So can I just say I love repair people it was seriously like 90 degrees and our air conditioning died at about 10pm and the company actually came out at like 10:30 at night to fix it, so for all of you out there who find yourself fixing things for other people god bless you are truly heroes to a mere mortal like me who can't fix anything even if my life depended on it. Thanks so much everyone for reviewing my last chapter for some reason it isn't one of my favorites so I appreciate the positive feedback, and please keep it coming. Also be warned much smut ensues in this chapter and it's the longest chapter yet so I aplogize if it takes forever to read through.

Chapter 12

Kate smiled at Jack as he made his way to the tent when he arrived in front of her she slipped her arms around his neck and gave him a warm welcoming kiss, slipping her tongue into his mouth and sliding it along his own. After a few breathless minutes they broke apart.

"Hi" Jack said in a husky whisper, "I have to say I really like the way you greet me."

Kate giggled, "That was nothing, wait till I get you into the tent where there are no spectators"

"Hmm I think I like the sound of that" Jack said giving her a squeeze. "What did Sawyer want?"

"Huh?" Kate asked she had been too busy thinking of the ways she was going to make love to Jack that she wasn't paying much attention to what was going on around her.

"Sawyer? What did he need? I saw him storm off down the beach." Jack asked looking directly into her eyes where she saw a flicker of concern pass through his rich dark eyes. Kate sighed and realized she should probably tell Jack what was going on. Part of her thought he had enough to worry about but she wanted to be honest with him on all levels. She took Jack's hand and led him inside the shelter they sat on the bed and Jack looked at her expectantly.

"I think Sawyer is just having problems accepting the fact that I'm with you and that no matter what he says nothing is going to change that." Kate said. "It's not a big deal or anything, but I had to be a little forceful in explaining it to him."

Jack looked at her and realized she wasn't being a hundred percent honest. He gently tucked a loose curl behind her ear and gently grazed her cheek with his fingertips. "Why don't you tell me what's really going on?" he asked her softly. Kate's head snapped up and she met his gaze it amazed her how she had gotten through her life by lying and omitting truths and Jack has been able to call her on it every time.

"You promise not to get mad?" Kate asked raising her eyebrow.

"Am I going to need to get mad?" Jack asked with a nervous chuckle.

"Sawyer was here trying to convince me to leave you for him" Kate said and she noticed a dark look flicker through his face.

"Really?" Jack asked his voice low and dangerous.

'Yeah and well you know me, my temper kind of came out and I basically told him he was worthless while saying you were the best man I'd ever known and then well it kind of gets embarrassing." Kate said a slight blush rise to her cheeks. It was funny that even though she and Jack and shared the most intimate moments two people could share she still got giddy and embarrassed when it came to talking about sex, especially sex that involved her and him.

"It's ok Kate what did you say?" Jack was honestly curious as to what Kate could have said that was making her blush and Sawyer to storm off down the beach.

"Well he was just being a jerk saying that you were boring and that I needed danger in my life and that he was the one who give me what I need" she snorted at that ridiculous thought, "So I kind of went off on him and told him that you were a real man and that if I wanted danger I really didn't need to go far being as I was sleeping with a trained killer, and then I kind of went on to say that maybe knowing I'm having sex with you and knowing that you could do whatever you wanted to me got me off because everything else you do to me gets me off." Kate said in a rush. She looked at Jack waiting to see his expression. He turned his gaze to her and she was relieved to see that he looked rather amused.

"Do whatever I want with you huh?" he asked.

"Um I think the term I used was you could snap my neck with your bare hands during sex" Kate admitted. She was shocked to hear Jack let out a roar of laughter. She had never heard him laugh that loud before. After a few minutes he recovered and looked at her.

"God baby do you have any idea how much I love you and how grateful I am that you've come into my life?" Jack asked still smiling at her. "So what did Sawyer do?"

Kate grimaced and Jack immediately noticed the expression. Becoming serious he awaited her answer.

