Chapter one: Far away

Warnings: this is yaoi. There's violence, hate sadism, and all sorts of other weird sadist stuff I like to write. You've been warned! So please no flames! I don't like them :(

HI! This is my second ficcie….actually I haven't even finished the first one so I'm kind of stuck here. Please be gentle! Like I said before I don't speak English very well since I'm in a Latin American country and we don't speak English…we speak Spanish :'( It's a miracle I speak English! So please be nice…if it sounds kind of weird it's cause I still have trouble expressing myself sometimes. OH! And I promise I'll update all of my stories soon! Quickly! I promise! (By the way…Akito here is a guy! Not a girl…I'm taking the anime version)

Disclaimer: DON'T OWN -- '

Akito looked up at the setting shy through his balcony. Orange, yellow and red mixed beautifully. The breeze blowing softly. He ignored the odd feeling of Hatori's tools exploring his back. He was simply too busy remembering that face. That gorgeous, beautiful face that Akito had always adored.

"You know Hatori…..I love him" he murmured quietly.

"I know Akito-san" Hatori responded, his voice as cold as always.

"hmmmm…..No…You don't" Akito looked up and smiled. It was a sad smile, one that nobody had seen. Never. Not Hatori, or Shigure, or Ayame or any of the other Sohmas for a fact. A smile that he keep for himself and will perhaps share it someday with the one he loved.

"I've done so many things for him" He said as Hatori made him turn around to face him.

"breathe in Akito-san" Akito did as he was told. But it sounded more like a sight that a breath.

"So many" He whispered "So many… that he thinks I don't have any control over him" Akito droned on as Hatori locked his gaze with him.

"Anytime I want…I gave him freedom, cause I loved him. I allowed him to live far from me, so he'll be happy. But I want him with me. I want him close. I want him to be mine….I want him back!"

Hatori looked at him. His face was still blank, but his eyes showed worry, anxiousness ….and pity.

"Akito-san, I'm sure Yuki knows you love him. But please allow him to finish school, He's really happy right now and…"

"SHUT UP HATORI! YOU'RE NOBODY TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO! LEAVE NOW!" Akito snapped and he watched as Hatori silently gathered his things and left.

Akito then turned to look at the sky behind him. Those beautiful shades weren't gone yet.

'I'm sure Yuki knows you love him…'

Akito smiled suddenly. He expanded his arms and the breeze cooled him down softly. Blowing his robes and lifting strands of dark hair.

"No….It's not Yuki I want" he whispered softly as he opened his arms wider, as if wanting to embrace the sky itself.

'I know I shouldn't, but I do. I need you and I hate you for it…..I'm not supposed to…But I can't stop loving you…"

Here's the fun part! Who do you think Akito is in love with? Hmmmm -?

It's very easy to guess and probably obvious…give it a guess! Jejejeje sorry the story slow right now but it'll change for the better…I promise