Snowpsyche: Details about "Master" will be taken into next chapter. The other two girls will come soon enough I just want to get a few things out of the way first. "Star" or as you recently found out her name was, Rae, survived because "master" has his ways. (You'll see some of the ways in this chapter). As for the Masters purpouse for keeping rae….well you may want to go back to (I think it was the last chapter) former chapters. Thank you for taking the time to review! – Aomizuoko

hotgrl15: I am pleased that you enjoy my story as sick as it is and I am also glad that you have kept on reading. Thank you for taking time to review!- Aomizuoko

Fall of Grace- Sara Mclachlan

The winter here's cold, and bitter
It's chilled us to the bone
We haven't seen the sun for weeks
To long too far from home
I feel just like I'm sinking
And I claw for solid ground
I'm pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
Oh darkness I feel like letting go
If all of the strength and all of the courage
Come and lift me from this place
I know I could love you much better than this
Full of grace
Full of grace
My love
So it's better this way, I said
Having seen this place before
Where everything we said and did
Hurts us all the more
Its just that we stayed, too long
In the same old sickly skin
I'm pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
Oh darkness I feel like letting go
If all of the strength
And all of the courage
Come and lift me from this place
I know I could love you much better than this
Full of grace
Full of grace
My love

Chapter Eight: Fallen Angel

I remember a long time ago when there wasn't any scars, when there wasn't any sadness. I remember a day that seems years ago where I had friends and family that cared, and I remember a day where I was not alone.

Sometimes its hard to think of a time where I was happy, and most of the time I just wish I could take away all of the pain but it seems as if Death wont allow me to fallow him into a deeper, more pleasant Darkness. I don't know why I'm here and I don't know why I have to suffer so much. Have I died and gone to hell? Perhaps that was it. Perhaps this was hell and it just felt like I was alive. Yes that's it.

I have died and been thrust into an eternal hell where I will suffer forever, because I was the one who killed my mother. My mother died giving birth to me, and I never did anything to repay her, so this is my punishment. I live in hell because I killed my own mother.

I guess when I think about it, that it makes sense- all those people who have died because of me, I think that…I think it has to be that, because then I can't think of any other reason, and I'm not quite sure why I'm even bothering to think about it know. There's no getting out, there's no way to get rid of this constant pain in my aching heart. I can't even end my own god damn life so why do I keep fighting?

My eyes open to the sound of footsteps and I find that I am not in my old room with the chains. Instead I am on a nice soft queen sized bed. Red silk blankets cover me as I look around. The pillows are soft like feathers. I feel cleaner than I was before. I blink several times to keep the tears from falling and when I can see clearly I see that I was not alone.

At the end of the bed stood my master, and by his side was someone I did not know. The person besides my master was wearing all white. He was speaking in a hushed tone and he had a needle in his hand. I watch him carefully, unable to move. Master was whispering words I did not know. He was like a normal human right now and it shocked me because I had never seen master this way..

I could feel bandages around my wrist where I cut myself, he must have gotten one of his men to treat me and that was probably why I didn't die.

The man with the needle comes closer to me and I want to pull away but I am not able to move. He does something with the needle and I can not see it anymore and then I feel something sharp digging into my skin but as sudden as it was there it was gone. I wince in pain and I wonder what is going to happen to me. My eyes water and I can feel my self fall back into a shadowy darkness. Was I ever going to wake up to the light?

A/N: I know the chapters to this story are very short, but this way it is easier for me to update faster and keep you guys instested. Sometimes when I let my self go and write so much people tend to get bored of the story fast so I tend to keep my story chapters short. So sorry to disappoint you but I wont be making them that much longer, it is not even close to done though. Many chapters a head so don't worry, plus theres going to be a sequal after this story is finished!