After the Viewing Spinoff

Emillia camp

Hi guys :)

This fanfic only exists because I love it original (After the Viewing)

Mainly because Subaru gets what he deserves after all the pain he's been through, and while I find the harem stuff in other anime,manga to be an „not my thing",but in Rezero's world Subaru is the only thing I can realistically accept myself and wish for a broken boy all my heart.

It's just too much to take.

One person or partner wouldn't even be enough for him to heal his soul considering how deep scars and complex him. Subaru needs help that is impossible for one person to understand, but more wife and loved ones,etc, parts would and then we could have put Subaru back together or just fix a bit him,comfort,heal

First fanfic in my whole fucking life,so don't expect much from more just make and inspiration for other writers who could do better.I was just impatient to wait for more chapters of the original fanfic,and not even in my original English language,my language is Hungarian, one of the hardest in the world

Enjoy,if you can this mess

The absence of a beloved boy

Roswall residence, Emilla's camp:

Quiet morning in the Emillia camp, this is only natural, as they lack the foundation and real strength of Natsuki Subaru, who is currently spending 2 weeks with Priscilla Barriela.

Emillia, who is just waking up, is still sleepy in her thoughts and emotions as she picks herself up in front of the mirror

Emillia: "Subaru…

She whispering that name as a wish or a prayer, a love she didn't really understand before the WATCH, because of her young mental age and after looking at Subaru's life, she saw hell, unspeakable horrors, a forgotten,hiddes past,worlds and something else that gave her...". LOVE"

The half-elf had only one thing on her mind, and that was to save him from pain. She had never seen special person and she wanted to give him everything. And that was still just a waterdrop in the ocean of what Subaru had given her so far..again and again.

But at this point she simply didn't care, she wanted his smile, his scent, his voice everything he did made her more precious than anything else, and the happiness and joy that came with it would accompany him throughout her life as it did for many other girls want now.

While she was lost herself these warm feelings and enjoying the pleasure of all the memories, the silver elf did not notice that someone else had entered room.

Rem: good morning Emillia-sama can I help you?I have been waiting for a while but there was no answer so I entered.

Rem looked at Emillia with small smile as she understood that they were lost in similar only difference was that Rem was always a strict early riser, a hard worker that even her already slowly glowing love did not allow her to be lazy or all, it was a one part of her that his hero loved, adored and inspired him, as Subaru had said so many times

Emilla: Sorry Rem a I got myself together properly for breakfast...just.I missed him so much…

Rem:I understand Emillia-sama because Subaru-kun is amazing, and 2 weeks almost felt like forever.

Emillia:Yes!Without Subaru even the castle is so quiet and weird

Rem is surprised at the half elf's vehemence, but thinking to herself, who is he to lecture?tA few giggles are involuntarily released from the Oni's heart.

Rem:I do indeed miss Subaru-kun's energies from the castle right now, but that just made more and more us realize how important he is.

Emillia thought of this as all of Subbaru's burdens,pain,journey flashed up again in her silver-haired mind that had nearly destroyed her and others,she almost certainly even saw Priscilila cry at one point in the her knight journey. That's how hard,cruel it along with the horror, there were always Subaru's happy moments, his great victories and unbreakable love that always managed to pull them back and when he woke up and Subaru comforted her with his silver tongue.

Emillia:...

Rem:Emillia-sama

Emillia:Ahhh sorry Rem-rinn again, just Subaru...

Rem: Understands but please Subaru does not want to see it like this and while we are away we must give our all to our work and of it this way if we can get more tasks,studies,work done now we have more freedom later our knight and hero.

Emilla surprised Rem over and over again how much she changed Subaru this girl and back how much she influenced Subaru and improved both of the other hand Emillia didn't understand something about Rem and her love for him...

Emillia:Don't you miss Subaru?Don't you want him back?Why are you more relaxed, aren't you worried about him being stolen away other camps from us?

Rem:...

Rem remained speechless at bit, but understood where it was coming from.

Rem: I trust my hero

Emillia:...

Rem: Emillia-sama it's not that I don't miss him, in fact after a year of sleeping and then seeing my hero in hell and where I sent myself a time or two.I've seen it all…. there's no word to express myself and my sins..

Half elf and Rem, hearing himself, trembled again, frightened at the memory of the forgotten past, but they had a way of helping themselves without Subaru's comfort and for Subaru's sake they began to practice it.

Rem closed the door, not that they were ashamed of what they were doing but they wanted to keep it private and not be disturbed, then slowly walked to the bed and gave the who was still fiddling with the mirror trying to get ready for the new day had given up long ago and spotting their signal without question they hurried towards Rem without a word and gave each other a big hug.

At first it was just a coincidence and a wave of emotion when Subaru first went to other camps for the two weeks but the boy's absence soon became devastating for the camp.

