Call Me When You're Sober
Disclaimer: I don't own YGO, Evanescence or their song "Call Me When You're Sober".
NOTE: Song Lyrics
Ryou's thoughts (and actions in his POV)
Chapter 1 – Make Up Your Mind
Don't cry to me.
It doesn't work anymore. When you used to cry it would burn me…but now…it makes me hate you more.
If you loved me,
Not that you do.
…I you loved me, would I be sat here in this corner of my bedroom, wishing you were who you used to be?
You would be here with me.
You'd comfort me and hold me and we'd do what couples do.
You want me,
Do you want me, Bakura?
Come find me.
Please…it's only an apartment to search…and you and I both know there aren't many hiding places.
Make up your mind.
Please.
Should I let you fall?
Should I? What more can go wrong, anyway?
Lose it all?
What's left to loose?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
The man I fell in love with…I want him back.
Can't keep believing,
I've lost all hope in you.
We're only deceiving ourselves.
We're just pretending now, aren't we, Bakura?
And I'm sick of the lie,
Just end it already…you're spoiling what was once beautiful…as well as yourself.
And you're too late.
It can't be fixed,
The pieces are scattered.
Don't cry to me.
I can't bear to watch you crying.
If you loved me,
You can't love me…that's what you said at first…
You would be here with me.
But you're not…I'm not even hiding now.
You want me,
But you don't want me.
Come find me.
But you won't come.
Make up your mind.
NOW!
Couldn't take the blame.
I couldn't bear to hurt you and leave you…so I stayed…I'm so stupid.
Sick with shame.
Every night you come home drunk…you make my wildest dreams come true…but not out love…out of drunken lust.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Throwing me away and using me when you need someone…too bad, Bakura.
I'm standing up for myself…just like you said I should.
Selfishly hated,
I bet you love yourself, though, don't you?
No wonder you're jaded.
No wonder.
I hate you now.
You can't play the victim this time,
Not now, oh no…I won't buy it, Bakura.
And you're too late.
Way too late.
Don't cry to me.
Your tears won't work now, I'm sorry…
…or am I?
If you loved me,
But you don't: you use me.
You would be here with me.
But you aren't here. You're never here.
You want me,
You don't want me, I don't want you.
Come find me.
I'm not looking for you anymore. It just fuels your lust some more.
Make up your mind.
Do you want me or not?
You never call me when you're sober.
Except to tell me to get in more food.
You only want it cause it's over,
It's over.
It's over.
It's over.
How could I have burned paradise?
I chose to stay with you, even though I knew you were wrong.
How could I - you were never mine.
Malik keeps smirking at me – he's with Bakura too, isn't he!
So don't cry to me.
Because I hate you now.
If you loved me,
But you broke my heart by cheating and using me.
You would be here with me.
But no, you're with Malik.
Don't lie to me,
I'm slapping you.
Just get your things.
'Just get your things, Bakura…'
I've made up your mind.
'…I've made up my mind.'
Aww, poor Ryou! Oh well, whadda I care, I wrote the darn thing! So yeah, please review, many thankies for reading, naioka1992 - xoxo