"He grabbed my arm kind of hard. It's ok though I mean I told him to let me go and he did right away, I think he was just as shocked as I was that he did it. But everything is ok Jack I promise, I know you have a lot on your plate now so I figured I would take this stress away for you. I'm going to see if I can stay with Claire while you're gone. That way I won't be alone with Sawyer around in the middle of the night, plus her shelter is right next to Jin and Sun's so I'm sure if anything happened he would help me out." Kate said hurriedly.

"He grabbed you?" Jack asked coldly, "Where?"

Kate held up her arm and was shocked to see a large purple bruise already forming where Sawyer had gripped her. She was planning on playing the whole thing off but this bruise was definitely not going to help anything. She heard Jack curse under his breath as he gently took her arm in his hands and looked at the ugly mark.

Within seconds Jack was on his feet pulling her with him, as they stepped out of the tent, Kate managed to get over her surprise at his sudden movements and started to talk to him.

"Jack? Jack baby where are we going, talk to me please" Kate asked. She saw the angry fire burn his gaze and Kate realized that things were not going to be good for Sawyer.

"I'm taking you to Claire's" Jack said lightly pulling her towards the shelter of Claire and Aaron.

"Jack, you're not leaving until tomorrow there is no reason for me to have to stay with Claire tonight, I was planning on spending it with you!" she exclaimed.

Jack stopped and pulled her against his chest, "I'm not bringing you to Claire's to spend the night Kate, just to stay there well I go take care of Sawyer." Jack said trying to calm and appease her.

When they reached Claire's tent Kate immediately went to her friend's side and explained what was going on. Claire was more than happy to have Kate's company for some actual adult conversation being she spent most of her days talking baby talk. Jack had gone over to Jin and Sun's tent and with the help of Sun explained to Jin what had gone on with Sawyer. At first Jin had wanted to come with Jack to help his doctor friend but Jack smiled and said he'd be ok but asked if Jin would keep an eye out on Kate in case things didn't go well with Sawyer. He also explained that he'd be gone over the next few days and would Jin mind still keeping an eye out on Kate. Jin had put his hand on Jack's shoulder and even though he replied in Korean Jack knew that Jin took the responsibility very serious, especially since not too long ago he had entrusted his own wife's safety in Jack's hands when they left on the raft.

Jack headed back to Claire's tent and met with Kate. He looked at her seriously.

"You're being awfully complacent about all of this" he said with a smirk "You planning on following me the minute I turn my back?"

Kate sighed the thought had actually crossed her mind, "No, I know when to pick my battles just be careful ok? I know he screwed up but I don't think he meant it. Plus you need to come back in one piece cause this is our last night before you leave and I have definite plans for us." Kate said snuggling up against him. Jack leaned down and placed a soft kiss on her lips.

"Ok I'll be careful, and I'll just talk to him. Unless of course he gives me a reason to communicate another way you know like with my fist" Jack said with a wink. Kate watched as he walked down the beach towards Sawyer's tent. It was tearing her apart letting him go, he was right it was awfully complacent of her to let him fight her battles, but she also knew that Jack was furious, he didn't show it with her but she could read it in her eyes. She glanced over and saw Jin also watching Jack she knew that if trouble did break out Jin would be there to help Jack. It was funny a couple weeks ago she would have given both Jack and Sawyer hell for fighting with one another, but with the way he was acting as of late she couldn't help but feel her concern for him dwindle and grow more for Jack.

Jack approached Sawyer's shelter quickly and quietly, never underestimate the beauty of a surprise attack Jack thought to himself ruefully. Sawyer was sitting at the fire with a bottle of booze in his hand. Jack was standing directly next to him before Sawyer even knew he was there. Sawyer glanced up and jumped at the intrusion,

"Jesus Doc what the hell's your problem?" Sawyer asked though he had a pretty good idea why the doctor had come to see him, Kate must have told him about what happened.

"Mind if I sit?" Jack asked very cool and calm. That threw Sawyer off because he had expected to be face first into the sand with Jack's foot on his neck. He motioned for Jack to take a seat.

