Ok so I only got 4 reviews and I've had a really really hard time writing this chapter and trying to get to some action, I know what I want to happen but I don't know how to get there, so with a little help and much encouragement from A naughty mouse here it is.
Oh yea and I don't own Inuyasha
The next few days were relatively uneventful, they traveled to a near by village looking for shards but were unsuccessful in finding any. Kagome walked about in a daze deep in thought over her dilemma. What would it be? Choose an unhappy life of being loved or an equally unhappy life of loving. Sango seemed to be the only one who noticed Kagome's strange behavior whenever she asked if something was wrong Kagome would just shrug and reply that it was nothing, and no matter how hard she pressed she couldn't get any other answer.
They stopped at an inn one night; Miroku preformed his 'services' and got them free rooms, the boys in one the girls in the other. Sango lay in her bed on her side facing Kagome.
"So are you going to tell me what's wrong or do I have to force it out of you?" she asked
"I told you it's nothing" Kagome replied
"Yes it is I can tell"
"It's…"
"Come on Kagome you've been moping around, your always off in your own little world, your not eating you wouldn't talk to anyone your always wandering off on your own that's not like you. Now I know something's wrong and if you consider me the friend I think I am you'll tell me what's wrong."
"Sango you know you're my best friend…" Kagome said guiltily
"Then what's wrong!"
"Well…." Kagome hesitated "you know how I feel about Inuyasha"
"You're crazy about him" Sango said with a hint of a giggle
"Yea but he's not crazy about me"
"He gave you that ring that has to count for something"
Kagome held up her hand and examined the ring on it "I know but since he did he's been worse than ever and sometimes I think… he regrets it"
"Kagome you know him he does anything to avoid showing how he really feels."
"I know but if this is how he's going to act it makes me think I'd be better off with…" she stopped unsure if she should say it
"With what?" Sango gasped
"Hojo" Kagome finished
"HOJO?"
"Not the one you know the one in my time, his descendant" she paused and pulled the other ring from her pocket "he proposed
"Proposed?" repeated Sango unsure of the meaning of the term
"He asked me to marry him" Kagome explained
"Marry him!" Sango shouted then in a calmer voice she asked "but what about Inuyasha?"
"I don't know!" answered Kagome trying not to cry "I want to be with him but he doesn't want anything to do with me, but Hojo wants to be with me he doesn't interest me. I know he'll try to make me happy but I don't Love him!" she finished starting to sob
"Kagome are you in love with Inuyasha?" Sango asked only slightly surprised by this outburst
"I think I am" she answered as if she was shocked at the thought
"Then why don't you tell him?"
"Because he doesn't give a dam about me, to him I'm nothing more that a shard detector, once we finish the jewel he wouldn't have anything to do with me ever again"
"I think you're wrong"
"You've seen how he treats me, always calling me wench"
"That's on the outside I think deep down he has feelings for you"
"Right" said Kagome sarcastically
"I am right you see Inuyasha is like a coconut"
"A COCONUT!" Kagome screamed trying not to laugh when her friend was being so serious
"Yes a coconut, he's hard and rough on the outside and it's really hard to break through that hard shell, but once you do he's sweet on the inside"
Kagome tried to think about what Sango had just said, but it was hard when the image of Inuyasha with a coconut as a head kept popping into her head.
a/n ok thats it for now. I'm really trying to get to some actual action. It will be coming but I can't promise when. Please please please review!
