Title: Life
Author: Callista Wolfwood
Email: R
Part: 1
Hello people-
Decided to try my hand at a new fic because I'm kinda at a writer's block on all my other fics. Anyways, Rory is kinda well... no she is out of character but I plan to make her innocent despite a few things. This is also a total Trory because I love Tristan and if I owned him and alas I do not... I would do very bad things to him. Grins Oh by the way Jess did show up and Rory and Dean did break up because of him... but the actual thing is that Jess and Rory are friends only since I'm a total Trory Person. Moving on. So read and enjoy but if you don't like Rory out of character then you might or might not like this. Rory does want to be a new person in this but she still has her innocence so I'm at a loss at to if you'll like it or not. Anyways read on and review.
Callista Wolfwood
Chapter 1
Life. Life outside of my crazy coffee driven mother has become very boring for Rory Gilmore. Even dating had become very unsatisfying and routine; there wasn't any passion in any of her relationships. Not that she really had any relationships after Dean and her ended over a big misunderstanding.
It was a New Year, a New Year to be without Tristan annoying her in the halls of Hell. Tristan, the only boy or rather the only man who somehow awakened these new feelings and unfamiliar thoughts that was constantly in her head.
She still couldn't believe that he left her and hasn't even tried to keep in contact but in all fairness she hadn't tried to get a hold of him either. It still hurt; to add salt to the wound every once in a while Dean would of brought him up and would say how glad he was Tristan was gone. He always saw that Tristan was competition since Dean was always the jealous type.
Dean, if she hasn't said those words that got them back together in first place... 'I love you' and had never said them since they got back together. Tristan was standing right behind her at the time she also said that she hated him. She didn't hate Tristan in fact that was the farthest thing from the truth. If Tristan in fact had any actual feelings for her then that must of hurt him deeply. She couldn't believe that she had said that he hated him but it just came out and she couldn't let Dean walk out of her life.
After Tristan left Rory begun to recognize what was really going on in her head and heart. She had spent many nights' awake thinking about the reason she so disappointed that Tristan didn't kiss her goodbye. She finally traced everything back to Madeline's party and their kiss their first kiss. It was after that she begun to truly think about him besides someone that happened to annoy her on daily bases.
Rory knew the only reason that Dean and her had gotten back together was because she had said those words that he needed to hear. 'I love you' she also knew that deep down she didn't love him, she couldn't love him because she used him to run from Tristan subconsciously. She liked Dean, Dean was safe and reliable but she didn't love him she was afraid of falling for Tristan and losing Dean in the process.
When Jess Luke's nephew moved to Stars Hallow he shook things up quite a bit and Dean instantly hated him. Dean hated him with a passion since he saw that at first Jess wanted to date her. Since he wasn't Tristan they had become good friends instead. Jess' feelings for her have pretty much ended when he found out his feeling are more brotherly then anything else.
After a while she then opened up to him about Tristan. He's the only one who knows anything about Tristan and the feelings she have for him. Jess always asks why she was still with Dean if she liked Tristan, since Tristan was gone she saw no reason for breaking up with Dean. Dean was safe and she didn't want to be single.
All of Stars Hollow thinks that there's more going on between Jess and her but that wasn't the case. Dean not believing her protests that there wasn't anything going on later broke up with her. It was not as heart breaking as she thought it would be but at least she wasn't stringing him along. Even though nothing was going on between Jess and her she still liked Tristan.
After Tristan left for military school at the end of sophomore year, she couldn't help but wonder about him all the time during the summer and all though junior year. The year without him was different, she thought about him during dates, in the shower and even sleeping. God even my dreams were plagued by him and it was totally new for her she had never had dreams like these before, and never any about Dean remotely like that.
Her dream last night was so vivid that if she happened to be male god knows she would have had to take a very cold shower. God she wanted him not that she would admit it to another living soul but truth was she had always wanted him. It scared her.
You don't do things with the king of the school otherwise it would be all over school the next day. Good girls don't do bad things like that especially with guys who aren't her boyfriend. Every single bad thought he brought out she would freak out even more and run from him; she would hide in the arms of Dean.
