I have nothing to say right now. So here is the story.
Chapter Ten
He had killed everyone but the monk. The monk was in shock. Miroku had not expected such power from one boy. Inukai had only made a couple of swings and killed all but him. Miroku was scared. He never felt this much fear since his wind tunnel grew. He was alone again and now he was face to face with death. Death came in the form of a rare demon boy at that.
"You come to harm my mother and think you can get away with it." He smirked. Inukai at times had a sick sadistic personality. He was showing it currently. Miroku was almost pissing his pants. Inukai laughed.
"I think I will let you live and just castrate you so you can never pleasure a female again." He said and used his acid to torture the man and leave. He left the monk there holding where he used have a dick. It was eaten away by the acid. He screamed in pain and passed out. Inukai was headed to the palace.
As he approached he could tell a few things one Kagura had watched the entire time and now was fully aroused. Two he had new cousins on the way, and three he needed to bath. He had a feeling the monk needed to be brought to the medical wing then thrown in the dungeons.
"You servant tell the guards that the new lord in the fields needs medical attention then needs to be thrown in the dungeons. I will inform my uncle of this." The servant nodded and walked away. He headed to the baths and felt the wind demoness following. He could have some fun with this. Deciding against it he stopped.
"You know even with all the smells I have bothering my nose I can still sense you." He said and turned around. Her arousal spiked shaking his head he walked to the bathes.
Inukai hated being followed but if she thinks spying on him will win him she had another thing coming. He used his acid whip and pulled her in the water. Tightening the hold on her throat he growled.
"I can kill you now. Why do you watch me?" He asked and she tried to answer but couldn't loosen the hold he allowed her to speak.
"You interest me." She said and he released her and motioned for her to leave. When she didn't he growled. Only furthering her want.
"You can spy on me later bitch I need to think." She didn't move. "I am to…" She pounced him and kissed him. His claws went to rip her apart. She stepped back and left. He growled and washed off.
"That whore needs to leave me be." His markings sky blue again. He looked around and slid down in the water. He groaned and washed off. Moments later he dressed and left. He left a note on his uncles desk and headed for his room. Half way there he stopped and looked behind him.
"What do you want Kagura?" He asked and pinned her to the wall. Sniffing her he smelled the girl was in heat. He groaned and left.
"Inukai please." She begged and he growled.
"Don't push me wench." He growled out his markings flashing feeling the affect of the heat. He knew that back in the clearing he spared her because he was interested but now he was paying for it.
"Please you are the only one I want." She said and he grabbed her. He took her to his chambers.
"You want this you better not think I…" She silenced him and he stripped the demoness. He stripped and pinned her to the wall entered the female and pounded her core. By now his beast had kicked in and wouldn't stop. Kagura moaned and screamed. He was rough and violent but it didn't matter.
"INUKAI!" She came and felt him release and mark her. She was content and went to sleep. He was already out. Neither seemed to notice they were still connected. He was still buried in her.
Morning
Inukai woke to see the demoness in his bed. He knew he pulled her in to relieve himself but he noticed the mark and groaned. He went to get up only to notice he was still buried in her. Wanting to growl he stayed there. Inwardly cursing his beast. His markings appearing on her.
Waking Kagura first noticed she was impaled by a males member and second that male was not to happy to wake to this. She new last night was her heat. But that heat got her one thing the man she was curious about. The son of Inu Yasha Inukai she new the smell. He was still deep in her and trying not to move.
"I know you are awake woman." He said and went to move but she threw her legs around him.
"I need to tell you something Inukai." He waited annoyed.
"Heat of void demons and Moon Demons are different." He froze he had heard this from his grandparents.
"I know I am a Moon Demon of the Morning." She grinned.
"I am half void demon. Since you were affect that means me and you want each other. I admit it you don't but now need to deal with it. You mated the wind and now I am possibly with child." He growled.
"Don't you think I realize that you may carry my child?" His markings flashing again. He was getting angry. She winced but she acted brave and kissed his neck. He groaned and pinned her and mated her one more time.
