Chapter 8: CONFUSION

HI THERE! SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE BUT WITH SCHOOL, FAMILY, AND A HUGE WRITTERS BLOCK THAT'S STILL PRESENT I COULDN'T REALLY COME UP WITH ANYTHING.

I KNOW THIS CHAPTER ISN'T GONNA BE AS GOOD AS THE OTHER ONES, BUT I REALLY HAD TO UPDATE AND WELL, MY WRITTERS BLOCK IS FREAKING HUGE! PLUS MY ENGLISH IS SORT OF DYING HERE!

BY THE WAY, I WAS MAKING ONE OF THOSE "WHICH FURUBA CHARACTER ARE YOU LIKE?" QUIZZEDS AND FOR LIKE THE 50TH TIME I GOT YUKI! I ALWAYS GET YUKI NO MATTER WHICH TEST I TAKE AND THAT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE CAUSE I KIND OF HATE THAT CHARACTER! URRRRGHT! (SORRY YUKI FANS) A FRIEND OF MINE SAID I WAS LIKE RITSU…JAJAJA ALWAYS APOLOGISING. WELL I'LL APOLOGIZE AGAIN FOR NOT UPDATING! SORRY! AND SORRY IF THIS CHAPTER ISN'T GOOD!

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WARNINGS: CURSING…THANKS TO KYO. SHONEN, AND OOC! REMEMBER OOC! OOC!

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN. .

O.O

As kyo softly stirred to life, he felt it.

Something was undeniably snuggling him. Arms around his waist, a face hidden in his hair.

Not only that, but it was extremely warm and much bigger than him. And stronger.

And as hard as a rock. (A/N: not that kind of hard --')

No matter how much kyo tried to move. The other person just wouldn't budge. And so Kyo laid still and waited for the other person to wake up, not really having the energy or the interest to move.

He decided he didn't care anymore. Not about anything or anyone.

'That's how it's gonna be like…why should I make a total fool of myself again. No…nobody has ever given me a reason to be different…I won't hurt anyone ever again with these stupid feelings"

Kyo signed, he could hear the rain beating outside. And he felt slightly drowsy and sick. But he ignored that as his head repeated over and over again:

'stupid feelings, stupid me, stupid everyone'

He was brought back to reality when he felt the person behind him stir.

"kyo?"

A drowsy voice said slowly and said boy turned around startled.

Kyo turned red when he noticed a very sleepy hatori behind him, rubbing his eyes softly. He had no idea Hatori had been hugging him. In fact, he hadn't really given much thought to the fact he was being hugged from behind.

'stupid what if it was a rapper!' his head screamed, as if waking up itself. To which he responded himself with 'it's not! It's Hatori! Damn it's hatori! And look! You're naked" Kyo suddenly looked down and noticed he wasn't wearing anything at all.

"WHAT THE HELLL!" He screamed and tried to cover himself with whatever he found. He was as red as a tomato, or worse. This made him feel even more stupid.

"STOP STARING HATORI!"

Hatori watched the boy silently without any expression on his face. Slightly confused as to why he had woke up hugging a naked kyo.

"I'm not staring kyo…calm down" He said coolly and walked to his closet.

"What do you mean calm down! You were spooning me! And why the hell am I naked!" suddenly a gasp escaped the orange head teenager and his red eyes widened "you didn't…no you couldn't have!"

Hatori turned around and looked at Kyo confused. Finally noticing what kyo was talking about he felt the edges of his mouth curl a little. The boy in the bed looked really panicked and incredulous.

"No. I didn't. I must have fallen asleep last night holding you in your cat form. You must have transformed soon after that." Hatori mumbled in his still cool voice as he handed kyo a white shirt and a pair of boxers "Besides, do you really think I would be capable of doing that? I'm not Ayame…or shigure"

Silence settled between the two as kyo changed. Hatori turned to look out the window to give the boy some privacy as he did so. It look dreary out. Really grey and wet. Silent.