Jack settled and didn't say anything for a moment. He reached over and took the bottle of booze from Sawyer; he examined it and then took a swig handing it back to the stunned southerner.

"How's the shoulder feeling?" Jack asked looking into the fire. "Any more sign of infection, swelling or itching?" he asked.

"Uh no everything's fine haven't had any problems with it." Normally Sawyer would have loved to throw a wisecrack at him but he was honestly too confused by what was going on.

"Good" Jack said reaching for the bottle and taking another swig. "You know Sawyer, despite what has happened between us on this island. I really don't have a problem with you. I know it seems like I do cause we argue, but I have to argue because if I just let you run in chaos it would bleed out into the group and the last thing these people need is more of that. They need stability and structure or it's all gonna go to hell. It's funny because I think since we've landed here all I've ever been is Dr. Shephard, I don't think I've been myself for except a couple of times. Dr. Shephard busts his ass trying to save everyone where Jack the real me couldn't give a flying shit." Sawyer looked at Jack shocked but didn't interrupt interested in where Jack was going with this. "Back home I was considered one of the best surgeons in all of LA I had people come to me from all over the world asking me to save them. It's really ironic because in the military I was considered one of the best assassins and people came to me from all over the world asking me to kill for them. How fucked up is that? No wonder I drink too much" he said with a smirk taking another drink.

"I've never seen you drink before," Sawyer said quietly.

Jack chuckled, "Of course not Dr. Shephard would never drink on the job, hell that's what I turned my old man in for, drinking on the job. I've murdered people but I wasn't drunk at the time so somehow I guess that makes it ok. No, Dr. Shephard doesn't drink, but Jack? Hell I've made my way down to the ends of way too many bottles to count. Let me tell you had there been another doctor on the flight, shit I would've kept my mouth shut and let them take on the responsibility. In fact I'd be the one sitting in a tent by myself reading a book and drinking a bottle of vodka. But as fate had it nope I had to be legally and morally responsible to take care of the medical concerns of all the people here. It's funny that people like you and Locke try to fight me for the power when if all you did was ask nicely I'd gladly hand it over. Let you take care of some of these morons. I've done spinal surgeries on little kids who are in excruciating pain and they never complain. Here some stockbroker from Jersey gets a mosquito bite and bitches at me like he as malaria." Even Sawyer had to chuckle at that.

"Do you know why I'm telling you this?" Jack asked pulling his gaze from the fire looking at Sawyer he watched as Sawyer shook his head, "Well when I was randomly taking people out from balconies and rooftops life became expendable to me. People die and you get over it. When I became a doctor, sure I cared about whether or not a patient died but like life people die and there isn't shit you can do about it. So people and connections became dead to me. I didn't have much use for attachments, Jesus when I was married I barely paid attention to my wife. However things changed when I got here, I met Kate." Jack noticed as Sawyer tensed as the subject turned to Kate. "She broke my walls down and made me care even though I didn't want to, but hell if I don't love her more than anything in this world. When I said I've only been myself a couple of times, it's been with her, she accepts me. Sawyer, I've slit the throats of strangers that never did a damn thing to me, so just imagine what I'm capable of doing to someone who hurt the woman I love." Jack's voice turned deadly and cold.

Sawyer tried to speak but couldn't get the words out, he never meant to grab Kate it just happened he had felt so hurt listening to her talk about how great Jack was and how he gets her off. "Jack" his voice hoarse "I never…"