"I know I am intrigued by you woman. I will see what happens." Pulling out and dressed. Walking to the dinning room. On the way he bathed and requested some clothes. He would never be rid of her scent.
Dinning hall
He approached and walked in sitting in his seat. He heard his uncle growl. Walking to him he bowed. Knowing an explanation of his scent would be needed.
"Explain." Said Sesshoumaru.
"I lost control because she was in heat last night. My beast took control for most of it and claimed her. Also as of this morning I found out she is half void demon." He said and cringed. He maybe stronger then his uncle but he feared his uncle's wrath.
"No need to fear me my nephew. I was only wondering on the change." He nodded and returned to his seat to find beside him sat Kagura. Smiling she leaned on him. He ignored her. His sister laughing.
"Kohanna I suggest you quit laughing at me now." She silenced her self. Kagura ate and noticed Inukai walked to a garden. He leapt into a tree and stayed there.
"What is with you Inu Youkai's and tree's." He laughed.
"Moon demon's like high places. I don't know about Father and Uncle." He said and leapt down grabbing her she felt his hand around her waist and they were surrounded by red light and teleported.
Sango
She knew it would happen. She knew her son to well and knew he wanted the wind witch and now he mated her. She knew with every ounce of his being he would deny it. But everyone knew the truth. He loved her and wanted her. He wanted to deny it because that would mean he had to protect another besides his mother. He would deny it because that would mean he had need of another.
"I guess that is one down. Now we have two other's. What will we do?" Asked Sango playfully. She was leaning against Inu. He shook his head and shrugged. He wanted to beat something up right now.
"I don't know I wish I did." He said and held her tight.
"Your not upset are you?" Asked the ex-huntress.
"A little I never thought one of my children would mate one of those two." He said and just sat there. They were in the one of the many gardens. He was against the tree and she in his lap.
She saw the light and knew where the boy was headed. His Grandparents would want to okay his chosen mate. She was fine with the idea. He would be there and back. He knew he couldn't stay. He would tell them it was out of lust but they knew better. He couldn't hide his want from them.
"You realize dear if you confronted him he would say it was out of lust and that was all." He nodded and laughed. He knew his boy would say it and knew why.
"He is our little black haired copy of my brother." He said and Sango silently agreed.
Shippo
He sat outside in the morning sun. He used his fox magic to make shapes. He made one of him and his crush. But that broke. Looking around he leaned against the tree. He heard laughing behind him. He looked and saw a girl with shiny silver hair and beautiful blue eyes. She laughed and jumped down.
"Who are you?" asked Shippo and the girl leapt down. Sitting near the pond the Koi Youkai leapt out and she petted it.
"My name is Dawn what's yours?" She said sitting down. Shippo could see the fox in her but something was different. Her eyes were a dangerous icy blue. They held mischief and caring in them. He knew this girl more then likely caused trouble. Which was his middle name.
"My name is Shippo." He said and she smiled.
"Are you the prince here. Meaning the Heir?" He shook his head.
"I am a prince but not the heir. The heir is my little brother Rei-Inu." She smiled brighter.
"Good I here most princes are brats I can tell your different. I like you am a fox. But one of the rare ones. I have the senses of a wolf and the cunning of a fox. The grace of a cat. While I hold a fox Youkai's appearance. Guess what demon breed I am." His birth father had warned him of these demons. She is considered a goddess but was not. She was a lady of land but never stayed there. She is a Spirit youkai. Her being Fox wolf and Cat made her dangerous. But they generally never had the eyes of blue.
"I heard of your kind how did you get the amazing blue eyes." He slapped his hand over his mouth.
"Thank you but I got them from my mom before she died in a fight. She was a white wolf/ Cat and had blue eyes. She wasn't blind though far from it. Her blue eyes were what got her killed. A male wanted her body and she didn't wish to give it. He killed her for it." Dawn sad and Shippo consoled her.
"I'm sorry to hear that." She nodded.
"Thanks. Hey I got to go I will come by tomorrow." She said and leapt the wall. Moments later the girl was gone Shippo smiled and ran inside. He laughed like he hadn't in a while.
