Chapter Five Nagi's perspective

When my eyeballs fluttered open I was unsure of where I was, for all I could see was blue. Ah, I must be looking into Omi's captivating eyes. I remembered the events of the previous evening. Again I had revealed too much to Omi. I could not resist the temptation. Against my better judgment I was beginning to trust him; it was unyielding not to. Besides, when I was open with him he smiled more than usual and I had grown fond of that smile that had originally irked me. I glanced at the rest of his face. Instead of beaming he was blushing profusely.

It did not take me long to discern the cause. During the night our bodies had become intertwined. My arms were around him and my fingers were lost in his golden hair. His arms were wrapped around my waist and our legs were tangled together. I should have felt ashamed. I should have felt repulsed. I should have felt copious amounts of negative emotions, however, all I felt was aroused and a strange tingling sensation I apprised so seldom it was difficult to recognise. It might have been happiness.

The silence made me more aware of the tingling; therefore I spoke to distract myself from it. "This is an interesting position we're in," I calmly supplied.

"Mmm-hmm. I rather like it. It's nice to hold you, especially since you're an exceptionally beautiful boy that's actually smaller than me," Omi blurted. I raised an eyebrow, a massive display of emotion for me according to some people. "I - I didn't mean that! Well, I did, but I didn't mean to say it...This is worse than when I accidentally told Aya that Persia was my uncle." He sighed apologetically, "I tend to babble when I get nervous." Indeed, he was conducting himself anxiously, even guiltily, which was odd. Had he done something inappropriate or was he fantasising about something he shouldn't?

Provocatively, I dropped one of my hands down from his hair to stroke his cheek and snaked my other hand around to the front of him where I slid it along his torso. I asked with my mouth almost against his neck, "Do I make you nervous?" Nobody could fault me for slightly torturing Omi that way. Anyone who spent time with Schwarz would gain a mildly sadistic mannerism.

Omi's breath caught in his throat; he didn't seem displeased. "Yes, Nagi." Hearing Omi utter my name in such a breathy tone resulted in a jolt of electricity coursing through my body. I was sick of being attracted to Omi. I was tired of not knowing if he yearned for me to. I was sick and tired of being alone in the world. Yes, I could cope with anything on my own, though that did not mean that I wanted to. I'll do something about it and if Omi isn't interested it won't bother me because I only lust for him. I don't value his opinion or care about him as a person, do I? No way. Definitely not. Keep telling yourself that, Nagi.

I tilted my face upwards and my lips captured his. Omi gasped and I took the opportunity to slide my tongue into his mouth. It was warm and sweet like everything else about him. I savoured the taste, knowing I might not ever experience it again. I relinquished the kiss and viewed him expectantly. Expecting what I did not have a conclusion.

He raised his hand and touched his moist lips in obvious disbelief. Something was in his eyes that I lacked the expertise to identify. This perplexed me. Omi was typically uncomplicated to read. He looked at me speciously wanting me to say something.

Matter-of-factly, I articulated, "That's that, then." I started to pull away from him. Immediately, he grabbed my forearms to hinder my reaction and his lips collided with mine with more dominance than I presumed was within him, though not as aggressive as I had been. As this observation registered Omi's tongue eagerly entered my mouth and my heart rate quickened. Our tongues swirled and massaged one another with such ease it was as if they were performing a familiar ritualistic dance.

My hands comported by a mind of their own. They slipped underneath his shirt and explored the slim muscles and hot flesh. Omi caressed my back before gripping my shoulders and pulling me closer to him with deliciously unexpected desire. He moved his mouth lower and sucked on my neck.

"I make you nervous too, don't I, Nagi?" He panted into my skin. I felt my cheeks colour, an extremely rare occurrence, and did not answer. Hell, yes, he made me nervous! I had bestowed him with the knowledge of my secrets when neither of us compelled me to, and now my body was stimulated too easily by his touch. Some far corner of my mind cognised that I needs to regain my iron self-control, but for incomprehensible reasons I did not care anymore. All I cared about was Omi. My Omi.

I proceeded to nibble his swollen wet lips. My hands inside his shirt removed the article of clothing completely and I marginally shifted my weight so that I was lying on top of him with our thighs pressing together. He groaned in delight against my mouth, which made the blood turn to fire in my veins. I scarcely brought anybody pleasure and I discovered that I enjoyed it. To confirm this to myself and to Omi after licking his chest I kissed him with renewed passion.

How long we remained in each other's enfolds I am not precisely certain. All I'm aware of is that when we finished our breathing was ragged and our bodies were covered with a light sheen of sweat. However long it was it hadn't been long enough.

Minerva's Note: Tis impossible to make all of my readers happy, but I try my best, which is why I leave exactly how far Omi and Nagi went just now up to you. If you are of the opinion that Omi is too innocent and Nagi is too reserved for them to have done more than kiss then that is okay, or if you want to believe both of the boys gave into their teenage hormones and went all the way that's fine too. Either way it doesn't effect the plot, so think whatever you wish :.) Personally, I am in favour of the first option.

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