Hatori didn't know how much time had passed by. But he keep staring out that window in ponder. 'Even thought…the day is dreary…I don't feel it…I'm contented' he thought in wonder.

He wasn't sure why…. well he was: But he was being naïve about it.

O.O

Hatsaharu sat in the middle of the living room looking thoughtful. His white head tilted to the side. His eyes overshadowed with deep concentration. He leaned against the table tapping it lightly once in a while

Yuki watched him from afar. He was really surprised to find Haru in such a perplexed state. It was really rare to see him this way. Haru isn't the kind of person who likes to chew over thoughts.

"Haru"

"yeah"

"what are you thinking about?"

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"why do you want to know"

"Because it's scary for you to contemplating on something"

Haru frowned at Yuki's comment. Was the older boy insulting him? Yeah, he was. Haru didn't like that at all. It really hurt his feelings when the boy he dearly loved treated him like that.

"Yuki, don't say that"

"What?"

"I do think about stuff…it just doesn't look like it. I'm not stupid"

"I know"

"so why did you say that?"

"just forget about it…so what were you thinking about?" Yuki asked irritated.

"Kyo"

"What!" the answer shocked Yuki more than anything else Haru would have said. Why would Haru be thinking about Kyo? The oushi never really thought much about the boy unless it was for a fight.

"why are you thinking about him?" Yuki asked confused.

"because…"

"because what?" yuki mumbled irritated.

"he said something weird…well he's acting weird…"

Yuki frowned. He wasn't sure what haru was talking about. To him, Kyo was just as dump and as irritating as ever. He hadn't noticed anything weird, even thought he lived with the cat.

"what do you mean?"

Haru looked at Yuki with a dreamy look on his face and smiled.

"I think he said he liked me"

O.O

"is this yours?"

The silence was suddenly broken by Kyo's soft voice.

Hatori turned to look at the boy startled. He didn't know kyo could make his voice sound like that. Quiet and soft.

The boy was clutching the front of the shirt, which was really oversized for him. In fact, he looked like a little child wearing one of his dads' work shirts. A thought that for some reason Hatori didn't like much.

"yes…"

"do you wear it often?"

Hatori frowned at the boy's weird question.

"why?"

"forget it…" Kyo said in an annoyed voice, hiding his face behind his bangs. Hatori stared at the boy for some time, noticing something was weird.

"I used to. It was my favourite, but it's the smallest I got" Hatori said softly and touched kyo's forehead as the boy looked up suddenly. His face looking unhappy.

"Have it back!" He said suddenly and hatori turned to look down at him confused.

"why?"

"I don't need your pity!"

"kyo…it's not pity."

"well, don't do stuff like this for me!" Kyo snapped angrily and looked up at hatori with a fierce glare.

"Don't do something like that!"

'I don't want to be grateful!'

"kyo, what are you talking about"

"dammit no! just! Stop it! I promised myself!"

'I don't want to feel attached to anyone'

"kyo…"

"Have your stupid shirt! I'm leaving!" Kyo screamed and tried to remove the shirt.

"kyo stop that keep the shirt, I don't have anymore clothes you could wear" Hatori said sternly and grabbed the boy's hands. Kyo turned to look at him with a deep scowl.

"I'm getting out of here!" He said and quickly he got up and walked out the house.

"kyo wait!" Hatori said, now very angry himself as he tried to grab the boy only to be pushed of.

Kyo moved quicker that he did and soon enough the boy had ran out of the house and into the streets.

O.o

When kyo got home he was feeling more than wiped out. He was dirty, wet, wearing an oversized shirt and boxers, and barefoot. He entered the house through the window, quickly took a bath and changed into some new clothes.

Finally he collapsed on his futon and fell asleep.

o.o

He dreamed of haru. It was an unpleasant dream. One where he cried and cried. He was small, about 7 or 8. And Haru had left him for the first time. And he just sat there and sobbed.