Sesshoumaru
He felt the presence of the spirit demon and ignored it. They were known for trouble not devastation unless threatened. Generally it was a good thing if they should up. He also knew that Shippo was talking to it. He watched them and the peaceful exchange and smiled. Then went back to work.
Kagome was reading and he was doing the reports. He knew she was with child again. But he told himself it was the second and last litter of pups the first batch was a pain. His heir was making him proud the lords approve. For his son could live up to him. Also with the support of his cousins and siblings he was fine. Rei-Inu had Inukai and all the others.
"Kagome we had a spirit demon here for a little bit." Said the Taiyoukai Kagome had the joyous surprise look. He walked to her and held her.
"Who spoke to it?" She was giddy now.
"Shippo. The spoke for a while. He is in good spirits now." Sesshoumaru received a tackle from his mate.
"That is a good sign." Said Kagome in a giggly voice. "What was the main species I have heard that can very." He thought and held her tight.
"Fox. It had fox wolf and cat. Silver hair and icy blue eyes." She went wide eyed. "She was not blind. I watched a little of the interaction." She leaned on him and smiled. Her little kit finally may have found his mate. Kissing him she closed her eyes and napped. Placing his hand and hers on her stomach.
"I know I have given you our last litter of pups." He said and let her use him as her pillow. He sat there thinking. It would need to be the last for if he was right soon all the pups would be mated and off. Giving children to there mates.
Kohanna
She had been watching the Kitsune talk to the spirit as well and giggled but she had eyes on a member of the wolf demon pack. Though she had only met the wolf leader once long ago. She still remembered them and found the group interesting. Sekaru and Rika liked the wolf leaders boys she liked his companion more specifically Hakkaku. She found him interesting and would love to find out if he thought the same. She used have a crush on her adopted cousin. Not anymore.
She walked through the palace to the top floor and on to the roof. Sitting there she looked out and took a deep breath. She loved the smell of the western lands. She loved the scent of the air. She also picked up on guests coming. She almost squeaked. Speak of the devil and he will come She thought.
"UNCLE! KOUGA AND SOME OF HIS PACK APPROACH!" She yelled to make sure the castle heard. She leapt down and ran to the gates. Her heart racing. She had grown since they last saw anyone of the wolf clan. Her mother's blood showing proudly in her. Her amber eyes glowing in the morning sun. She smelled the air. Ayame was coming this would be trouble.
She prayed the female Wolf would cause no problem's then again Rei-Inu and Tenmaro would be able to stop it. So could she though Ayame had not sparred with her. Smirking at the idea. She stood like a proper lady awaiting the guests. Her uncle appeared next to her and she bowed her head and waited.
"They were minutes away when I spotted them. They she be here (KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!) now." Servants opening the door." Ayame saw the amber eyed girl and sneered.
"Lord Kouga Lady Ayame I believe you have met my niece Lady Kohanna." Ginta and Hakkaku went wide eyed. She bowed politely and straightened.
"Please to see you both again. My aunt will greet you later. I can show you to your rooms if you wish after your journey." She said and signaled to the right. Kouga shook his head and laughed.
"Nah. Food would be better." He said and they headed to the dinning room. When they got there Kouga growled.
"What is she doing alive?" He asked but received a growl in response. Kagura and Inukai had returned from the trip to the moon and Kagura was sitting next to Inukai in her proper spot.
"I know you have met both my brother and his new mate." Inukai turned and his eyes showing the warning.
"By the way Lady Ayame I hope you don't think you will be able to treat anyone in my family like Servants. My sister is only being polite since Aunt Kagome rest right now." Said the boy his markings flashing the green. Ayame went into shock.
"I would never…." Ayame faked shock.
"Spar with her after lunch." He said and they ate in peace. All headed to the gardens and Ayame got into fighting stance.
"Sister no acid." His sister faked a whine.
"But brother acid is fun. I know you don't have to tell me that." She said and got into fighting stance. Ayame was the first to attack. The Morning moon Demon dodged her speed higher then the wolfs. She kept dodging the entire time. Using small movements left right back left right back left right back hop. She smirked.