"You did though and you bruised her. However Kate believes you didn't mean it and so do I. I don't think you would ever intentionally hurt Kate, so that's why I'm going to let this pass. Now I'm leaving for a couple days as you know, that doesn't mean the minute I leave you get to make a beeline for Kate, if she wants to spend time with you that's her choice but if she doesn't want you around well then I suggest you honor her wishes. When you bust your ass for people it's funny how they become loyal to you a lot of people are loyal to me Sawyer, not because I demanded or tricked them but because I earned it. They will be here and at the first sign of trouble they will be at Kate's side and believe me when I get back I'll hear about it. That conversation will not go as smoothly as this one did. Are we clear?" Jack asked standing up. Sawyer sighed, it was strange had anyone else talked to him like this the hatred would have boiled over in him, he was no ones puppet. However he couldn't help but feel a respect for Jack, he knew Jack could have come over here guns blazing and fists flailing but he didn't. He chose to speak to Sawyer like a human being, man to man. It had been a long time since Sawyer was even given that kind of respect, he glanced up at Jack and saw that Jack had his hand out. Sawyer stood and took the hand shaking it.

"Yeah man we're clear." Sawyer said and he actually meant it, maybe Doc wasn't so bad. Jack smiled and patted him on the shoulder and started to walk away. Sawyer felt himself call out. "Hey Doc?" Jack turned to him, "Be careful out there ok? Those Others aren't civilized and cultured like you and me" he said with a grin. Jack chuckled.

"I will, thanks Sawyer" and with that Jack was headed back towards Claire's tent.

Like many times before when things happened on the island that were juicy and full of gossip potential the island dwellers would find themselves huddled together where someone usually had a pair of binoculars watching the excitement unfold. When word traveled that Jack was going to confront Sawyer over something the survivors flocked to see the fight that had been a long time coming. They were shocked and even let down as they watched the two men sit and share booze. No one dared to get any closer so they couldn't hear what was being said. They were even more surprised to see the men stand, shake hands and exchange smiles before the doctor made his way back. As soon as they saw him coming they quickly scattered and pretended to occupy themselves with something. Jack smiled as he saw it, he knew the minute he walked over to Sawyer people would become interested in what was happening. As he approached Claire's tent he saw Kate standing in the sand looking his direction nervously chewing on her nail.

She unlike the other people was relieved that Sawyer and Jack didn't fight and had even seemed to part on decent terms. When she finally saw Jack and made eye contact she couldn't help the smile that came across her face. She quickly made her way to him and leapt into his arms kissing him on his lips and cheeks.

"Hi" she said feeling his arms wrap around her. "Are you ok? What happened? What did you say?"

Jack smiled and just caressed her face gently. "It doesn't matter, Sawyer and I have come to an agreement, any relationship he has with you comes from what you want. If he goes over the line and makes you uncomfortable then he knows that there will be consequences. I don't think he will though."

"Good' said Kate. "I'm glad you're back I got us some food and I think it's time we took it back to the tent." She said seductively running her hand down his chest.

"Lead the way" Jack said. Kate quickly went back to Claire's to grab the food she gathered and said a quick goodbye to her friend. While Jack waited for her he turned and saw Jin come out of his tent. The two made eye contact and shared a friendly nod. Even though things ran smoothly with Sawyer, Jack was no idiot and having Jin as an ally looking out for Kate while he was gone was one of the best things he could do. Kate came out holding two plates. Taking them from her they walked towards their shelter.

As they entered Kate waited until Jack was seated before she settled in his lap straddling him. He looked at her with an amused smirk and she smiled brightly back at him. She leaned over and grabbed a piece of mango off the plate. Running it against his lips she teased him with it until finally she allowed him to take the fruit in his mouth and eat it. The two spent their dinnertime feeding one another in between soft caresses and lingering kisses. When the food was gone Kate stood up and backed slowly away from him.

"Where are you going?" he asked as she playfully pushed his hands away when he made a grab for her.

"It's time for dessert, but you can't have any unless you sit there like a good boy and keep your hands to yourself, you also have to keep your eyes closed. And don't you try to peek Jack Shephard, I'll know" Kate said waving a finger at him.

"I have to close my eyes while you undress?" Jack asked pouting like a little kid.

"No you have to close your eyes while I prepare my surprise for you. I promise you'll like it" she said stroking his arm. Jack sighed and did as he was told trying to listen to the sounds she made to give him a clue as to what she was doing. After a few minutes she spoke, "Ok open them." Jack opened his eyes and felt his body grow hard and his mouth go dry all at once.