She missed him and their daily banters but Tristan has been gone for a year already. She doubted that he would ever return even for senior year, with her. Despite Tristan leaving she didn't change at all like she wished. Jess did help her bring out some of the wild side in her but she was still the same old Rory. Now that it was her senior year, the last year with these Chilton people. She wanted to change, being a Mary to the core sucks. She was going to shock the people of Chilton this year. As she finished this last thought she walked out of her car.
With the help of Jess she came up with an idea to change completely at school and she showed him her new altered uniform and was clearly aroused by it. She still remembered the conversation they had that day...
Flashback...
"Rory are you sure you want to do this?" Jess asked Rory who was changing.
"Of course I do." She replied as she walked out of the room she was changing in. She watched his mouth drop in shock and she laughed at his reaction.
"..." Silence is what Rory was greeted with as shock continued to enrapture Jess.
"So I guess you like?" Rory asked just to be sure and Jess nodded wordlessly.
End Flashback
This whole thing was perfectly planned; thank god she keeps her school and home life completely separate. Only Jess knew and since her mom gets home from work long after she does as long as she times everything perfectly her mom will never know.
Her uniform was altered quite a bit to fit her figure more securely. She was a lot curvy then the uniform allowed her to show off and she planned to show that off quite a bit this year. The white shirt was a lot tighter and was tied into a knot in the end showing just a bit of skin.
She then had the jacket over her shoulder. The skirt alone was shortened a couple of inches so that when she walked she flashed the black lacy tops of her thigh highs. Something she decided to add figuring it would drive the male population wild. Black high heels completed the outfit; her hair was down and parted so that she had a more sophisticated look to her.
Rory stood in front of Chilton doors and begun to get nervous since she had never done anything like this before. Then she suddenly got a flash of the last time she saw him, Tristan. She then put a smirk on her face (AN; Think Tristan's smirk... she learns from the best) and opened both doors to Hell. She walked in and gave off the air of confidence that she didn't really have but Tristan always had as the King of Chilton. Slowly she with each step she took she go more and more into her role. She should take up acting sometime in the near future because this deserved an Oscar.
She knew exactly who to impress and who to ignore, since she had always watched what the "popular crowd" and learned everything need to know but never acted on it. She gave a smirk to those hungry males not worth her time and a wicked grin and wink to others. She got a few tips from Jess or rather she tried everything out on Jess. Later to find out that if he didn't have brotherly intentions towards her he would totally go after her.
Summer, who happened to be one of the most popular girls in Chilton, was staring at her. She publicly dumped Tristan at Madeline's party during sophomore year, after which Rory later found him at a grand piano and ended up kissing. That kiss she will always remember it's what truly started everything but since she had just broke up with Dean she ran away crying. Summer walked up as I just reached my new locker and stood there for a while studying my new appearance.
"Who do you think you are?" Summer asked as soon as she approached. I never liked Summer before that thing with Tristan now I really hate her. I just stared at her for a couple of minuets aware of the growing crowd and turned and opened my locker completely ignoring her.
Summer stood there in shock since no one would dare to do something like that to her. Rory then turned back around after she was finished to face Summer and smirked clearly not giving a damn what she thought or asked. Rory then walked away towards her first class not saying a word and leaving a really pissed of Summer.
"My, my, my how things have changed over the summer" Madeline commented as Rory got to the front of the classroom door.
"What happened Mary? I like your new style." Louise complemented as they walked into the classroom.
"Rory, so I heard you walked away from Summer..." Paris commented reading without looking at Rory or her new style.
"About time someone stood up to that bitch," Madeline replied as they took seats at the back of the classroom next to eachother.
"What the BLOODY FUCKING HELL?" Paris exclaimed as she looked up from her textbook at Rory. Madeline, Louise and Rory just shrugged.
"I got tired of being a Mary to the core... shaking things up a bit this year." Rory tilted her head in saying to explain.
Paris opened and shut her mouth and turned towards the front of the classroom as students filled in taking in slowly at the new Rory.
Okay people... tell me what you think... not sure if I want Paris and Rory to be the best of friends but probably later on... oh and Tristan isn't back from Military school quite yet. He's going to be a surprise for our dear Rory mawhahaha I have plans... mawahahahaha