"Next move I win." Was all Kohanna said before… (Crack Smash) She broke Ayame's and sent the lady flying into a near by tree. Shippo happened to be occupying and now was on the wolf queen's head.
"Now Next time I am polite you won't scoff at me simply because I am being polite." She said and walked away.
"How….?" She never finished.
"Either I or my best warriors train all the pups here. I personally trained Kohanna, Inukai, and Rei-Inu. The others were trained by my best Warrior. All have very impressive skills. Tenmaro my eldest son is quiet possibly one of the best strategists in Japan. He has lead my armies well. Sanomaru is top General. Sekaru and Rika are two of the best fighters while also being very elegant women." He said and the two girls giggled. Kohanna rolled her eyes she watched it all from the roof.
"Those two I hope they aren't obsessed." She said. Leaning back and closing her eyes. She didn't notice the two male wolves approaching her. She was deep in thought on one of them. The tap on her shoulder brought her out.
"What!...? Oh sorry you surprised me." Ginta laughed as did Hakkaku and she chuckled lightly.
"What were you thinking about?" She blushed.
"Someone I like. Someone I don't see often enough for my liking." She said and looked to the horizon.
"Who is that?" She smiled and laughed.
"That you two will…" She smelt burning flesh and looked down. The monk was headed to her brother and his mate. She smiled. Her markings going green and her amber orbs glittering in the sun. Hakkaku watched as she defended her brother and mother. The monk stood no chance.
"Miroku was it?" She asked as she used her acid whip like a rope or chain to tie the monk to the tree. "I believe you owe my brother gratitude for even sparing you. You tried to harm our mother and make her a play toy for your self. Then you try and harm him. I don't think so. I know there is more to it and it is none of my concern. But you will not harm my family." She said and the acid and dark holy magic burned him.
"Sango did you at least in form Inu Yasha that you were once with my child." Sango nodded and Inukai and Kohanna laughed.
"We knew once you would have been dad. But when you hit her and she got hit hard in the stomach she lost the child. Also before that she caught you bedding another. After promising never to do so. She never betrayed you it was the other way around monk." Said Inukai.
"But she left me for another." He said slyly. "I was….AAAAAAHHHHHHH!" Kohanna tightened it and growled.
"ONLY BECAUSE YOU HURT HER! BECAUSE YOU SLEPT WITH ANOTHER THEN YOU HIT HER CAUSING HER TO LOSE THE BABY! THEN YOU CALL HER A WHORE BECAUSE SHE CALLED EVERYTHING OFF. THAT WAS A SACRIFICE TO HER FAMILY NAME ASSHOLE! A SACRFICE OF LOVE. SHE LOVED YOU ENOUGH TO GIVE YOU AWAY TO YOUR LECHEROUS WAYS AND MOVE ON TO SOMEONE WHO COULD STAY WITH HER AND NOT MATE ANYTHING WITH LEGS AND A GOOD BODY!" She screamed and stuck him with her claws. He screamed and nearly passed out.
"Kohanna call for his punishment." Nodding she smirked.
"Treat him the same way he treated mother. But make it unbearable. Make him wish he had never been born. But let him live to think on what he has done. Sanomaru can follow he will seal it with a mark so the monks powers will not work." She said and went to bath. Her heart broke for her mother. She felt bad. Her mother had given birth to three children that were forbidden to the moon demons and it was because of her past. She needs the knowledge that others would defend her. Looking to the sky.
"I'm sorry you had to have that mother." She let a tear fall down. After changing and bathing she went to dinner. Eating and making small talk she left to her favorite spot. Laying down she watched the sun set and closed her eyes. Feeling the two wolves coming to sit here again she sat up. This time Kouga was with them.
"Lord…." He put his hand up.
"Your Kagome's niece its just Kouga." She smiled and nodded.
"You know your sons are under the attention of my twin cousins." His eyebrow rose.
"Does Sesshoumaru know this?" he asked. She shrugged.