Kate stood in front of him wearing nothing but a red bra and panties and a pair of red heels where the straps wrapped around her feet and up her ankles. Her hair cascaded down in curls.

"You like?" she asked cheekily knowing damn well that he did.

"How? Where did you find those?" Jack stuttered out unable to tear his eyes away from the goddess standing before him.

She smiled, "Well the bra and panties are mine and I remembered the shoes when Claire and I were separating the practical and impractical clothes so I went and found them. You never answered me do you like what I'm wearing" Kate asked coyly.

"Yes" Jack said clearing his throat, "I like it very much."

"Good" said Kate making no move to come over to him, "I read once that men like it when women where sexy shoes to bed, is that true?"

"Fuck me shoes" Jack said tearing his eyes off her body to look at her face.

"Excuse me?" Kate asked

"Fuck me shoes" he said standing up and slowly approaching her. Kate knew at that moment what prey must feel like right before an attack. "They're called fuck me shoes because when a woman wears a shoe like that it means she wants more than just dinner and a movie."

"That's awfully chauvinistic how come a woman can't just like a certain pair of shoes and not want sex" Kate said putting her hands on her hips pretending to be exasperated.

"When a woman tells you to close your eyes for dessert and then shows up wearing nothing but sexy underwear and heels baby I don't think she took the dress off because she was afraid she might spill her crème brulee on it." Jack said now standing right in front of her.

Kate chuckled and looked back at him, "Yeah but men don't actually want women to wear the shoes during sex do they?' Kate asked knowing full well she was getting a rise out of him.

"Hell yes we do, Kate I can't explain it but a naked woman with nothing but sexy heels on is a very favored fantasy of the male population." Jack said trying not to just grab her and have his way with her. He had promised that this time they would make love on a bed and do things right.

"Oh really and how many women have you had in your bed with these so called fuck me shoes on?" Kate said teasing but also slightly curious about Jack's past escapades.

"Doesn't matter you're the only one I want and the only one I'll ever want again." With that Jack seized her and pulled her against him. He pressed his lips hard against hers and as she let out a slight gasp he drove his tongue into her awaiting mouth. Kate wrestled with his shirt which was easy to get off of him being she ripped the hell out of it earlier. She unbuttoned his jeans and was about to pull down the zipper when she felt her self being picked up. Jack carried her to the bed with one hand under her knees and the other supporting her back, as he laid her down Kate glanced up and saw the look of pure love in his eyes. She sighed as he gently pushed her onto her back. He gently parted her legs and then kneeled between them. He ran his hands all over her not being able to get enough; he also placed sweet kisses along her body. He felt her move trying to readjust, she was getting antsy. He slipped his hand gently into her underwear and cupped her, just as he suspected she was wet and waiting for him.

Reaching up and towering over her he lifted her gently and unsnapped her bra as she placed tiny butterfly kisses along his face. Jack peeled the garment away from her and sat back and just enjoyed how absolutely perfect she was. He then gripped the sides of her panties and gently worked them down her legs past the shoes, and tossed them to the side.

"My god, Kate you are so beautiful. You amaze me every time I see how incredible you are. I thank god that someone like you loves someone like me. Ok sweet heart I'm going to love you but I need your help." He reached and took her arms which were hanging around his neck. He placed both her hand on her own breasts. "Cup them baby, squeeze them. I want to watch you pleasure yourself."

Kate had never done anything like this and felt embarrassed until she saw the way Jack was looking at her. Suddenly she wanted to do anything and everything for him. She cupped her sensitive breasts and started to massage them. Jack watched her for a few minutes and then he went to business. He knelt between her thighs lifting her sensitive center up to his face. Smiling as he watched her fondle herself he lent in and placed his mouth on her.

Kate whimpered and cried out at the contact Jack had just instigated. She let out another moan as she felt his tongue penetrate her.