Emillia woke up in a nightmare one night when Subaru had already spent 5-7 days in another camp, But Rem was on late patrol, so she caught Emillia crying in the hallway, and comforted her with a was a first step.

Emillia, as she enjoyed Rem's warmth and her soul a little, thought about how much she hated and was mean to couldn't forgive the terrible things they had done to her knight...but was she better than them?

Emillia though she didn't directly kill Subaru, never in any loop but she left Subaru in the capital when she thought he was too possessed,crazy and Subaru didn't keep his what happened to her after that...

And it was only because of Rem that Subaru finally got back on his feet while she did... useless tears came again.

Rem's mind was only focused on keeping Emillia safe and Subaru had a special request and mission from her hero. Watch half-elf and talk more, after all, it was already herhusband's request.

When Subaru woke up and managed to calm things down for camps and Cast, it was mainly out of respect for Subaru because no one wanted to further stress the already tortured hero even with this 's first request was of course Rem's time.

But, jealousy between so many powerful and dangerous and now even emotionally unstable women flared up and the forgotten, hidden past came up again, which was a good attack on the Oni: Dangerous, crazy, murderer, just a maid, etc. Priscilla and Ana were very vocal about this at best while Emillia remained silent, but Crush stood by her friend.

This was stopped by the wrath of Subaru who just got him back lost love , the girls didn't want to look bad in Subaru's were all guilty of one way or another.

Then alone together after much crying and hugging separate room, Subaru who Rem held so tight that she felt he would never let go of the hero hands.

They talked a lot about what had happened, Rem could only apologize over and over again, she even confessed honestly to him that when he arrived at Subaru's castle he had already thought of killing him when she visited the sleeping Subaru because she had already sensed the witch's was surprised but not very, teared Rem chuckled but already thought Subaru's face was a bit cute and thought what a waste.

Subaru just again dumbfouded at his blue Oni's nature and laughed:What the hell!?You're already thinking you're going to kill me because I stink, but in the meantime you say you've found me cute and I've only been in the castle for a few hours!Pfttt..ha..

Rem just suddenly felt embarrassed to be laughed at and started sulking.

Rem: That's not nice Subura-kun, I'm an honest woman and I tell you everything and you laugh at me..

Subaru: Haa.. .ha..sorry Rem, you're just so wonderful.I love you

And with just a few words and a big happy silly smile he just hit Rem's whole being again

Rem: Subaru-kun..I will never be worthy of I will never give up.

Rem is just sad and happy at the same Rem has learned anything it's that Subaru power to show beautiful and ugly side of people.

Subaru: Rem, what are you talking about?Isn't it worthy?Without you, I would have run away a long time ago and given up so many times I was close to losing myself.

Rem:...

The Oni just flashed back to those memories when she gave strength to her hero, and shake again

Rem: you really are just wonderful my dear still we have Rem's sins...

This has come up many times between Subaru and Rem and the answer has always been the same or similar.

Subaru: Rem even you were so harsh and cruel..in these loops...you still gave me a chance and witch miasma already enough to have knights,others execute you on the spot and you weren't even wrong because I am related to witch and cult somehow. Even if I don't know this about myself.

Rem: But you were still innocent!

Subaru: And how do you know that for sure?You take a risk and it might be too late ?

Subaru:Rem my mistake and curse ruined everything and I only made myself the first loop there was nothing wrong you gave me a chance and even then I was a witch cult scented random dude from nowhere.

Rem: But...but...but

Subaru:Rem!...Listen to me. please

Listening to Rem listening to the sterner, more determined Subaru was a new thing but she loved it

Subaru:The second loop in castle,my scent got stronger and I was waking up in a panic at which must have been totally scary for you guys and made no top of that I knew castle almost perfectly and I wasn't new at work, finally with Emilia I was very pushy and intrusive.

Subaru: As for why you spared me the first time in Castle Rem, the second I threw it all away because I wasn't paying attention to RBD in the cruelest part.

Rem….

Rem:...the loneliness and isolation

Rem was angry again, and felt her blood boiling, if Subaru could talk about his cruel life, how much easier it would have been for him and saved him from many stupid deaths

Subaru:...and in the end it was still the curse that started to kill me...then my life had no gave me mercy...

Rem: BULLS!

Subaru is startled for a moment, for a moment he saw this anger in Rem eyes, but he knew it was anger and feelings not directed at him, this Rem herself.

Subaru:Rem...

The Oni then fell silent when they noticed that Subaru was a little shaken, never wanting to see his lover just remembered the disgusting, angry, cruel Rem, who had unleashed all her trauma on an innocent boy who only loved them and was trying in his own stupid way to protect them.

Rem:Bullshit...I saw you Subaru-kun dying but I hit you my weapon and ripped your hand. if I really had mercy I would have just hit you on the head I didn't wait or better yet stay with you and accompany you in your last moments but I just...sob..sob..waaa

Subaru just pulls her into a warm embrace again, Rem's small body resisting at first bit but quickly relenting.