"I have no idea. He may. I bet aunt does though. She knows everyone's crush even mine." She blushed lightly. Her heart was already racing. Hakkaku was to her right. If you looked at her now you would think it was the lord next to her. She would admit she thought about it a few years ago but that one left when the idea he was mated kicked in.
"Really would I know your crush." She wanted to laugh. His voice cracked. He was scared it was him.
"You do Kouga and don't worry my crush on you left years ago. I got over it. Realizing you are untouchable. But to answer your question yes you know the male." She said and unconsciously moved toward the object of her affection. She continued to stare out. Smelling two very aroused males. The guards loved her and would react when she was walking the halls.
"Oh?" He asked and she stood Shaking the black hair and bowed when the moon glowed red and blue.
"Great Aunt too. That hasn't happened in years. This showed prove interesting. I wonder if grandpa and grandma Taisho will be showing." She said and turned to the lord. "Sorry Kouga I felt the approach. Anyway you three will have some guessing to do." He noticed her trying to avoid the gaze of Hakkaku and smiled. Approaching the princess.
"I approve I believe I have figured you out." She blushed and wanted to run.
"Oh who?" He smirked.
"One of my guard." Nodding and not looking at him. "Hakkaku." He said and the girl walked away. Not before answering.
"You are to smart for me Kouga." She said and went down and into the large palace and to the awaiting group. Once there she saw her maternal grandparents. Bowing to them she walked to her mother. She felt the pain in her mom's heart. Her markings flashing and her eyes glowing.
"Will you two quit I hate it!" She screamed hurting everyone's ears.
"Kohanna what…?" Then she saw it her parents glaring at Inu Yasha she saw it and got hurt then her daughter felt the pain.
"Child…" They never finished for her glare spoke of death.
"I wonder how many more of us 'Forbidden' Children mom must have before you realize your part of the reason we exist. You hurt her emotionally by hating our father. One can't choose their parent. He was if we could we would all be happy. But he gets to live with the punishment enough." She said and wanted to attack.
"We…"
"SHUT UP! You are hurting her. I know I am not helping since when can we. Me and my brother's try to help be getting ride of the problem. Or what causes it. But that never helps. So I will try it this way. Why don't you get to know him then judge. Not judge first. Have you ever wondered why Half demon's act violently?" She asked and they nodded. "Papa."
"We react that way because we are either sheltered all our life or we are abandoned. In my case orphaned. My mother passed on when I was young. I had to survive by becoming strong. I grew up in a violent way that is all most half demon's know. Neither side accepts us. So we become violent to survive." He said and they were shocked. Sango held him and saw her daughter fighting her instinct.
"Kohanna?" She asked and walked to her.
"No Mom stay away. I have to fight it. I will not kill." She said and ran. Tears in her eyes. She wanted to so badly. Her beast screamed for blood of those hurting her mother. I would need to kill my self and my brother's. For we have hurt mother by killing others. I will not kill. Must mother cries. Mother hurts. Because we hurt her. She thought finally getting the beast under control. She knew being in the woods way ward demons could get her. But they would pay with their lives. She let the tears fall. Her mother coming to her.
"KOHANNA!" She called and hugged her daughter who in desperate need fled to control her powerful demon blood. She felt the tears and saw her daughter still fighting for control. A control that if slipped would kill anyone. Sango was no fool to the power her daughter had. Or her two sons. They were strong and deadly. They knew it hurt their mother to see them threaten family.
The Castle
Sango's blood parents watch Kohanna. They saw the internal war as she vented on them. They saw her defend both her mother and father in one powerful onslaught of verbal ear abuse. She fled to defend even those she truly wished to kill. They were shocked when the girl and her mother return they were even more shocked. She had stomped out the instinct of the green Markings and was winning. Sango had proven to be able to make the children realize death isn't the best choice at all times. Inukai generally did handled the ones that needed death.
"You see sister is proof of the fact one can out do instinct. I on the other hand bring your legend to life if sis had not distracted me. Both of you would be dead." Said Inukai from behind them making them scared. His mate at his side and him ignoring her.
"Why?" asked the elderly woman.
