I hated you.
I detested you.
For seven years, I have lived in an unsightly way.
You killed them all. I watched you do it. Over, and over, and over. You showed it to me. Your bloody, cruel, horrible victory. Mother. Father. Our entire family. You weren't testing yourself. You knew you were much stronger than all of them. You killed them to make me hate you. I looked up to you so much; I loved nii-san with all my heart. You're not nii-san. You took him from me.
Of course I clung to life. It was all I had.