Suddenly, someone bigger came, and hugged him. And kyo unexpectedly felt a little better.

'he left me!' he whimpered and the other person smiled sadly and held him even tighter.

'But I won't…ever'

O.o

"kyo-kun…"

Kyo woke up abruptly as he heard his name called he looked around the room startled until he locked eyes with the inu.

"what!" he snapped annoyed and sleepy.

"Hari is downstairs" Shigure said in a merry tone and smiled happily "he says he want's to speak to you"

Kyo scowled angrily and growled.

"WELL TELL HIM TO LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!"

"kyo that's not nice, Hari is you superior and…"

"GET THE HELL OUT OF MY ROOM YOU STUPID BAKA!"

And a shoe was slammed against the door as a whimpering inu walked out.

O.o

Hatori waited patiently downstairs. His face furious. He couldn't believe kyo had been such an idiot as to leave him like that. He was pretty angry. Shigure walked down the stairs happily and smiled.

"kyokun says he doesn't want to see you" he said and hatori growled in anger. Shigures suddenly smirked. "Hari, I never seen you so mad. What happened between you and little kyon-kichi?"

"Nothing shigure" Hatori snapped. He heard a noise and turned to look at the stairs when he heard someone coming down. Hoping it was kyo he walked towards it, only to see Haru coming down in deep thought.

"Hatori?" he mumbled seeing the man for the first time "what are you doing here?"

"You! In the car now!" Hatori said quickly and began to go upstairs, leaving behind a very confused looking cow and a laughing inu.

O.o

Hatori entered without even knocking. Kyo instantly got up very angry and turned to look furiously at the intruder.

"YOU! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE!"

"WHY DID YOU RUN OUT LIKE THAT?"

"NONE OF YOUR BUSSINES!"

"THAT WAS STUPID KYO! WAY STUPID!"

"WHAT DO YOU CARE! IT'S MY LIFE! AND I DIDN'T WANT YOU SPOONING ME AGAIN!"

"I WASN'T…I WAS…BUT I WASN'T GONNA DO IT AGAIN"

"YEAH YOU WERE! AND YOU'RE FRIENDS WITH THAT SNAKE AND THAT DOG! YOU'RE JUST LIKE THEM!"

"YOU COUL'VE TRANSFORMED YOU COUL'VE GOTTEN WORSE! YOU'RE SICK! AND YOU CAME HERE BAREFOOT! WERE THE HELL IS YOUR HEAD!"

"DAMMIT GET OUT!"

O.O

Shigure was laughing his head off. This was the first time since years he had heard his hari screaming like that.

"wow, they sure are noisy" he said to a shocked oushi who was staring paralyzed at the second floor.

"Is that…hatori?" he asked stunned.

"yes…he can sure scream when he's really angry….like a whole different person" Shigure said with a smile. And he heard a wail from upstairs.

"oh my little flower must have gotten scared with those screams so early in the morning!" shigure said dramatically and saw a very scared looking tohru walking down, practically weeping, a very alarmed looking Yuki following her.

"what's going on shigure-kun" she said frightened as she fidgeted about scared out of her mind.

"ah don't worry my little flower! It's just Hari and Kyo-kun bickering." He said with a smile.

"That's hatori!" Yuki asked shocked. And the inu turned to him with a smile.

"yep! It's good to finally see him spring back to life!"

O.O

"DAMMIT ARE YOU DEAF OR SOMETHING! I ALREADY TOLD YOU TO…." Kyo's sentence was cut short as he was interrupted by a coughing fit.

Hatori quickly knelt by he boy's side. And grabbed his shoulders as his body shook with the violent coughs. When he was finished kyo groaned slightly and coughed again. Hatori felt the boy's temperature and watched as he finished coughing.

"You're very sick" he said calmly and kyo turned to glare at him.

"so?"

