Transmute my Heart-

A/N: sorry if there are a lot of spelling mistakes in this. I don't own FMA!

Chapter 1-

Edward Elric trudged down the dingy street, a large suit of armor clinking softly behind him. Rain began to pour from the dark clouds that had been threatening to drench the town all day.

"Why did Mustang have to send us out on this stupid assignment anyway?" Edward moaned as he felt the chilly water soak through the fabric of his final layer of clothing.

"Nis-san, we can't just let rabid chimeras run wild through central," the talking suit of armor chimed in.

The streets were dark aside from the dimly lit lanterns that hung above the coble stone roads. It seemed that every one was home in bed except the two weary alchemists that patrolled the streets for loose chimeras. Colonel Roy Mustang had sent Edward into town to hunt down the chimeras that had been spotted wandering around central earlier that day. So far Ed and Al had managed to track down six of the beasts.

"If it's so dangerous then why isn't Mustang out here with us? He's just using us to do his dirty work, that bastard!" Ed yelled putting extra emphasis into his words as he said "that bastard." Before Al could think of a reply to that, a metal trash can toppled over startling both Edward and Alphonse. A dark figure emerged from the ally way. Two blood red eyes stared at them with malice before the fearsome chimera bared its teeth and began to growl. Ed made a bored expression, cupping his white-gloved hand over a yawn and simply clapped his palms together. He smacked them into the soggy ground, effortlessly creating a cage around the snarling creature.

"Let's call it a night Al," Stifling another yawn Ed turned and walked away leaving the caged chimera waiting to be picked up by a military truck the next morning.

The two alchemists departed making their way back to the dorms where they had been staying for the past couple of months. Ed could hardly keep his eyelids from closing let alone keep track of his surroundings, but when he looked up, he new exactly where he was. A wooden bench sat next to one of the dimly lit lanterns on the side of the road. Even though Ed was tired he wanted to go pay someone a visit before he got home.

"Um Al, I think I just saw a chimera, it won't take long for me to catch, why don't you go wait for me at home," Ed suggested telling Al the best excuse he could think of to get his brother to leave.

"Are you sure you can handle it Ed?" Al asked a note of concern in his voice. Al was always worrying too much about Ed even though he was the younger brother.

"I'm sure Al," Al paused before reluctantly walked away the familiar clinking echoing through the empty streets leaving Ed by his lonesome.

Ed sighed and made his way past the wet bench and up the small hill behind it. The rain had let up and the dark clouds were clearing letting the moon peek its shy face through the darkness to illuminate the dew covered grass.

The small cemetery that had been obscured by the hill was now visible as Ed reached the top of the incline. Kneeling, down on one knee, Ed picked a couple of dandelions and ferns to create a hasty bouquet. Now Ed was in the grave yard and could make out engagements carved into the marble tomb stones. He finally found what he was looking for and let his eyes rest upon a rectangular shaped stone that reflected the moon on its carefully polished surface.

Next to the stone was a vase that held wilting flowers. He pulled the dead flowers from the vase and replaced them with the dandelions he had picked earlier. Ed stepped back to look at the grave. The carefully carved letters read: Meas Hughes loving father, husband, and friend. A small tear trickled from Ed's eye and rolled down his face while he let his golden orbs scan the letters over and over again.

Ed couldn't believe he was gone. Even though Meas had been almost unbearably annoying when it came to showing people his pictures of Elysia, Ed felt as if Meas had been one of the closest friends he ever made in the military, other than Roy but of course Ed sorted that under a different category of friendship.

It was true that Ed had been know not to get along with the Colonel at all, but deep down Ed really liked him. Heck! Who was he kidding? He was in LOVE with the guy. He loved every thing about the cornel ever since the first day they had met from the first time he walked through that office door and saw that smug expression Roy wears on his face every day to the latest short joke he had made that afternoon.

Ed sighed He knew he would never get Roy to be his lover. Not only had Ed never confessed about being gay, but having a crush on the guy you supposedly hated? People wouldn't take that well. Ed knew that pretending to hate Roy was just a cover up. He had to keep himself from drooling, every time he saw the Roy. Besides, love amongst co-workers was not encouraged in the military. Roy probably wasn't even gay since he was known for his womanizing abilities. Ed only wished he could have pimping skills like that. (A/N: Had to!)

Ed pulled himself away from his thoughts about Roy, deciding it was time to get home and not get Al too worried. But when Ed turned to walk away, he felt his foot get caught on something protruding from the muddy ground. In a second Ed was flat on his face with a mouthful of dirt, steaming and ready to blow.

Ed turned around to take his anger out on whatever had tripped him but instead of seeing a root or rock he expected he saw a very suspicious looking metal handle. He bent over to give it a closer examination. Small amounts of light leaked through the soil. Curiosity overwhelmed Ed and he just had to pull the handle and see what was under the thin layer of soil. Using his right auto-mail arm he gripped the rusty handle and slowly the squeaky hinges allowed the trap door to open wide enough for Ed's small figure to crawl into the underground room.

