AN: Well I hope you guys liked the first chapter. This chapter is a little shorter, and I'm sorry, but everything will add up in the end. Let me know what you think.
I do not own SailorMoon
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The Affair
CHAPTER TWO
By: Isabelle
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The next morning Serena woke up realizing she finally seen Darien again after all these years. A big smile appeared on her face when suddenly her husband called out her name.
She walked downstairs to see what he wanted when she seen that look he always gave when it was something he really wanted.
"Good morning darling, is there something you wanted?" Serena asked almost afraid.
He smiled and walked closer to her, taking her hand in his. "Serena, we have been married for many years, and I think we should keep trying for another baby. Enough is enough, only making love once a week isn't going to bring a baby in this world, we have at least try every night!" He stated excitedly.
Serena didn't know how to respond. Yes it's been a few years he's been mentioning having children with her, but did she really want to bring a child into the world right now. They where still things Serena wanted to do with her friends and her husband that she wouldn't be able to do with a baby around all the time.
"I…" She started.
"You can't be serious. Serena we have been married for 5 fucking years and you still don't know if you want to have a baby with me? For fuck sakes! You need to grow up. It's now or never. We aren't going to be young forever. Eventually you will be at an age where you can't have fucking kids and is that when you're finally going to want kids." He yelled out.
Serena started crying. She knew he was right, but a part of her didn't want kids…with him.
"Fuck, why are you fucking crying, look at you. You look pathetic. I can't fucking look at you right now." He said walking out of the house.
"Where are you going Brad…it's 9 in the morning." She cried out.
"AWAY FROM YOU" He yelled out.
Serena looked from the living room window as her husband sped away in their car and realized he won't be back 'till later that night.
She walked back upstairs and tried to do a bit of cleaning around the house when he just started to break down.
She looked at her watched and noticed it was getting late. '6:30…great, Brad won't be back until after I go to bed.' She wiped her tears away and went into the spare room.
She sat down on the bed and pulled out her diary and pen from underneath the mattress and opened it.
'Dear Diary, maybe my husband is right. Maybe I am pathetic. Why can't he see our marriage was rocky from day one? I made a terrible mistake marrying him. I just wish we could turn back time to the day I met him. I would of never slept with him and gotten pregnant. From this day I mourn the death of our baby, but it was for the best. The baby would of never been happy with Brad and I. We are so unhappy, and yet Brad can't see it. I met Darien again first the first time in 8 years, and he still looks as handsome as he did the day he left. He's married too, and he has a son. Maybe after all this we weren't meant to be after all. He would never leave his wife and son for me. God knows I still love him. God help me. What have I done to my life? One terrible mistake ruined my whole life, and I have no idea how to fix it.
Love Serena.
Serena started crying at the thought of Darien. She ruined her life. She knows it. But for the first time in many years she finally admitted the love she had for Darien was still here with her. She never let him go and she wondered if he felt the same.
She looked at her watch again wondering when her husband was going to come back home. 'Where in the world could he be? It's 8 o'clock and I haven't eaten all day.'
She put her Diary and pen back away and went downstairs to prepare herself a little something.
As time passed by, she heard some noise in her front yard. She turned the stove off and went in the living room and looked out the wiondow to find her husband walking like a maniac bumping into everything on his way to the front door.
"Oh dear god. He's drunk" She called out.
She opened the door and helped him in the house.
"How much did you have to drink Brad?" She asked in anger.
"Hmmmm…I 'unno." He laughed.
"Oh god your heavy" She said trying to keep him from falling.
She tried getting him up the stairs but that didn't work.
"I want cake!" he yelled out.
"Alright Brad, just help me get you to the couch and I will get you some cake."
Brad just nodded and fell onto the couch and passed out.
Serena just looked at him and sighed in relief.
She looked out the window and realized she needed fresh air.
Serena walked around the block and ended up at the old playground where her and Darien used to play.
She started thinking once again about her life, and what could have been when a man came out and stood beside her.
"Penny for your thoughts?" He asked.
"Darien" She said looking at him.
"Hello to you too." He laughed.
"I'm sorry, hello." She said. "What brings you here?" She asked.
"Just out for a walk. What about you?" He asked.
"Oh, the same…well my husband came back home drunk…I just needed some fresh air" She explained.
"Oh…I'm sorry. Why is he drunk? If you don't mind me asking?" He asked
"Oh..well he wants kids, I don't know…" She answered truthfully.
"Wow…that's strange, you always wanted children before…what changed your mind?" He asked surprised by her answer.
"Oh…you know what. I should get back to my husband. It was nice talking to you Darien, but I'm getting tired." She said walking away.
"All right, bye Rena" He waved.
Darien knew there was more to her fight with her husband about children. First thing in the morning, he would talk to Raye about it, and get to the bottom of it.
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