"you're coming with me…I don't have my kit here"

"no!" Kyo said angrily, wishing hatori would leave him alone. He was getting very tired and dizzy.

"you're coming with me kyo whether you want to or not" Hatori said sternly and to kyo's shock grabbed the boy's waist and flung him on his shoulder.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!"

O.O

As shigure tried to calm down his little flower (aka tohru), Yuki and Haru tried to make out what in the world had happened. Unfortunately, they couldn't.

They heard yelling…lots of if.

Suddenly quiet.

More yelling, a thump, more thumps. And unexpectedly a very upset looking Hatori walking out the house carrying an equally upset looking kyo on his shoulders. Kyo seemed to be struggling, but gave the impression to be bit weakened as his struggles got him nowhere.

Yuki and Haru followed the pair as Hatori walked out the house, with a lot of trouble opened the cars' door, dumped kyo into the passenger seat, quickly getting in himself and driving away.

Completely forgetting Haru.

And leaving a pair of very confused teenagers, a panic stricken Tohru, and a very very amused shigure.

O.O

When Kyo woke up he was in Hatori's bed again. He tried to get up, really frustrated with the whole thing but found out he couldn't.

"You should really rest" Hatori said as he entered the room carrying tray with a sandwich and some tea.

"dammit! I'm back!" Kyo said furiously "why didn't you listen to me! Dammit hatori I hate you! I really fuc…"

Kyo stooped as he noticed Hatori's face. It looked passive, yet his eyes…they looked hurt.

'why?'

Hatori set the tray down in front of kyo and turned to leave. He felt really upset with kyo's words. He usually never took his childish words of hate seriously, nobody did, but now he couldn't help feeling a little hurt.

'why?'

"what am I going to do?" Kyos voice stooped hatori as he was about to walk out. The doctor turned around to look at the boy confused.

"what do you mean?"

"you don't have anything entertaining here. And I don't really feel like training because of the stupid rain, your tv sucks, and I cant go out…this is the main house, I cant be seen…." Kyo looked at the doctor, his eyes weren't angry anymore and they didn't hold a scowl, they were simply asking the calm question along with his voice.

And Hatori couldn't stop staring at them.

Realizing what kyo was really saying, he smiled.

"do you like reading?" he asked and to his surprise Kyo nodded "you do?"

"What made you think I don't?" Kyo said with a new forming scowl that wasn't really menacing at all.

" you didn't seem like the kind of person who does" Hatori then walked out and returned with a book in his hands.

"here…it's really good and it will keep you entertained for some time." He handed the book to kyo who stared at the cover for some moment before finally giving a soft nod.

"but you should rest first" Hatori said and began to walk out again.

"Hatori"

"hmmm"

"you're the only one who has ever been there…to help me…..I don't…really hate you…I hope you know that"

Kyo mumbled softly and a deep blush crept into his face.

'Just don't make that hurt face again'

Hatori smiled again and turned to walk out once more.

"I didn't kyo…but I'm glad to know"

O.O

WOW…THIS IS OOD…I WAS GONNA KEEP GOING BUT I'M TIRED! AND IT'S REALLY LATE! DAMN! OK WELL I'M FALLING ASLEEP SO NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE HERE ON SATURDAY…IF EVERYTHING GOES AS PLANNED.

BY THE WAY…I HAD TO PUT THAT AUTHOR'S NOTE CAUSE WELL, I JUST DON'T WANT YOU, THE READER TO GET THE IDEA OF SOMETHING LEMONY YET :P. I WANT TO KEEP THE RELASHIONSHIP SORT OF INNOCENT FOR THE MOMENT.

AND GOMEN IF AKITO DIDN'T APPEAR HERE. HE JUST DIDN'T FIT IN…SO HE WILL MAKE HIS APPEREANCE IN THE NEXT CHAPTER! WOOH!

ALRIGHT! THANKS FOR READING! XD! AND REVIEWS WOULD BE NICE..JUST DON'T FLAME!