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Yeah! I'm back! Finally..still feeling hurt mentally, emotionally and spiritually but at least the physical pain is gone!!!!
Well another chapter from Bryan the philosopher!!! LoL ( I know your happy Sarcasmcat!!!! ^_^)
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There's a club, if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die
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"I hope your happy now! You've just managed to ruin what was left."
'Those words! What did he mean? What could I have possibly ruined? Urgh.even in my dreams those words can be heard.'
Bryan rolled over in his sleep, tormented by what Rei had said. He had been thinking about them nonstop. They kept running through his head like a broken record. Things were starting to get frustrating to Bryan. He growled slightly in his dream. No matter what time of the day he was always the same.
The words in Bryan's mind started to sound louder. Before, all Bryan could see was black. He was in a black void. Soon that black void starting to disperse and a building appeared. It was an ancient coliseum style circle. Bryan was stood in the middle of it, people standing all around him and walking about, passing him, not noticing him. Bryan stood where he was not knowing what to do. He was perplexed at this. Everything seemed so real but what could you expect in a dream.
Bryan looked around at the people. A flash of black seemed to appear the corner of his eye. He whipped his head to see what it was. It was familiar. As soon as he turned his head it moved. His eyes darted following it always a second too late.
Bryan growled. He didn't like playing these kind of games. He turned around and started to push his way through the crowd who still seemed to take no notice of him. Again he noticed something black out to his right.
He turned and saw a figure who had long black hair unbound; wearing a white dress robe with a long blood red sash tied around their waist, a black cloth that seemed to be tucked into the sash and flow angelically up around their shoulder and down covering the right arm. Intrigued to this familiar yet strange creature Bryan admitted to his curiosity and followed it. The creature seemed to lead Bryan away from the so-called temple and out around to a field.
Over the field they crossed till Bryan lost sight of it. Searching around he heard the sound of what probably was water. Trying to find the source, Bryan strained his hearing searching for it. Slowly walking to the north he noticed the sound becoming louder but a new sound added to that. A voice fell upon the air. At first it was almost a whisper but it became louder.
' What are you trying to find? What is it you search for?'
Bryan started picking up his pace. He cleared the field and was met with a totally different atmosphere. He looked behind him and the field had disappeared, being replaced with a forest. He turned around and noticed that the figure he was following sitting down on a boulder starring out at the river that flowed. Bryan slowly walked up and stood behind the figure. Not being one to be afraid he called out to the angel-like person.
"Who are you?" Silence followed. Not being answered was something Bryan found annoying. He reached out and grabbed his shoulder and turned the person around shocked yet not surprised at who it was.
Sitting there was Rei. Bryan was stunned for moment. Rei looked so angelic. Beautiful. No other word fitting. Shaking his head erasing those thoughts curiosity ran through his veins.
'Rei what are you doing here?" Bryan asked. The Rei-like figure just smirked and told Bryan. "I am not Rei. I am only what you wish to see?" Confused at this Bryan asked, " Why would I want to see y..Rei?"
Rei's smirk only increased. " To ask him something. Because you are searching for something only he knows." Those words were spoken with a tint of humor upon them. Bryan just seemed to get more confused and frustrated at these riddles. He had always found riddles easy yet so time wasting.
"Why do you gone on like this? You hide everything from what you are searching for. Helping hands, friendship, love. Are you so blind to these? Do you not notice that these can only solve your problems? You can't do these on your own. It is impossible for one to go out into the world and try to figure out life's problems by themselves." Rei stated. Bryan just stared at him wondering about what he was talking about and why was there so much wisdom in him. He then remembered that this 'thing' is not Rei.
"Why are you telling me this? I don't care about what you think is solution. It is my problem I can and will deal with it myself." Bryan stated, staying his ground. The Rei look alike smiled and stood up. He then took a step so that he was right in front of Bryan. Looking up and smiling he said, " This is not your problem only. It is his as well." If that didn't shocked Bryan, the lips that he felt against his did. Even though it was a quick and feather like touch it still managed to glue Bryan to the spot. Never had Bryan ever experienced something of the ecstasy. Coming out of his momentarily shock Bryan went to look at Rei only to find him gone. He searched around looking for some sign of that creature. Sighing he growled and sat down on the boulder. He closed his eyes trying to get rid of what he had just experienced. He wasn't digusted or repulsed by it. It was actually kind of welcoming. Shaking his head he was all of a sudden consumed into darkness.
Jolting up Bryan woke up from that dream. He was breathing hard trying to calm himself down. Once he became normal and familiar with his surrounding he fell back down starring at the ceiling. He had never believed in following in dreams, so why should he this time. It could just be another insanity rant within his mind.
'A dream is a little hidden door the innermost and most secret recesses of the soul, opening into that cosmic night which was psyche long before there was any ego-consciousness..It is from these all-uniting depths that the dream arises, be it never so childish, grotesque, and immoral. So flowerlike is it in its candor and veracity that is makes us blush for the deceitfulness of our lives.'
More psychological crap that those so called doctors dream up. Pathetic, worthless it had no use in this world. Dreams were nothing and that was final. Bryan came to that conclusion yet something still nagged in the back of his mind.
Was he wrong in his decision? Did he really need help?
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There's another chapter complete!
It may seem a bit weird, but it's a dream.what do you expect?
LoL.
Note: That quote A dream.. Is taken from Carl Jung, "The Meaning of Pyschology for Modern Man." No I didn't read it, I found it in a dream book a I have.
Please Review!
