Okay so before everyone gangs up on me with tar and feathers, I'm really sorry! I know it's been FOREVER since I've last updated. I'm going to try to explain a little bit and then I'll tell you what's gonna happen now!

See, when I wrote the last chapter I didn't really edit it or wait for a couple days before posting it like I usually do. And once it was up I realized I didn't really like it. It was just a bit too out-of-character for some of the characters. So then I started trying to fix that chapter, but I soon realized I really didn't have a plan for the future of this story. It started out as a one-shot, and then has been just kinda building on from there. But when I think about the way the relationship with Jordan and Angela would have really turned out (if they had stayed together), it's totally different from what I was writing. Not so much what I had already written, but what I inevitably would have done had I kept going without a plan. So then I went back to chapter 1 and let me tell you something that I only just found out, I HATE REVISING! It's a miserable, long process. I've also been reading lots of MSCL stories that are written in script form, so my attention wandered and I started revising it all and changing it to script… haha And then I decided on 3rd person instead of 1st!

Sorry, I know this is all kinda random and the majority of you all probably don't care. I just wanted you to know that I haven't totally given up on this story. In fact I've finally got a plan for the remainder of this story. Maybe not quite as dramatic (though trust me there'll still be drama) but a lot more believable. So here's my question: Is it okay if I simply tell you what I'd like to change about the first chapter and the last chapter and then just keep writing from here? Eventually I'll go back and rewrite them properly, but you never know how long that's gonna take. And if I switched to 3rd person/script? Just give me feedback! I would definitely like to continue the story, I'm simply not sure how to approach it.

Ookay and since this was a very long, very boring explanation without a chapter, I have a present for all you JORDAN CATALANO fans! Not only have I been working on this story, I also made a video about him. In my mind, it's the last piece of the puzzle.  I love it because it shows him the way I want him to be, and the way he's trying to be. For Brian fans, this video is my baby, so please, if you watch it and hate it, respect the time and energy I have put into this and DON'T TELL ME. I'm not gonna love it less, but it will be kind of a drain on my excitement. One day I might get around to making an Angela or Brian video (note: not Angela and Brian video, simply Angela. Or. Brian.), so wait your turn.

For those of you who have myspace, you may have already seen it. Please comment!

okkkaaaay, it won't let me put the site in here. Go to my profile and I'll put the link up!