Chapter Six-Blood Stained Innocence part two: Broken and Bloodied
When I wake up, no one is in the room. The room is dark and empty, not a sole amongst the darkness that covered me. I could hear the mice beneath my feet and I kick them away with my bloodied feet. I feel that I am alone save for one presence that will always be with me- my master. I can never escape from this hell that I've been captured in, and my thoughts drift back to when this first began, and to the answer my master gave me a year ago about why he wanted me.
-Flash Back-
He had his hand around my wrist. He did not care that he was crushing my bones, and neither did I. I refused to give into the pain, and I refused to show him weakness, of course this was back when I still had hope, when I was ignorant enough to believe that someone could save me from a monster like him.
I heard a snap and I gasped in pain, my master smirked at me. He looked down glaring angrily.
"WHY? WHY DO YOU WANT ME?" I had screamed on that night. He just smirked that was as close as a smile I ever got from him, except when he had me in his bed and at his mercy.
"Because you were a gift, a toy Rae, and I NEVER give up my toys" my master had said.
I remember closing my eyes to hide the tears refusing to give into this bastard who had stolen everything good from me. I remember holding my arm to keep it from moving and the pain was too much then- see I was fairly knew, and I hadn't been used to the pain that he caused the others. I dared to look him in the eye and I remember the lustful look he gave me, that look that made me back away with my eyes wide. I was afraid of this man, and it was then that I realized there was no use fighting.
My master grasped both of my wrists and slammed me into the wall. I winced as his voice boomed through-out the room as he spoke.
"Do you want to know who gave you to me?" my master asked with an angry shout as he thrust himself onto me. He repeated his sentence at least 10 times before I answered.
"Yes
I want to know who caused me this- this hell!" I remember screaming
letting the tears fall from my face.
"It was your elder brother!" master was obviously pleased with my look of astonishment. "Why so surprised Rae?" he asked smiling down at me while pinning me to the wall. I had said nothing so he continued.
"He couldn't pay for the drugs he'd been stealing from me. He needed someway to pay for them, so I told him that if he had something worth what he stole then he had to give it too me."
Master grinned while telling me the story. I suppose that he also liked the fact that my tears were sliding down his pale chest. My master continued but not before he took off his pants and pulled down mine. After he was completely undressed he thrust himself inside of me and I cried out in pain. I was still pinned to the wall so I could not move, my master made sure of this as he continued his tale of my brothers betrayal.
I do not remember all of what he said, because my mind was too focused on the pain as he forced me to lose my innocence to him. I remember him screaming at me, slapping me until I stopped crying.
"What's the matter Rae? I thought you wanted to know how you came to this hell!" my master had screamed but I could not answer. I could feel my heart leaping to my chest, and I remember passing out but after that I remember nothing but the darkness. I think that something had happened- something so horrible that my mind was unable to take the memory and cast it out, and that was how I was told that it was my own brother who sold me to this known devil, and that was how I found out that my brother was into drugs, and that was why my entire family was killed and that was the first night my innocence had been taken.
-End flash Back-
I could smell the blood on the floor as I waited for someone to come it. My arms were tired from hanging, and my body was cold from not being covered by anything. I figured my master had taken my clothing somewhere else but I was not sure where, so I stayed and I waited silently for someone to come either to kill me, or punish me some more. Either way, the situation wouldn't change, and I would be looking down memory lane until one or the either came.
A/N: hahaha sixth chapter! Whoop this story is ridding along! So this is why its mature, and this is why I do not want anyone under 13 years old to read it because believe me their parents would freak lol. So what do you guys think? Three chapters in one night! I must be on a roll! I guess this makes up for not updating for so long right? PLZ PLZ give me reviews! Good or bad because I could really use them! Thanks- Aomizuoko.