Subaru:Then may I finish Remu?

Rem:...

Subaru:Suppose even if you used the curse as an excuse to kill me, isn't it all weird to you?

Rem:..What do you mean?

Subaru:Why didn't you let me suffer the curse if you hated me so much then?

Rem:...

Subaru:Considering how deep the poison that witch cult had infused into you that horrible night, surely you wouldn't have let yourself have a chance to enjoy the suffering of a filthy cult ?

Rem:That..but then.

Subaru:I don't know Rem honestly I just find this loop weird so please don't think about it too much because it's just unnecessary. Or some important detail is missing here.

Rem:...even if it is it led you to the horrible conclusion that assassins may be in the castle so you waited near the castle...

Rem just resumed Subaru's embrace as soon as she could, but the tears came again

Subaru again recalled this horrible loop, although since he became a knight of Emillia he really seems so small and stupid death,stupid loop compared to the others.

The 3 loops of the castle were not so hard to break because of cruelty, but because of the trust and betrayal the oni twins committed against put herself in a terrible situation he could not get out of and because of RBD's cruelty, the days they spent together lost all precious memories and bonds.

Subaru: Remu please, I'm fine I'm here I'm here, what happened then was a tragedy and shouldn't be about Rem's cruelty not yours and I put myself in that...situation.

Rem didn't listen to this even if Subaru was terribly suspicious she acted without Roswal's permission ,she didn't wait for Subaru's explanation or listen she just threw her anger at him and slowly lost head while breaking the heart of the love of his life.

Subaru:And..

But Subaru's soft sweet voice did not stop

Subaru: You saved me, so many times after fight for me, died for me, protected me, believed me, when I was at my lowest things you did against me or other loops Rem,just so little good things you did Rem,not... MY you defeated,destroyed that past Rem and if you tried to kill me again or hate me I wouldn't care because I want to be Rem again and who can be Rem who MADE ME HERO!

Rem…

And again Rem is just overwhelmed by Subaru's kind words, unable to fully immerse himself in self-mortification ever because the love he showed indig when they were talking was so strong that it washed away Oni's sins.

Subaru's passion and love for maid gave up..

Rem:...

Subaru:Rem?

Subaru while retelling him confession of love though never so fiercely now began to feel just awkward.

Before Subaru could say anything else two soft little hands cupped his cheek and already warm soft lips could feel his was only surprised but for a moment he felt himself melting into their feelings as they groped each other in another tight was next surprised.

Rem while they were like that for a few minutes enjoying the kiss and warmth, it was Rem who broke it.

Subaru:Rem?What?...Why?

Rem:...

Rem quickly noticed his hero's shred of panic and that made her so happy.

Rem: Subaru-kun, my dear, if I could stay like this forever I would be with you and I would be much further along. But if my dear really want your Rem's body we can't do …..?

Rem girl's smile is more getting playful,mischievous

Subaru at that just blushed again Rem had already learned and loved to tease his love about how much he could give romance but to receive it...that was another matter.

Subaru: Rem..then?Why stop?

Rem:I don't want to be unfair and cruel Emillia-Sama

Subaru…

Rem:She was the one who first put you in your heart,rescued you from the scums, brought me to castle, and protected me from you.

And after WATCH, I don't want to hurt you and anyone else I'm ready to do what we talked about before under the Flügel tree that …I want to do.

Subaru now knows what she meant...second wife,polygamy

Subaru:But Rem are you ok with that?Are you sure?You don't want me all to yourself?Can you tolerate other women next to me?

Rem:I wouldn't say yes, but Subaru-kun I alone am not capable of helping or saving matter how much I wish it.

Subaru:...

Rem:Isn't that right, my dear?

Subaru:It's just cruel to you,Emillia and others

Rem:Don't worry about that Subaru-kun I think Emillia-sama I can get along and my memories have returned we've taken small steps towards each other our desire to protect and love is stronger anything

Subaru:...

Subaru:...Then I have a request just from you?

Rem:What?

Subaru:Please look after Emilia for me while I'm away, I know she's matured a lot, she's she's still very damaged mentally, no everyone here but her especially.

Rem:Of course Subaru-kun but what specifically do you want me to do?

Subaru:...sighn...there's nothing more specific than just talk to each other and comfor her if need.I'm worried how you guys are doing without me .

Rem:Don't worry, trust your Rem

Subaru:Thank you..

As Rem and Emillia melted into the embrace, time was forgotten and it was the Oni who broke that he didn't enjoy it but Rem's internal clock and work schedule had pushed the situation.

Emillia:Rem?

