My Dear.
My love,
Shepard
Fuck
I can't say the words. I can never say them.
How long has it been? Five, ten, fifteen?
The day you saved the Galaxy, was the day we said goodbye.
God how much I miss you.
The only woman I ever truly loved.
Remember when we said we'll meet at the bar?
I already bought the bottle. Cost me a year's credits, but already picturing your face when you see it.
Sigh.
The dance we did at the Citadel, I never forgot about it. James' face, ha! Like I ever let you go in his sleazy arms. God how you looked in that dress.
You were the first human woman I have ever been with.
You know what's funny? I got love letters from other women. I dated Asari, turians, even had a one night stand with a hanar. (Don't ask.) But humans. How they approach relationships.
Her name was Daisy. It only lasted a few months, she was asking about a gun she wanted to buy for her cousin. He was a officer at C-Sec. She reminded me of you. Not her looks, but her personality. She died of cancer after a year. But that one year I laughed. The first laugh I ever had since I lost you.
Daisy told me that it was okay to smile, she said that what humans did. She had a wicked sense of humor like you.
Unfortunately she was only here for awhile, but she reminded me it was okay to smile. I miss her, just as much as I miss you.
Shepard, someday we'll see each other again. Maybe, you, me and Ashley can all have a drink together.
I have to get back to work, it's not the Normandy, but it is just as exciting. Both Joker and Edi are traveling with me. It's nothing special, we're just deliver supplies. But don't laugh at the name, we named our ship Archangel.
Until again,
Garrus.
P.S I love you.
