Secret Confessions

August 11th, 1997

Harry hasn't woken up yet. Hermione spends all her time looking through books, trying to find anything to help him. Ron wrote to Bill. I can't bring myself to leave Harry's side. I'm scared something will happen to him. He looks so... fragile, Diary. All this time he's protected me. Now I need to protect him. If something happens to him, Diary, I don't know what I'll do. I want him to get better soon. I'm so scared for him.

-G.W.

August 12th, 1997

Harry still hasn't woken up yet. We're all really worried. I'm so scared Diary. What if he never wakes up? What if there was some kind of poison that he had to take? What if whatever cut him injected some deadly substance into him, and he's going to be gone by tomorrow? There are so many "what if's", Diary, and, unlike regular "what if's", which are normally ridiculous, so many of these "what if's" could be true.

-G.W.

August 13th, 1997

We got a letter from Bill today. He doesn't know what we want him for, but he says that he's coming tomorrow, or the day after. Apparently, Ron made him promise that he wouldn't bring anybody else, or tell anyone that he was coming to see us, and that he knew where we were. We don't want anyone to know who we are, even the Order. We learned the hard way, that even our supposedly "most trusted" people could be sneaks. Damn Snape to hell.

-G.W.

August 14th, 1997

Harry woke up today! We were sitting around his and Ron's hotel room, talking about what we're going to tell Bill, when we heard him cough. The thing is Diary, it wasn't a cough to tell us that he's awake as in "Hem hem... hello?" (Wow. That brings back rather unhappy memories of Umbridge). He was coughing up blood. It was scary, Diary. Hermione had him drink all sorts of different potions. He seems a lot better now. I talked to him. I think he felt a bit awkward with all the fussing over him we were doing. I don't think he's used to it that much. I don't think his aunt ever fussed over him, or babied him. It makes me angry that such a wonderful person would have to grow up with such revolting people. He deserves better. Bill also came today. I didn't talk to him much. Hermione and Ron talked to him (after using Veritaserum to make sure that he really was Bill). They told him about the things we have to destroy. He's going to help us make some protection charms and stuff, incase something goes wrong with destroying the things. He knows a lot about it, since a lot of the stuff he works with at Gringotts (curse breaking), is dangerous. He can't help us with actually destroying the things though, as he's never done it before. We're going to change our appearance again. I'm going to be Hermione's sister next. Harry and Ron will be brothers. What should I do to my hair now, Diary? I was thinking of making it a light brown, or maybe getting highlights.

-G.W.

August 15th, 1997

Bill taught us all the protection and shield spells he knew. We don't have any other reason to be here, so we're leaving tomorrow. Harry's doing better, but still not quite well. His arm is still in bandages. He's going to have a lot of scars, unless Hermione finds something in one of her books to clear them. We had a little laugh, although it wasn't really just a joke. He asked me if I would still love him with all the scars. I told him I don't care. And I don't. He's so goddamn sexy, no matter what. Also, its not the looks that count.

-G.W.

August 16th, 1997

We're leaving today. Harry's still not perfectly well yet, but we can't spend any more time here. We packed up all our things. Bill came to say goodbye. He's not allowed to tell anyone that he knows where we've been. Wizard promises aren't that easily broken. I have to go now, Diary. Hermione is calling me to help check the room for anything we've forgotten.

-G.W.

August 17th, 1997

We're in France now. I'm not really sure why we're here. Hermione said it was just a stopover on our way back to London, so that we could get our hair done again. That makes sense. You can't keep getting it done in the same place. So we are Ginny and Hermione Gibbler, and Ron and Harry Jameson. Hermione and I have dirty blond hair. Harry and Ron have a light brown. Harry also got contacts, so now his eye colour matches Ron's. Hermione and I both got contacts, without a prescription or anything, so now our eyes are blue. I kind of like my new look. I've been three different people in less than 3 months. I guess we'll keep changing, so that nobody will be able to track us down aseasily, and our appearances won't give us away. Harry's also doing better. We actually had a little snog today, Diary. I don't think Ron knows though... Hermione might. She knows everything. Sometimes its rather annoying, since you can't keep any secrets from her. She always figures everything out. I wouldn't want her to change anything about herself though. Everyone has little flaws, but sometimes, that's what makes you like them so much.

-G.W.

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