze to her surrounding before stop on Shido.

"Shi..Shido-san, you're awake!", she said surprised.

"aa..aah", is the only thing Shido can say before coughing heavily.

Seeing this Yoshino quickly get a glass of water from the drawer beside his bed and slowly help him drink it.

"here Shido-san, drink it slowly" she said. Shido drink it slowly, savouring the freshness in his throat.

"thank you…..Yoshino" he said.

"uh-uh its alright" Yoshino said, " how are you feeling Shido-san?".

"I feel tired and my head really aching right now" he said as he clutching his head.

"I will call Reine-san" Yoshino said.

"aah, thank you."

" of course Shido-kun, you have to feel grateful having a cute girl like Yoshino treating you like this" Yoshinon said.

"Yo…Yoshinon" Yoshino whimpered as she hurriedly run to the door and searching for Reine.

Shido close his eyes and relax his body try to ignore the pain in his head, ' this headache is the real pain, how can I have this, I never have headache this painful before', Shido think.

He continue doing this till he heard the door slide open and open his eyes.

"..good afternoon Shin" Reine greet him.

"…aah" Shido reply too sick to say more.

"…how's your feeling today?, Yoshino said you have headache"Reine ask.

"…not… good" Shido said.

"..alright then, wait a minute" Reinr said as she move to nearby cupboard and searching for something.

She take two bottle of pill and sat on the chair Yoshino slept before.

"..take these pills, this will nullify the pain", she began to take one of each pill and help Shido drink it. Then she put her arm on Shido forehead to check his temperature.

"it seems you don't have a fever, that's a good news. Also for the pain you feel now, it will healed in time, just rest for now Shin", Reine said.

"aah, thank you" Shido said before he shut his eyes and fall asleep.

Reine stare at his sleep face for a while before put the pill bottles to the cupboard and tuck him up to the neck.

' please bear it for a little while Shin, after this we will together again like we promise before', Reine tough as she began to walk away and left the room.

The next time Shido awake he is alone in infirmary room, his headache is lesser but still there and his body is not too sore anymore. He try to look around to find what time now, he got his answer when he see a clock on the wall in his right side. 09:00 PM. Its past dinner time already, and now with his headache is not too terrible anymore he aware about how hungry he is. ' ugh right, I am not yet eat since yesterday night, is there someone I can ask for something to eat?' Shido tough.

He snap from his tough when he hear door sliding open, he saw Reine wearing her military uniform entering the room.

"…umh, you're awake Shin?" She said with her usual sleepy voice.

"aah, I am just awake" Shido reply.

".how are you feeling?" Reine ask.

"better, I still have an headache but its not as terrible as before, and my body is not sore anymore." He explain.

"that's good to hear, with a little more rest and some medicine I am sure you will healthy again." She said.

" aah, also Reine-san can I ask a favour?" Shido ask.

"yeah, what it is?"

"can I have something to eat? I feel so hungry now" he said.

"ahh right, you not eating yet today, wait a moment I will get something for you" she said as she walk out of the room to get some food.

Reine back a little while later with a tray on her hand.

".. I hope you don't mind a soup Shin, this the only light food left on cafeteria" Reine said.

"no, it's okay" Shido said.

Reine put the tray on the drawer before preparing the table on the bed for Shido to eat, after that she help Shido to sit on the bed and put the tray on the table.

"thank you Reine-san" Shido said as he began to grab the spoon.

"it's okay, this is part of my job after all" Reine said as she sat on the chair beside Shido's bed.

Shido began to scoop the soup but when he try to lift it to his mouth the spoon just fall over to the bowl, splashing some soup to the table.

"…..umh".

"…..umh".

"it's seems your body is more weakened than we tough" Reine said break the silent between them.

"…aah" Shido said.

"in that case" Reine said as she take the bowl and scoop the soup before put it near Shido's mouth.

"say aah" She said.

Shido's face reddened knowing her intent and hesitantly opened his mouth.

"aah" Shido said before swallowing the soup and averted his eyes.

