Well, I thought I should put a second chapter, but through Troy's eyes. It's not really what happens after. It's actually what is going through Troy's mind with Gabriella. I thought this song would be perfect for Troy's point of view if you read the first chapter. ENJOY!
I don't even know where to begin. I thought everything was going great. I thought she loved me; she was always sincere, so I believed her. I love her so much, I treat her like royalty. I guess that's why I have stayed with her. Gabriella just left my place. I'm just trying to remember what just happened. I was holding her tight. I remember now. Gabriella just started to become distant. I saw it in her eyes. I can't live like this anymore. I can tell he's been on her mind. I could tell it wasn't me.
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something some where's got to give
As sharing this relationship gets older, older
I'd do anything for Gabriella. I try to make her feel like the only person for me. Once I started to notice signs of her mind being distracted, I tried harder. I tried to fight the person who was beating me in this war of love for Gabriella. I'm still trying, but I still wonder to myself why I even try, if I'm already there and it's hard for her to pick. I just want her, I love her too much to let go.
You know I'd fight for you
But how can I fight someone who isn't even there?
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair
I just want Gabriella. She makes me feel like the luckiest man alive when I'm with her. I just want her, if I can't have her, then I don't want anything in the world. I don't want to be just friends. Then she got a call. It was him, I could tell. She's slipping away from me. I feel it.
Cause I want it all
or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call?
You leave me here with nothing at all
I remember the time we did the winter musicale. It was the one of the best memories I had with Gabriella, after the play, I asked her to be my girlfriend. I always remind her about that time, now that I do; she just smiles and changes the subject. When we got together, there are those times where we'd just stare at each other and no one else would matter, now when I stare at her, she looks away.
There are times it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
And then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Then those times I don't believe its right I know it, know it
I love her so much. I constantly remind her. She use to remind me all the time that she loved me too, but now her promise to me to always love means nothing. Sure she says it, but I can see she doesn't mean it, she said it out f pity for me. I now know how this whole relationship came down to an end. Sure we had our different cliques but that wasn't it. It was the one thing that connected together that made us crumble apart. The musical.
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you
It's time to show and tell
I don't even know why she says it. Pity, sure, but I can't take that from her. I don't want her to feel sorry for me to make me feel happy, I'm not happy. I'm not even good, I'm miserable, the girl I love doesn't love me and she just wants me to feel good. She's leaving me here with nothing, she thinks it's good, but it's not…
Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing...
I'm holding her tight in my arm when her cell phone rings. Yea, it was him. I'm just a person she's with to pass time. I could feel the relationship gradually tipping over the edge, it's almost over. There is no more room left for me in her life.
Cause you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No room inside for me in your life
She comes back. Tells me it's one of her friends. Of course I know she's lying. I just don't know why she even bothers now to keep lying. Why do I keep lying? I'm sad, but I hide all my pain behind a bittersweet smile.
Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall it's now or never
She's about to leave. I try one more time to fight for her. Fight for us. Fight for our love. Fight for my dignity. Reminding her why she was here.
She prepares to walk out the door and I put on her jacket for her.
"It's cold outside and I don't want you to get sick."
"Thanks."
She walks to the door, I try one more time.
"Hey, I love you and happy one year anniversary." I tell her.
She smiles at me and open the door.
Is it all or nothing at all
There's no where left to fall
When you reach the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all..
I guess that's it, she's made her decision. She's left me with nothing. She stole away everything I had, emotionally. With one simple phone call from him, it's over. I'm falling in an endless hole and want to hit something so I can just get over with this pain. Love hates me. I know now, we're just friends.
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it ends with a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
She left me here, with nothing at all.
At All...
All or Nothing – Otown
I know, the story is hardly connected to the song. But I just thought the lyrics were self explanatory to Troy's feelings so I just put other things based on his feelings.
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