"You made mother hurt and sister upset. I am here to protect my family. Anyone even another family member threatens that peace I kill them. I almost killed father had mother not stopped me he would be dead." Said the dark morning moon demon. He walked to his sister. They spoke briefly.
Sango held her and the beast in her calmed down. Her mother no longer was in pain and no longer needed it. Kohanna was at peace. The tears stopped and she felt fine. She looked to the wolves and smiled. But knew now they saw the monster she was.
"I am going for a walk." She said and headed out. She wanted to vent. She wanted peace. Her heart long for being whole and she knew that was impossible. She was beast in her mind. She wanted happiness. Her brother Inukai who was more vicious then her was happy and mated. Sanomaru probably would end up mated. His little flirts where harmless. But that female guard she caught kissing him showed promise.
"I won't one guy and I can't…" She smelled someone close. She got on guard and waited. There stood Dawn the spirit demon. She stood before the heart broken girl and saw her inner war returning.
"What is wrong?" She asked and looked to Kohanna.
"I am a monster and a beast. I wouldn't stay Dawn. I learned your name because I w…." Dawn laughed.
"I know you saw us. I am glade you did." She said and touched the girl.
"I wouldn't touch me. I have little to no control left." Dawn smiled.
"You can't hurt me. But I will tell you this you will be fine. There is a demon only a few paces away that could use the skills you posses. Kill it and you will feel better." She said and went away.
Kouga
He watched the girl leave in a hurry. This was no walk this was getting away. Apparently her heart was broken now. She must think everyone thinks less of her now. If his friends were any indication that was a no. Hakkaku was totally aroused and wanted the young demoness.
"Hakkaku I want you to in a little while to go find the girl." The wolf nodded.
"Okay Kouga what then." Kouga looked and thought.
"Bring her back. If she is fighting let her finish then bring her back. Hide your presence though." Hakkaku nodded and waited a minute and left.
Inukai and Kagura
She sat in their room knowing the demon she was mated to would never admit his feelings to her. She sighed. She heard her mates sister fighting in the woods. She would be beat up badly. The wolf that went after her was slowly losing his control and would attack soon. Her mate was not there and she couldn't go anywhere without him. She knew it was out of concern since it was a mating of lust not love. She had another month till she had to make it a true mate mark.
"Do you even want that?" She asked her self allowed.
"Want what?" She never meant for him to hear her.
"I was wondering if you would mark me as yours." She said and knew the answer. No I have no need for a mate. The child you bare is nothing to me. She wanted to die now.
"I have no idea. I know the heat of our kinds is calling to the other part. But I also know I don…" He kissed her and pinned her. He had to have her again. "I just might we will see." Was all he said before he gave into his own heat.
Kohanna
Her body was overpowered. The spirit had given her the vent but she was losing. The demon was bigger then her and she knew Hakkaku was there. She would not change forms. She was a savage then. She knew unless she changed she would die. She gave into her exhaustion though. Everything went black.
When she woke she was in her room and beside her bed on the right were Inukai and Kagura. Inukai was passive as always but her and her dark and cold brother could see each others pain. She could read him and vice versa. She knew he was happy he had made Kagura his true mate and she was certainly with child.
"Sister that was foolish you could have died." She looked away. She wanted to though. She was nothing more then a deadly beast and a tool. Sure her mother would miss her. "Had Hakkaku not shown up and saved you. I am certain you would be." She went further in her shield.
"Maybe he should have…" (SMACK) the sound was sharp and loud almost like a crack. Kohanna had not expected that. Kagura had done it which was even more of a surprise.
"Do you think you are alone in your pain? I may not be the best person to talk to or trust but I do know how feeling used is. I also know the feeling of not being able to get what I want and need. Naraku trapped me and never let me free. I get away from him to be with a vengeful monk who ends up getting me and my sister nearly killed. Only my sister is dead now. You are the cause and cure for your mothers pain in your mind right?" Inukai clawed her arm but touching his hand he stopped. Kohanna nodded.