"Oh god Jack" she whimpered still rubbing and caressing herself. Jack kept on thrusting his tongue in and out of her until she felt like she would burst. Jack gently sucked her clit into his mouth and she came like a ball of lighting. Her whole body arched in the air as if electricity was running through her veins. When she finally settled back on the bed she lazily looked up to see him standing over her with a smirk on his face.

"You're awfully proud of yourself aren't you?" Kate asked smiling at her lover.

"Hmm I think I did pretty good myself." Jack said kicking off his shoes and taking off his socks. He went for his jeans but Kate moved onto her knees to kneel in front of him. Jack felt himself harden as she watched her feet move still enclosed in the sexy heels. Before he knew it Kate had his jeans around his ankles and his hard member in her hand. Jack kicked the jeans off and watched as she hungrily looked at him and smiling wicked. He watched as Kate leaned over and gently took him in her mouth. He didn't fit the whole way so she worked the top part of him with her tongue while massaging the base of him with her hand. Jack groaned at the feel of her mouth around him, he ran his hands through her hair but never pressed her head down hard on him or tried to set the rhythm, he just closed his eyes and enjoyed what she was doing to him. Soon he could feel his release building so he gently pulled her away from him, she released him from her mouth with a whimper. She wanted him so bad. Jack moved her back so she was lying flat completely open to him. He gently eased himself on top of her.

"God Kate I needed to come in you, I needed to feel you take my release." With that Jack slipped inside Kate he was gently talking to her as he began moving in and out of her. Kate whimpered and wrapped her legs around his waist. She accidentally dragged the heels of her shoes across his back, afraid that she hurt him she tensed up but was surprised when Jack moaned against her mouth. "Fuck baby" he muttered, "I love those shoes, never get rid of them ok?" he asked as he was breathlessly thrusting into her. Kate couldn't help but nod her head as he pushed in and out of her. She wrapped her legs tighter around him as they started to slide down. Hitching them up his back to his rib cage she crossed her heals together so they would lock up together and she wouldn't lose her position. Jack began to move furiously against her and Kate thought she might die as he kept plowing into her, it felt so incredible. She felt the orgasm coming and Jack knew she was close by the soft mewling noises she always makes just right before she comes. Jack wanted to go deeper though he couldn't get close enough.

Jack grasped her hips and held her completely still as he pushed into her hard and fast. Kate unable to move her hips at all moaned in pleasure as she could only feel him move within her. The orgasm took her hard and fast and she screamed his name into his shoulder, Jack felt her tighten around him and followed her in his own release spilling himself within her. They both collapsed against the bed Jack still atop of her. He regained his strength and moved to lie on his back where she snuggled close to him laying her head on his chest.

"Wow" she said kissing his chest gently. "That was amazing, you were so deep"

"I couldn't get enough of you" Jack said stroking her back lightly. "I wanted to be in you as far as I could I needed it so bad"

"Hmm" Kate murmured sleepily, "let me rest for a few minutes you can go as far as you want."

They laid there for awhile just enjoying one another's company.

"Kate I still want you to go and stay with Claire while I'm gone ok? That way I know you're safe and Jin can keep an eye out if you need anything." Jack said turning on to his side. Kate was tired and just eased onto her stomach pillowing her head on her arms.

"Why I thought you talked to Sawyer and everything is ok?" Kate said lifting her head to look at him.

"I did and it should be but baby I don't want to take any chances. Yeah Sawyer said he'd stay away from you but sweetheart he has feelings for you." Jack said.

"Well I don't have feeling for him Jack?" Kate said almost defensive. "I'm not going to throw myself at him the minute you're gone you know."

Jack stroked her back gently. "I know that. I'm not saying you would, I'm talking about Sawyer and I know if someone told me I had to stay away from you I don't think I could, I'd lose my mind. I'm just saying Sawyer may mean what he said but following through is harder."

"Well he's just going to have to; I'm with you, its you who makes me happy, its you who makes me want to get up in the morning, its you who I love so much." Kate said strongly.

