( A Poem written for Rei, From neon Genesis, but also for every one who reviewed 'Behind Red Eyes' I luv you guys lol those are the best reviews ever thanx so much - Shadow Willow )

Disclaimer: I do not own Rei or any other character from this show.

I don't need this reminder.

Every time you smile at me.

I cant smile back.

But one day, One day I will.

And I did.

I needed Ikari, He made me who I am.

But you, you let me be me.

And as you cried, I want to cry to.

Do you care Shinji?

As I lay dieing, bleeding, needing.

I felt my soul stir, NO!

It scares me!

I don't want to want you!

Stop!

Stop!

The tears fell so softly to my knees.

They reminded me of the rain

A shower if salty pain from my soul

Dripping from my eyes.

Stop….

Please stop…