" no need to shame Shin" Reine said as she scoop the soup again, "there's no one beside us here so, you don't need to feel embarrassed for feeding by me".

"..aah." Shido say.

" where is the other?" Shido ask try to ignore his embarrassment.

"Kotori is in her quarter, while Tohka and Yoshino just get to the mansion a moment before I get here, they are so worry about you that they by turns waiting you here to wake, I have to drive them to rest or they maybe try to sleep here" Reine explain as she continue to feed Shido.

" sorry to make you all worry about me" Shido said with apology tone.

"it's okay, I am sure this not your intention, don't worry about this" Reine console him.

" and what are you doing here?" Shido ask.

"I just checking you for the last time before I retire for the night" She said.

"again sorry to bothering your time" Shido said.

" like I said its okay" She said as she see the bowl is empty now.

She put the bowl on the tray again before stand up and walk to the cupboard.

"eat these pills, and rest for now we can talk again tomorrow" she said when she sat again on the chair with a few pills on her hand.

"aah" Shido said as he eat the pills one by one.

Reine take the tray and sweep away the soup he spill earlier and tidy up the table.

"just rest Shin, we will meet again tomorrow" Reine said.

"aah, good night Reine-san".

"uhh, good night". Reine said before she walk out of the room.

Shido watch the door close up before he feel the medicine work and his eyes became heavy and drift him to deep slumber.

The next morning.

Kotori walk out of her quarter in Fraxinus, she's wearing her commander uniform and black ribbon on he hair. She walking at steady pace to her destination, Fraxinus infirmary wing, she want to check Shido first before doing her commander job for today.

' I hope Shido is better now', She though, she is very worry about Shido's well being because well… he is her Oni-chan, so she has the most right to worry about him. She is also concerned about the cause for Shido condition right now. From Reine's report doctor said that Shido's body is just exhausted mostly because Shido's manifestation of angel is too much for his human body. But the real problem is Shido's mental health, from the data Reine gives her, Shido is now suffering great mental stress and given the event recently you can't blame him for it.

' but even given the situation now, it's strange that Shido became like this', that's true, she's has been live with Shido for years now, she know how strong and stubborn Shido could be, hell he even stand in front of 'Megido' to protect Kurumi that time.

"Kotori!".

A loud voice calling her snapped her from her though, she turn to the source to find Tohka, Yoshino and Yoshinon with Reine behind them walking toward her.

"aah. Good morning Tohka, Yoshino, Yoshinon and you too Reine" Kotori greet them.

"umu, morning Kotori".

"good.. morning Kotori-san".

" morning Kotori-chan".

"…..good morning Kotori".

"you all want to see Shido?", Kotori ask.

"umu, I want to make sure he is better now, so we can go to school together again" Tohka said.

"school?, isn't your school is closed because of Kurumi accident?" Kotori ask.

"that's right, but still I want to make sure Shido is healthy when the school start" Tohka explain.

"okay, let's go together then, I want to see Shido to" Kotori said.

They began to walk with Tohka and Kotori in the front and Yoshino and Reine in the back, they walk in comfortable silent before Yoshino start to talk.

"uhm….ano Kotori-san, do you know how's Shido-san condition now?" Yoshino ask.

"no, not really, but as far as I know Shido just collapse because he is exhausted, so nothing to worry about." Kotori reply.

"….yeah, that's true, Shin is just exhausted and with a bit of rest he will get better soon." Reine add.

"that's .. good to hear… I guess" Yoshino said.

" of course of course, having a girl like Yoshino looking after him, Shido-kun will get better in no time" Yoshinon add cheerfully .

Yoshino stuttered while Kotori just smiled at their antic, she look forward and see the infirmary wings door.

"well, here we are, let's just go inside and see Shido in person" Kotori said, she opened the door and they see Shido is awake now, he is sat on his bed and clutching his head with his right hand.

"Shido!!!" Tohka beamed, happy to see Shido is awake, "you're awake Shido!! How are you feeling?!?!".

Shido winced, he is still have the headache and Tohka loud voice make it worse.

