a/n: according to my calculations, after graduating, Harry was born after three years. In that time span, I decided to squeeze a lot of things so please don't be puzzled with the random thoughts. Thanks to the sole person who reviewed for the first chapter, Maurders032.

LOSS AND PAIN IN LOVE

"Where am I?" a woman asked as she woke up.

A brunette immediately hugged her. "Lily! I thought you'll leave us all!" she said joyfully, tears streaming down her face.

"Who are you?" the girl she called Lily asked.

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"Do you think we have to go?" Lily asked James worryingly.

James took his wand. "We have to. They need us now." They walked out of the room, Lily holding James' arm.

They saw the black mass of death eaters walking like a black mist towards them.

Their companions were shouting, "Good thing you're here!"

"Lily, if something bad happens, go," James told her.

She looked outraged. "I can also fight! Why?"

James looked irritated as he joined the mass of people going to fight the death eaters. "Just do that for me!"

Lily nodded but reluctantly. She got her wand and started to help other people up.

"Oh, the great, Lily Evans," a sneer from the corner started, making her look behind her.

"Janice Kenter!" she exclaimed. She stood up and took her wand, pointing it at her. "I could be a great Seer now. I have suspected that my childhood rival is a death eater," she said matter-of-factly.

Janice smiled. "Dear Lily, I have come to help you. I'm just here to let you know something before I kill you," she said, her voice ranging from calm to extreme.

"I don't need any help from a death eater," Lily spat.

"And usually, I don't give offers to people of the Light," Janice replied, maintaining her calm posture. "Anyway, I can't resist being helpful. Evans, Evans," she started, looking at Lily pityingly. "How I wish that you knew."

"Knew what?" Lily replied aggressively.

"Your fiancée has been taking a bet out of you!" she said with a mild laugh.

"You're lying!"

"No, I'm not. Try to read my mind, Evans," Janice dared.

Lily narrowed her eyes as she scanned Janice's mind. It was full of excruciating thoughts but this statement is not a lie. It is real.

"I would know, Evans," Janice said. "Everything concerning James is my concern," she carelessly said. "How many times did I tell you that purebloods are for purebloods, and mudbloods… deserve… nothing!" she shouted, pointing her wand directly at Lily's chest. "Evans, you didn't listen to me when I told you that taking James away from me is a bad idea! A very bad, indeed!"

"Why would I listen to you?" Lily replied in an I-want-to-annoy-you-bitch voice.

"Because it's your last time to listen!" Janice called crazily. "Avada Kedavra!"

Lily avoided the shot by hiding behind a rock, but another rock above her gave in, falling on her. She didn't shout as it fell on her but she merely whispered the first word on her lips.

"James…"

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"What do you mean 'who am I?'" Kristanna said, looking at Lily.

Lily looked around her. "Who am I, anyway?" she asked for once.

Kristanna placed her hands over her mouth and ran out of the door. "Professor Dumbledore!" she shouted crazily.

Lily looked at the mirror at the side. "Does that mean my name is Lily?" she asked her reflection. "I cannot remember anything. That's weird." she saw a stick on her bedside table. "What's this?" she let go of it accidentally when it emitted green sparks.

Footsteps were thundering from the outside. The girl who screamed earlier was speeding towards her and an old man with a very long beard followed her. Behind her were a band of men, and she felt her heart do a strange somersault when she saw a certain young man with messy black hair.

"Miss Evans, can't you remember anything?" the old man asked kindly.

a/n: That's the second chapter! I hope someone will review because I noticed that there are a lot of hits yet there is only 1 reviewer. I need it so that I would know if I will continue this fic or not…