JOURNEY

(I Think I Love You)

I refused to believe that it could be so,
there's no way that I'm in love with you,
I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy,
that I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore.

I think I love you
But it must be so, Cause I miss you
without you,
I cannot do anything,
and you are always on my mind,
so seeing this, it must be,
I was unaware,
but now I can see that
your presence have delved deeply into my heart.

We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us,
there isn't a single thing we have in common,
so I claimed there's no way we can be lovers,
but I don't want to make excuses anymore.

why didn't I know that it was you,
why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me,
it was beside me all along,
but only now can I see love.
(a/n: credits to Byul, the singer of this song. I warn you, this is just a foreign song translated to english)

"Stunning entrance!" Sirius remarked his best friend as they exchanged looks. James had just blasted the door of the Great Hall open and everybody began jeering as the school's heartthrob entered.

"But it seems like she didn't notice," James said, looking crestfallen. He was pointing to Lily Evans, who was immersed to her parchment that she didn't notice anything, nor hear anything.

Sirius let out a 'tuh' and said, "Cheer up, mate! That chick will surely fall. We just have to find her weakness."

"But how?" James asked.

"Scan your brain, dude," Sirius suggested. However, his eyes glittered as he saw someone sit by the side of Lily. "Spencer…"

"What?" James said, confused. "Stop murmuring to yourself, Padfoot," he warned him. "Those are signs of autism," he added darkly.

"No, you prat. It's Spencer," he said again.

"Spencer who?" James said, starting on his bacon.

"Kristanna Spencer. That chick who obviously likes me," he said rather arrogantly (a/n: Kristanna Spencer is the name of Sirius' leading lady in my first HP fanfiction). "We can use her, Prongs. She's Evans' best friend."

James' eyes brightened up. "So, can you talk her on it?"

Even before James asked that question, Sirius had already thrown a paper crane, magically flying, to Kristanna.

"Kris, what's that?" Lily asked, for the first time. "I do hope it's not from one of your secret admirers," she added, laughing softly.

Kristanna shrugged and opened the paper crane. "Don't tell Evans anything about this. Let's talk in the Three Broomsticks next Hogsmeade trip. Sirius."

"So, deary?" Lily said.

Kristanna tried to hide her blush. "Will you be going to Hogsmeade this weekend?"

Lily sighed. "I think not. Professor Slughorn had me to do a special project for him this weekend."

Kristanna hid her blush and smile. "Sorry about that. Anyway, Lils, I have to go now, Divination."

Lily turned her head another way and imitated Trelawney's voice. "Look into the bowels of the future, my dear!" she said before chuckling as Kristanna sprinted out of the Hall.

"Great! Now, Mr. Black, we can talk," she thought happily as she took a detour to Trelawney's tower.

"So, Padfoot, is everything fine?" James asked his friend.

"Fine what?" Remus butted in, looking at them suspiciously.

"James had a plan to get Lily Evans," Sirius said smartly.

"Make sure that's not illegal," Remus warned. "I remember that attempt to make a love potion, James."

"Don't worry, Moony," James said hazily as he watched Lily pack her things and out of the hall. "Everything will be perfectly fine."

a/n: my second fic. Do review please!