".lower your voice, Tohka" Reine said aware of his condition "Shin is right now having a headache problem and loud voice is bad for him".

"AH! Really?" Tohka said, surprised.

"I am so sorry Shido, I am not aware" She said again with quitter voice.

"it's alright, you don't have to worry about it" Shido said.

"how are you feeling now Shido?" Kotori ask.

"I feel better now, my body is not sore again, but this headache is killing me, can I get some medicine for this?" Shido answer her.

"…I will get you some medicine" Reine said as she walk to cupboard.

"thank you" he thank her " also, isn't this is still school time? Why are you here Tohka, Kotori?".

"I take a day of" Kotori said " and for Tohka the school is closed due to Kurumi accident, are you not remember that?".

"ahh… right, I forget that" Shido said sheepishly.

"..here Shin" Reine said handing him a glass of water and a pill.

He take it and put the pill inside his mouth before drink it with water.

"thank you, Reine-san".

"umh, don't mention it".

"also, how about my condition?, is this a big problem?" Shido ask.

"well, from the data we gain, there's nothing wrong with your body, except from exhaustion and headache, your body is in good condition" Kotori said with her commander tone.

"… your exhaustion is from manifestating an angel, but for your headache we still don't know what exactly caused it" Reine add.

' I have an idea what cause it' Shido though.

"is that mean I am healthy enough to go home?" Shido ask.

"that's still have to be seen" Kotori said. "are you sure you're healthy enough?".

"yeah, I still have this headache, but the medicine Reine-san gave me nullify it already and my body is not tired anymore, so I think it's fine for me to go home now" Shido explain.

"hmhh, we will have doctor check that" is Kotori answer.

"thank you Kotori" Shido thank her.

"well since you fell good already, I'll take my leave, I still have some duty, let's go Reine," Kotori said "also take care of Shido, would you Tohka, Yoshino?".

"umu, leave it to me" Tohka said.

"I'll … do my best" Yoshino said.

Kotori then continue to walk out of the room with Reine behind her. Not long after the doctor arrive and after checking for Shido and not see anything wrong with him, the doctor let he go home with a bottle of headache pill.

After he arrive he go to his bedroom to rest again and ask to wake when lunch time. Shido lied on his bed and began to think. ' okay, now I have time to think I better use this to planning the future' he though. ' first thing first, what I have to do?'.

His mind began to think about many scenario of the future. First about spirits, for now there's nothing he can do about them, the Yamai's is somewhere doing some challenge between themselves , Miku is doing his idol stuff, Natsumi is unknown, Origami is not spirit yet, Nia is still in DEM clutch, and Mukuro is in outer space.

Now he want to save them faster but he can't do that without reveal his circumstance, and for Origami he want to prevent her to became a spirit, but Origami's parents is already killed 5 years ago and because that's already happen he don't think he can actually prevent her to become spirit.

And for Nia, he want to free her from DEM as soon as possible, but even if he tell Kotori about this they still don't know where she is. Last time Kurumi is the one who find where's Nia have been prisoned, but Kurumi is not infiltrate DEM yet. And the other spirits is not in actual danger so no need to rush.

He winced as he feel the headache again, he's aware that this is not just a simple headache, but this is and side effect of using six bullet 'Vav'.

' is this what Kurumi suffer when she get back multiple time that time?' he though.

He feel a deep guilt to Kurumi for that, she's have use six bullet 'Vav' multiple time to prevent Shido being killed by DEM, and for that she's must have suffer more than Shido does now.

' well nothing significant I can do for now. I have to be patient' Shido though after his headache lesser.

If he don't wrong there's a month gap between each spirit to appear, he don't know is that intentional or not but he will not complaint, he have many time to prepare a plan and he will make sure to use it.

With that in mind he let his mind to relax and close his eyes to a slumber.


Author note: Hello again, and Sorry for late update. I have some errands to do because I will attend a collage in a few time ahead and well just say I have a hard time to find a time to write. Also I want to thank you all because you have read and follow this fic, enduring the grammar error, misspelling and the unconsistent update from the author. I hope you enjoy it and please review.