Memory
By: DracoPotterMalfoy-JackEnnisDelMar
Rating: R
Pairing: Jack/Ennis
Genre: Angst/Romance
Warning: This story will contain slash (ie. male/male relationships) and some mild- heavy sex scenes.
A/N: Holy Shit, I had no idea in my wildest dreams that I was going to get that many reviews from my readers. I really want to thank you all for reviewing, and I have a word for those who have reviewed down at the bottom. Well I hope that you enjoy this chapter as much as the last. I'm sorry that it took longer than I had hoped, but this really took a lot out of me, especially when I had to bring up past emotions and experiences. Well I hope that I managed to capture you in this chapter. So ENJOY.
"I Will Remember You"
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one
I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard
But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light
And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
and I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories
For a week straight all Jack did was stay by Ennis's side except for when he used the bathroom and showered, and for that very long week which passed like grains of sand that fell in the hourglass for the dark haired man, there was no improvement in the blond mans condition. Jack had Dr. Coss come back and check Ennis out, and all he could say was that, "you need to give him time." Andrew had also asked Jack if he wanted to move Ennis to a hospital where he could be taken care of by the nurses but both Jack and Junior had denied the suggestion. So on the second day, Andrew showed back up at the house with an I.V. machine; in which they hooked Ennis up so that his body would not dehydrate. So now Jack sat there in his cushioned chair with a blanket wrapped around his body (in which he thought would only warm up when Ennis was holding him yet again) and a book in his hand called The Notebook. With blood shot eyes in which tears were easily forming from the strain, the words of the book were blending together and becoming steadily harder to read. 'Damn It," Jack thought to himself as he yet again rubbed his eyes to remove the sleep. When he brought his hand down from his face he watched at the bedroom door slowly opened and watched Junior walk in.
"What's a keeping ya up this late darlin'," Jack asked the young woman as she glided toward bed.
"Couldn't sleep," She quietly replied.
He nodded her and looked down back at his book. He tried yet again to start reading it, but his damn eyes hurt to bad for him to even concentrate on the little words. He knew it was a wonderful book to read, but he just couldn't read it
"Do ya think he's ever gonna wake up," Junior asked looking down at her fathers slumbering form and moving the hair from his closed eyes.
"I sure do hope so."
After about thirty minutes Junior leaned over and kissed her fathers cheek. She stood up and headed toward the door of the room. But before she was able to walk out, she and Jack both heard a grumbling noise coming from the bed. Jack suddenly shot from his chair and was at the bedside and Junior was over as quick as lighting. Jack and Junior both took one of Ennis's hands into their own.
"Ennis, come on cowboy, wake up," Jack whispered hope filling in his eyes.
"Daddy, come one daddy, please come back to us," Junior asked eyes beginning to water over.
Feeling a slight twitch in the hand Jack was holding, the dark haired man brought Ennis's hand to his mouth and gently kissed it. "Come on cowboy, I know you there. Just please come back to me, Ennis."
Slight squeezes were coming from both of the blond's hands. Soft movements form under the eye lids attracted both Jack's and Junior's attention. Slowly, Ennis's eye lids began to part, green orbs which had a glazed look slowly brought the room into focus. The blond man saw two people leaning over him and talking to him. He saw a beautiful young woman and a handsome dark haired man holding each of his hands. After taking a good look at the two people, he had no idea who they were. Deep down something inside of him screamed at him and told him that he knew the two people, but he just couldn't for the life of him remember. Taking in a hard swallow in which Junior noticed, the young woman handed her father a glass of water. Ennis took a drink and set it back down on the bedside table, looking back over to the two people who occupied the room with him; he wanted to ask them a question, and only one question, because it was eating down at his soul in having to find out who these two people were.
So once the blond man thought that he would be able to speak clearly, he asked his one question, he couldn't imagine the throbbing pain of the heart he was about to cause the two people that loved him so dearly. "Who are you," the blond man asked.
Time and feeling all around Jack seemed to stop. He could feel his heart slowly beating in chest and a dull ache seeped from it and worked its way through it, Jack felt his entire world shatter around him after the love of his life spoke those three words. Tears of pain streamed down the man's face as he looked deep into the emerald depths and saw nothing of the man before.
Hurt spread like a numbing pain through the young woman after she heard her father announce that he didn't remember her. She tried her hardest to keep the dam of tears closed, but she was unable to do so. Clutching her fathers hand in her own she looked down at the man and did not know how she could help him.
Ennis just laid there and stared at the two people who looked so hurt. He had no idea why they were crying when all he did was ask a simple question. 'How a simple question like that could hurt them so bad,' he thought.
"I'm sorry if I hurt ya, I didn't mean ta, its jus I don't really remember nothin," Ennis stated.
"Do ya even remember ya name?" Jack asked.
"Well, I'm gussin it's Ennis since that is what you called me," The blond stated.
Jack nodded his head, "Yea it is."
"Daddy, you don't remember anything?" Junior asked.
"I'm sorry, but I really can't. It feels like there is a wall blocking things out."
"Well, lets all get some sleep. We can finish talking about everything in the mourning." Jack stated feeling even more drained.
"Ok," Ennis replied.
Junior nodded and left the room followed closely by Jack. Once they were out of the room, Jack quietly closed the door.
"What are we gonna do Jack?" Junior whispered tears now flowing freely.
"We have to bring him back," Jack replied holing back the flood of emotions that were threatening to flow out.
"How?"
"I don't know."
Watching the young woman's shoulders slump even lower, broke his heart even more. He watched her walk into her room and closed the door behind her. Now that he was finally alone, he slowly slid to the floor. Jack brought his legs up to he chest and wrapped his arms around them and began to cry out his soul; he cried because he had no idea how he was supposed to help the man that completed him body and soul.
A/N: Well I hope that you all enjoyed this chapter. Sorry that it wasn't very long but I'm going for more of the context in the story instead of the length. Also, I hope that you guys don't mind the songs/poems that I use, if you don't like them I could put less of them, but I add them because they are what kinda help me get the story done and I like you all to know that. Well Like always; please review and tell me all what you think.
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