Devlinn Reiko
Yeah! I'm back! Finally..still feeling hurt mentally, emotionally and spiritually but at least the physical pain is gone!!!!
Well another chapter from Bryan the philosopher!!! LoL ( I know your happy Sarcasmcat!!!! ^_^)
******************************************
There's a club, if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die
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"I hope your happy now! You've just managed to ruin what was left."
'Those words! What did he mean? What could I have possibly ruined? Urgh.even in my dreams those words can be heard.'
Bryan rolled over in his sleep, tormented by what Rei had said. He had been thinking about them nonstop. They kept running through his head like a broken record. Things were starting to get frustrating to Bryan. He growled slightly in his dream. No matter what time of the day he was always the same.
The words in Bryan's mind started to sound louder. Before, all Bryan could see was black. He was in a black void. Soon that black void starting to disperse and a building appeared. It was an ancient coliseum style circle. Bryan was stood in the middle of it, people standing all around him and walking about, passing him, not noticing him. Bryan stood where he was not knowing what to do. He was perplexed at this. Everything seemed so real but what could you expect in a dream.
Bryan looked around at the people. A flash of black seemed to appear the corner of his eye. He whipped his head to see what it was. It was familiar. As soon as he turned his head it moved. His eyes darted following it always a second too late.
Bryan growled. He didn't like playing these kind of games. He turned around and started to push his way through the crowd who still seemed to take no notice of him. Again he noticed something black out to his right.
He turned and saw a figure who had long black hair unbound; wearing a white dress robe with a long blood red sash tied around their waist, a black cloth that seemed to be tucked into the sash and flow angelically up around their shoulder and down covering the right arm. Intrigued to this familiar yet strange creature Bryan admitted to his curiosity and followed it. The creature seemed to lead Bryan away from the so-called temple and out around to a field.
Over the field they crossed till Bryan lost sight of it. Searching around he heard the sound of what probably was water. Trying to find the source, Bryan strained his hearing searching for it. Slowly walking to the north he noticed the sound becoming louder but a new sound added to that. A voice fell upon the air. At first it was almost a whisper but it became louder.
' What are you trying to find? What is it you search for?'
Bryan started picking up his pace. He cleared the field and was met with a totally different atmosphere. He looked behind him and the field had disappeared, being replaced with a forest. He turned around and noticed that the figure he was following sitting down on a boulder starring out at the river that flowed. Bryan slowly walked up and stood behind the figure. Not being one to be afraid he called out to the angel-like person.
"Who are you?" Silence followed. Not being answered was something Bryan found annoying. He reached out and grabbed his shoulder and turned the person around shocked yet not surprised at who it was.
Sitting there was Rei. Bryan was stunned for moment. Rei looked so angelic. Beautiful. No other word fitting. Shaking his head erasing those thoughts curiosity ran through his veins.
'Rei what are you doing here?" Bryan asked. The Rei-like figure just smirked and told Bryan. "I am not Rei. I am only what you wish to see?" Confused at this Bryan asked, " Why would I want to see y..Rei?"
Rei's smirk only increased. " To ask him something. Because you are searching for something only he knows." Those words were spoken with a tint of humor upon them. Bryan just seemed to get more confused and frustrated at these riddles. He had always found riddles easy yet so time wasting.
"Why do you gone on like this? You hide everything from what you are searching for. Helping hands, friendship, love. Are you so blind to these? Do you not notice that these can only solve your problems? You can't do these on your own. It is impossible for one to go out into the world and try to figure out life's problems by themselves." Rei stated. Bryan just stared at him wondering about what he was talking about and why was there so much wisdom in him. He then remembered that this 'thing' is not Rei.
"Why are you telling me this? I don't care about what you think is solution. It is my problem I can and will deal with it myself." Bryan stated, staying his ground. The Rei look alike smiled and stood up. He then took a step so that he was right in front of Bryan. Looking up and smiling he said, " This is not your problem only. It is his as well." If that didn't shocked Bryan, the lips that he felt against his did. Even though it was a quick and feather like touch it still managed to glue Bryan to the spot. Never had Bryan ever experienced something of the ecstasy. Coming out of his momentarily shock Bryan went to look at Rei only to find him gone. He searched around looking for some sign of that creature. Sighing he growled and sat down on the boulder. He closed his eyes trying to get rid of what he had just experienced. He wasn't digusted or repulsed by it. It was actually kind of welcoming. Shaking his head he was all of a sudden consumed into darkness.
Jolting up Bryan woke up from that dream. He was breathing hard trying to calm himself down. Once he became normal and familiar with his surrounding he fell back down starring at the ceiling. He had never believed in following in dreams, so why should he this time. It could just be another insanity rant within his mind.
'A dream is a little hidden door the innermost and most secret recesses of the soul, opening into that cosmic night which was psyche long before there was any ego-consciousness..It is from these all-uniting depths that the dream arises, be it never so childish, grotesque, and immoral. So flowerlike is it in its candor and veracity that is makes us blush for the deceitfulness of our lives.'
More psychological crap that those so called doctors dream up. Pathetic, worthless it had no use in this world. Dreams were nothing and that was final. Bryan came to that conclusion yet something still nagged in the back of his mind.
Was he wrong in his decision? Did he really need help?
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There's another chapter complete!
It may seem a bit weird, but it's a dream.what do you expect?
LoL.
Note: That quote A dream.. Is taken from Carl Jung, "The Meaning of Pyschology for Modern Man." No I didn't read it, I found it in a dream book a I have.
Please Review!
Devlinn Reiko
