Forgive Me
Disclaimer: I don't own YGO, Evanescence (though I wish I did for both) or their song "Forgive Me" – which is used here.
NOTE: Song Lyrics
Bakura's POV
Chapter 1 –
Can you forgive me again?
I've never asked anyone for forgiveness before…but I'm asking it from you, my hikari.
I don't know what I said
My mind's gone numb with guilt…and…fear?
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I'm so sorry.
I heard the words come out
I didn't mean it, Ryou, honest I didn't…I'm so sorry.
I felt that I would die
I was afraid that you would as well.
It hurt so much to hurt you
Why did I hurt you? I love you so much…you knew that, until I said those words.
Then you look at me
Your gaze was so…pained.
How could I have done something so cruel to you? To something so perfect and innocent?
You're not shouting anymore
You're not speaking.
And I want to drop dead…I want to turn back time and stop myself from killing you inside.
You're silently broken
I'm just so sorry…
I'd give anything now
My life, my soul…even my love for you, Ryou.
To kill those words for you
I'd kill them and hold you and tell you everything is alright…but things aren't alright…not now…
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
Because I don't want to loose you.
I'm so sorry…
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
I've crossed the line, I'm sorry…how can you stand to look at me after what I've said?
'Cause you were made for me
We were made for each other…and I hurt you.
Am I a monster to you now?
Somehow I'll make you see
How? I'll give you time…I'll apologise a thousand times…will you start to love me again then?
How happy you make me
I've never been so afraid that you'll leave me…what will I do without you?
I can't live this life
I need you, Ryou...please forgive me, please!
Without you by my side
I'd do anything to kill those words and take you back.
I'd hold you and tell you everything's alright…because right now everything is wrong.
I need you to survive
If you die, I'd die too…that's all there is to it.
So stay with me
Please? Please stay, Ryou?
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
I am, honest.
And you forgive me again
I can't believe you forgave me. I'll hold you and tell you everything's okay now…and it's getting to that.
You're my one true friend
More than just a friend…why do you think I'm holding you so tenderly? Why do you think I care?
And I never meant to hurt you
I honestly didn't, Ryou…I honestly didn't.
Thank Ra you forgave me.
When you die…you'll be an angel.
Wow, more fluffed up randomness. COOLIES! Ahem. Anyway, thanks for reading, please review, naioka1992 - xoxo