Emillia was a little frightened, she loved these moments with the blue Oni, it was a bit like being in Subaru

Rem:Sorry Emillia, but there are some tasks we really should start on

Rem only reassured Emillia with a small smile and a head pat, which was a bit strange to the outside was quite small while Emilla was a tall almost Subaru like but in her heart Rem still saw Emillia as a child or a much younger sister

Emillia:...sing... you are right Rem.

Rem:You are welcome

As they stepped out into the corridor and headed for their own belongings, Emillia was still walking a little ahead, lost in thought, while Rem was already on her tasks in her mind.

Emillia: By the way Rem, what are you doing today?Can we talk later today?

Rem:hmmm?

Rem: Well, we start with the usual chores, making breakfast, then getting ready for lunch, cleaning and washing, gardening in the afternoon, and finally getting ready for dinner, getting ready for the evening.

Emillia:Woohh that's a lot Rem!

Emillia can't help but be surprised again how much Rem does

Rem: It's quite natural for me.I don't feel good if I don't do something for too long.

Emillia:Amazing..Rem

Rem: Finally, this afternoon, all members of the camp will gather to review the events and consider future plans.

Emillia:Right

When the Watch ended and Subaru and the camps managed to settle things down,Emillia had one suggestion they discuss and think about how to protect Subaru and be better, prepare for the new enemies, challenges they met on screen

Emillia could now only think of Pandora in her hatred and anger, but that didn't solve anything, so she tried again and again to dig deeper into her mind to see if there was anything else the witch had hidden from her in the past...maybe... then...

Rem:Emillia?Emiliia-sama?

Emillia:Ahhh yes

Rem:Sorry, we'll part here.

Emillia:Ohhh..have a nice day Rem-rin good work

Rem:See you at breakfast later.

Emillia just waved hand to ,now it was time to deal with the election and the burden of candidacy. After all, there's a lot to do, not to leave Subaru with everything from now on.

Emillia: But even if I think that way I know what a duderhead you are, my knight, and you wouldn't stay in a room protected, I will fight and die with you Subaru.

Meanwhile, the rest of the camp was getting ready for the day, the room girls were the first to get ready for work early, followed by Emillia who was up early for her candidacy.

Frederica and Petra were already preparing in the kitchen.

Frederica:Good morning Rem

Petra: Good morning Rem-nesama

They all greeted Rem cheerfully, Frederica was really happy to remember her and how much she had changed and open and beautiful Rem had become.

Petra greeted him courteously but there was still the sting of what the Oni twins had done, no matter how much Subaru loved them.

Rem: Morning Frederica-sama and Petra are we ready for the day?

Frederica:Yes, although Subaru-sama's absence is really starting to get annoying, not only emotionally but also practically.A lot of the work she has been doing alongside her training is starting to add up and I'm starting to realise how much it has been.

Petra:Yes!Yes!Subaru sama is very much missed,when will she come back?

Rem sensed what they were talking about, Subaru was a hard worker like being a knight for Emillia after the hell of Sanctuary he likes still to help out around the castle also already knew part of Subaru's distractions from his traumas when he was alone,after talking to Beako she realized this.

Rem:We have one more week to endure,

Petra:That's a lot of unfair Subaru for us!

Frederica:Petra!Don't be impatient, don't worry about other candidates Subaru-sama has proven her loyalty, she would never leave us

Frederica could only think of the horrors that the poor wonderful boy had gone through and she can't deny she was to attracted Subaru now like so manny girls, he was truly loyalty,forgiveness,kindness,courtesy these qualities Frederica always appreciated and loved the old tales of heroes and knights. Subaru was the truest she had ever seenothrt just bit others?Sword Saint,Julius,other knights she did not deny she found them ridiculous and without any training or strength just by his determination,kindness,cunning mind,special thinking overcame what others in 400 years had failed to do.

Of course anyoney can say it is only Return to Deat's power, but who can endure the death,madness and loneliness that comes with that cursed the end, without a good head,strong will that power is worth nothing.

Rem:Yes please don't worry Petra-chan my hero would not leave our minds but only soothe other he would love other women we are his most important, Subaru-kun's heart is just too big, he needs more people to help him differently loved.

Petra pouted she loved Subaru and didn't want to share.

While real maids ready the day someone was missing from the small team.

Author's note, thoughts

I didn't want to stop here, but I feel like I've had enough and I'd like to hear what you all think this, any point in continuing or are there too many grammatical errors to be readable.

Other:I see a lot of people are doing it over and over again WHDAAA Other reaction fanfic which is fine but it's getting boring just put Subaru in another completely different character's place, so cringe.I'd really like to see a bolder, braver, writer dealing with consequences and aftermath.

-Why not write about what Cast is doing with this knowledge

-what are their plans,how do they love-protect Subaru

-how the story goes on, for example Arc 5

-how Subaru talks to them,calm them

-What will happen to Roswall and Omega

-How to they prepare for new enemies, challenges together

so many possibilities guys :3