Chapter 11:

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right
It just ain't right

Oh when I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's magical myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight
Hold on tight

Oh cuz I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of miracle
Waited so long
So long

He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
Oh cuz I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster

He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

Selphie rocked out on stage. She just lost herself in the music. It got her mind off of what she really wanted to think about. That was a good thing, because she didn't want to keep thinking about him.

After the song ended Quistis joined her on stage followed by all the other contestants. It would be time to announce the winner. Quistis hugged her friend and waited for the applause to die down as she was handed the envelope with the winner in it. She opened it ready to scream the winner's name. "Selphie Tilmitt!"

Selphie was handed a bouquet of flowers and another envelope containing some money. She could by some chocolate now. It wouldn't get her mind off of a certain somebody but it would definitely make her feel better.

As everyone started to leave she saw a familiar face standing in the back. She couldn't believe what she saw. She sat at the edge of the stage waiting for him to approach her. She was going to make him beg before she just started talking to him again.

After everyone had left he walked up to her. He had to wait for the tears to dry. He would never admit to her that her song actually made him cry. What would she think of him? Squall looked at Selphie and smiled. He didn't know what to say.

"It wasn't what it looked like. I mean it was, but it meant nothing." Squall tried explaining as he started to confuse himself. He didn't want to kiss her. He hated Deidre with a passion. She was just another sorceress who wanted to take over the world. He had to stop and at that moment that was how he had to do it. If he told Selphie that, she would call his Bullshit.

"Uh-huh."

"I think I love you and I don't want anything to get in the way of what we have. I want to tell you what happened or why I did it, but I'm afraid…"

"You're not afraid of anything?"

"I'm afraid of losing you."

"Try me you'd be surprised at what I'd believe Squall," Selphie joked as she motioned for him to sit down next to her. She hated the tension. She just wanted to kiss him and make everything go away, but that wouldn't change anything. He still kissed another girl. It seemed like he left the garden to be with this mistress of his. She just had to keep an open mind about things.

"Well, she was hitting on me and asking me to help her. The last thing I wanted to do was help her. She has these plans for world domination. The only thing I could think of at the time was to distract her by kissing her and then stab her… I know it was stupid… But you just walked in at the wrong time. I was trying to kill her. I know that she will overpower me alone. We need to use a group effort to even get near her strength." Squall looked at Selphie's look of disbelief. It was no use. He should have never come back. She wouldn't believe a lame story like that. He had to go find someone else, someone who would really want to help him.

Squall got back up and started to leave. He wasn't going to make a fool of himself in front of some girl. If she wanted to hate him, that was all on her. He loved her and he shouldn't have to defend that. He just wanted her to believe him so bad, that he forgot how bad his story sounded. He wouldn't have believed it.

"Hey!" Selphie screamed running after him. He was supposed to beg not run. She wasn't ready to lose him again. She was well aware that guys were going to cheat. Maybe he deserved a second chance. If she ever catches him again then it will be over but not now. Plus, they had a war to fight.

"What do you want now," Squall whined as he turned around to see her running toward him. But he was too late, she ran straight into him knocking him on the floor and falling on top of him.

"That's not what I wanted to do…" Selphie laughed as she lay on top of him. She looked down into his eyes and smiled. In his arms is really where she belonged and she wasn't going to let anyone take him from her. She leaned in a gently kissed him.

Just as Selphie was about to pull away and get up, Squall pulled her closer kissing her more passionately. He waited long enough for this moment he didn't care who saw it anymore. He wanted Selphie and nothing was going to stop him from having her. He rolled over on her and let his lips do the talking. There was no way she wouldn't know what he wanted.

She pushed him off… She wasn't going to have sex with him where anyone could see. She smiled apologetically and grabbed his hand. Her room wasn't too far and the anticipation is half the fun. The more it builds up the better it will be. She walked slowly just to annoy him. She wasn't about to admit that the only thing she has wanted to do since she laid eyes on him was…

She unlocked her door and walked in nonchalantly. Before she could even blink, Squall kicked the door shut and shoved her on to the bed. She could stop him at anytime, but she didn't want to.

Squall started at her feet. He slowly took her high heels off and started to suck on her toes. He was going to make this moment last. After indulging on every toe he slid her black leather pants off slowly because they were so tight they didn't want to move. He kissed his way up each leg and stopped when he reach the halfway mark.

Squall looked up at Selphie for any sign of protest. Instead he was greeted by a smile saying do whatever you want to me, I'm yours. He ripped her little thong off and slowly massaged her clit. He was going to make sure she had every once of pleasure she deserved.

After proving he was good with his hands, Squall lowered his face to her landing strip. It was like she had it specially shaved because she knew he would be there. He licked inside and out. He did whatever it took to make her scream. She had a pillow over her face so no one could her. But as he made her orgasm the first time, she couldn't help it.

Selphie threw the pillow at the door screaming in mere pleasure as Squall's tongue rolled around. Every movement he made was like an orgasm. It seemed like it wouldn't stop. After she couldn't breather, Squall got the cue to move on to the next torture treatment.

He took off the white beater and bra that she had on. She was exposed… He just stopped and looked her perfectly tight body. Every inch of her was how a woman should look. He couldn't help but grin. He was allowed to have a piece of such perfection.

He massaged and licked around her boobs. He smiled as he watched them become hard right before his eyes. She wanted him as much as he wanted her nothing was going to stop this moment…

"Squall, Selphie are you in there?" A terrified Quistis screamed as she banged on the door. "The garden is under attack!" If they could wait this long, they could wait a little longer.