"I'm glad to hear that" Jack moved closer to her his face right near hers. "I think everything is going to be fine I would just feel better if you stayed with Claire ok" he asked gently kissing the tip of her nose.

"Ok" she whispered, "Hey Jack?'

"Yeah baby" he said

"Can I take off these shoes now they're pinching my feet?"

Jack chuckled and moved down and removed the heels that had been such a turn on. He smiled as he observed her body as she lay on her stomach. Unable to restrain him self he gently crawled over her body and gently lowered himself so his stomach lay on her back and his weight pushed her gently into the bed.

"Jack?" she asked

"I want you again baby, I can't get enough of you." He said placing kisses along her back.

"We've never done it like this before" Kate said softly but Jack could hear the want and lust in her voice.

"There are a lot of things we haven't done Kate but I plan on spending the rest of my life making love to you in every way possible." He smiled as she shivered with anticipation.

"Everyway?" she asked her voice thick with need.

"Oh yeah baby everyway" he said.

"Now Jack love me now" Kate begged.

Jack gently moved himself off of her and whispered for her to spread her legs for him. When she did he gently lay in between them and then asked her to lift up on her knees for just a second. When she did Jack positioned himself behind her and entered her slowly. Kate pushed back against him out of reaction and took him all the way in. They both moaned as they felt one another. Jack wrapped his arms around Kate and lifted her up slightly balancing his weight on one hand beside her and the other to hold her close as he began to thrust in and out. Kate pushed off the bed bracing herself on her hands and knees as Jack took her from behind. She turned her head and caught his lips as loved her. Jack pulled them both off their hands and onto their knees never breaking the connection he had inside of her. With one hand he stroked her breasts fondling and stroking them. With his other hand he moved it down between her legs and gently caressed her. Kate felt herself coming again but this time she wanted to go at the exact time as Jack.

"Jack I'm close, I'm so close come with me Jack please I want to come at the same time" Kate reached her hand back and cupped the back of his head as she reclined her head against his shoulder. Turning slightly as he bent over her their lips and tongues met in a hot passionate kiss. Jack speeded up his rhythm and kissed her harder. She was moaning loudly against his mouth and that was adding fuel to his fire. He pumped in and out of her quickly and as he felt her orgasm hit, his hit at the exact same time. They cried out each other's names as they tried to see through their own release to feel the others. When they were done, Kate leaned back against Jack as he held her up bracing her to him with his arm. After a few minutes Jack gently moved Kate to lie on the bed she turned on her side and when he lay down to face her she quickly moved into his embrace.

After a few minutes he felt something wet on his chest and he noticed Kate was slightly shaking.

"Kate?" he asked looking down at her. He tilted up her face to see tears streaming down her cheeks. "Kate, honey what's wrong? Did I hurt you? Do you feel pain?" Jack asked almost panicking.

"No I'm not hurt" Kate said in between tiny sobs that rocked her body. She squeezed him to her tighter. "I've never loved like this before, I've never felt this way about another person. I love you so much that I think my heart is going to explode. I know you have to go tomorrow but I don't want you to." With that the tears fell harder and she snuggled closer. Jack held her to him and gently combed his fingers through her hair allowing her to cry and get it all out.

"I love you too Kate and I promise you I will come back. There is no way in hell I could give you up. I'd crawl on my belly over broken glass for you sweetheart. Please believe me when I say that I would do anything for you. It's just I need to go tomorrow baby please understand." Jack said softly.

"I know" Kate whispered. Her tears began to dry and she looked into his eyes. "Just promise me you'll come back to me and that we'll be together forever. Whether it's true or not just promise me please."

"I swear on my love for you that I will come back and we will be together forever" Jack said looking her directly in the eyes. Kate smiled and pulled herself close to him. She didn't allow herself the chance to think of all the things that could go wrong but just that he promised her.

Geez this chapter turned out long sorry about that. I probably should have made two. Well I hope you liked it please review and the next chapter is the slumber party chapter.