"You are only that way when it comes to family. Miroku had lost her trust. But the threat against family hurts her. I saw the pain when Inukai was about to attack your father. She was torn but knew why. She then threw herself in the way. Stopping him." Kohanna knew what happened in the woods that day. Unlike most think her and Sanomaru followed as well.
"I watch the whole thing. I was in the trees where Inukai would not see me. I and Sanomaru watched we saw. I was fighting the whole time not to attack and make father see the truth. I was helpless. I couldn't do a thing Inukai would have lost it and killed me too. Now I am even more useless. I am a beast!" She yelled the two winced. She had green markings they wouldn't leave. She tried and tried. Painting them pink. But now she just stopped. She didn't care.
"I can never return now to the normal pink. I used complain about it now I want them back." She said and rolled to her side and closed her eyes.
"You can call your self that. I only make one request let the others see you before you decide you are not worth having around." Said Inukai. She simply sighed and let him get her family and her secret love.
As her family appeared they greeted her with smiles and joy. She put one on but it never reached her eyes or heart. She was dead in the heart. Her pain a continuous fight for dominance. Shippo and the Spirit demon talking to her and Shippo holding her hand. Kohanna smiled at him.
Hakkaku was there and saw the pain hidden in the sweet girls eyes the internal struggle for dominance. He and the girl's uncle and parents all saw the war in her. A war that she fought alone right now. Her beast screaming for blood. Her rational side fighting.
"Thanks for worrying about me." She feigned appreciation. She hopped beyond anything that they would leave before she had to face part of the reason she fought against instinct.
"Quit doing this!" said in a slight yell. She looked at her mother. Seeing the hope.
"I can't if I stop you all will be hurt. I will kill or hurt all of you. I may only scratch brother but I would be trying to do worse. I don't want to do that. I don't want to become more of the instinctual beast grandma and grandpa sees me as. That I see in myself. I won't I will die before then. I have done anything to get ride of these but it never works. So I wi…" Hakkaku stepped forward. She went wide-eyed and she was scared.
"You will make it all for nothing?" Asked Ayame. Kohanna looked to the wolf queen and looked away. She knew it was the cowards way out but that would protect her family. Her brother was the personality but she in her mind was the monster. At least now.
"If it will protect those I need to protect then yes I will die." She held back the tears. She would not cry anymore. Her own problems were nothing.
"Why?" asked the voice of the one being she really didn't want there. She fought and fought to keep them back. Sesshoumaru and the others watched as the struggle got worse.
"Because I hurt people for no reason. I hurt my mom when I try to protect her and I am a beast that kills for little to no reason." She said the exact words her grandparents used to say. Her grandparents winced at the reminder of what happened to cause this. To them it was a useless fight.
"Do you truly believe that?" He asked and saw the tears falling down her face. He saw her breaking and loosing the fight.
"I believe it because I have…." He silenced her.
"If you were a beast you would have killed me last night. I took your fight even though you were nearly dead. I killed your kill. With good intentions but you would have killed me and injured your brother's. You're not a beast." He said and she was shocked. Her markings turning pink again. But not all the way. For once she felt glade. Her beast silent and not battling her.
Hakkaku noticed that the girl was not fighting her beast she was thinking and crying. Her emotions displaying on her face. Pain torment hurt loneliness and longing. He saw her try and hide them but was failing. For the first time they could be seen. Anyone could see. She wanted to break down but never could. People were always judging.
"I am…am…"she couldn't talk her father and mother went to her side and held her. She cried into their embrace and let it all out. She cried for an hour and went to sleep. Ironic that the one thing she needed was a good beating. The thing she generally gives others.
Morning
Inukai had made Kagura go to breakfast on her own. Since helping his sister they all relaxed around her. He knew his sister would seek him and ask how he knew they would make her change her mind. He in truth didn't know but hoped. He knew of his sister's love for Kouga's guard and brother. So he knew she would need to speak with him.
"How did you know I would give?" He almost laughed. He seriously thought at times he was given foresight.
"I didn't but I knew you wanted to see them. I hoped it would help you get over your depression." He said and hugged her. "Now go talk to the male you like so much.
There you have see you next Chappie.