It was cramped and musty in the room. A candle flickered in the corner, threatening to go out with every passing minute. Complicated transmutation circles cover the walls and the floor. It looked to Ed like some alchemist had been working on some sort of chimera experiment but had failed many times in the process. Something in Ed's mind clicked.

"Come to think of it," Ed thought aloud, "all the chimeras Al and I captured were not far from this area," If he were to wait in the musty room then just maybe he could find the person who had been making all the chimeras. He could attack the person when they came back. Ed new he should wait for the military to help him with his plan he had formulated, but what if the culprit moved his location before they could put him in jail? After going through the pros and cons for each option he decided to stay. He would explain to Al why he didn't come home that night after he caught the law breaking alchemist. Crouching down behind a desk that was in the middle of the room, Ed began to wait, desperately trying to keep his eye lids from closing. Ed failed miserably at that task. After only the first 5 minutes of waiting Ed was in a deep sleep.

Ed woke to the sound of chains clinking and furniture being moved across the cement floor. A cool sensation rested on his wrist and Ed noticed that chains were tied firmly to both of his wrists and ankles pinning him to the ground. The sound of moving furniture was caused by a scruffy looking man clearing the center of the room which was already covered in a chalk drawing of a human transmutation circle.

Ed made a weak attempt to get up but found it impossible with the heavy chains holding him down.

"I see you woke up," the Man said in a scratchy voice, smiling to reveal rotten yellow teeth. Crazy uncombed hair spiked out in different directions. His face was covered in a prickly beard and a pair of cracked glasses rested on his crocked nose. He had the whole crazy scientist look down. Ed was scared out of his mind! He was about to become some mad alchemists experiment.

"Let me go!" Ed screamed struggling desperately against the chains.

The man only replied with a disgusting grin and a maniacal chuckle before walking lightly across the floor, careful not to smudge the chalk, and placed a dead bat upon Ed's chest.

"It will only hurt for a second," The man said before kneeling down and clapping his grimy hands together and placing them on the circle. A Huge yellow light engulfed both of them. Suddenly Ed felt an immense pain in his back. He cried out but it couldn't be heard above the sound of wind as the swirling mass of light continued to surround them It felt like daggers were trying to sprout from his back, slowly tearing away the flesh as the pushed themselves further out of his back. After what seemed like hours, the light faded leaving Edward strewn on the ground howling in pain as his back started to bleed. Only Ed was left in the room, the man had been taken by the gate as equivalent exchange. Ed felt the room start to spin, the pain was too mush to handle. The last thing Ed remembered before he blacked out was the one he would always love, Colonel Roy mustang.

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Fuehrer Roy Mustang sat at his desk musing over his accomplishments, when a very flustered Riza Hawkeye entered the room. Her golden blond hair was tied back the way she wore it every day, and a gun still rested on her hip, but instead of the normal long blue pants the military uniform used to require she wore the tiniest blue mini skirt you could ever imagine.

"What's wrong Hawkeye?" Don't like the new uniform?" Roy asked his expression showing that he was clearly amused. But before Roy could comprehend what was going on Riza had her gun cocked and aimed at his head before BANG!

BANG! Roy's head collided with the shelf that was nailed a couple feet above his bed as he woke with a jolt from the pleasant dream that had turned to a nightmare.

"Damn it!" Roy was frustrated, that was the third time that week he had woke up slamming his head into the shelf after having a terrifying dream about Hawkeye. While rubbing his head with one hand, Roy balled the other into a fist and shook it at the inanimate object "You bastard,"

Not hesitating another moment, Roy left the room, only to return a minute later with a hammer. Roy fiercely attacked the nails holding the shelf up removing each one until the slab of wood was free from the wall. A content smile spread across Roy's face as he crawled into bed. But after all the commotion, Roy was not tired and knew he wouldn't get to sleep again.

Letting his mind wander Roy found his thoughts resting on the same topic he had been thinking about all day. Ed. Who wouldn't like the short blonde? He was selfless, kind, a little short tempered, and dead sexy. Roy quickly pulled himself from his day dream. He new he could not have Ed as his lover. Full metal hated him. Plus Roy was much older than Ed. His love for the boy was almost pedophile! And if Roy ever did confess to Ed that he loved him how would his subordinates react after finding out he was bi? Besides, love amongst co-workers was not encouraged.

Sighing loudly, Roy rolled out of bed and put on a pair of gray sweat pants, a jacket and some tattered shoes that looked like they could fall apart any minute. He stepped out the front door, locking it behind him. Roy needed to chat with his good friend. Leaving his dark house, Roy set off towards the cemetery.

A/N: sorry if this chapter sucks I wrote it pretty quickly. Please review! I need to know if this is worth writing another chapter to. Tell me it's good, tell me its crap, I don't care just please review! Don't be too harsh it's my first fanfic! YAY 4 ROYED!