Disclaimer- Still dont own a thing! I swear.

A/N: Sorry it took me so long. I will still be doing this story and I just made another one which I know think was a really stupid idea but then again my mom does tell me that she is going to collect a check for me. But anyway hope you like it. Feed back is always appricated!

Chapter 11: Hope you like it! May not be suitable for kids under 13 I dont really know. I'm guessing some people may say older but I wouldnt so dont sue me if it's not even suitable for 13 even thoughyou would think 13 year olds would know by know but whatever I know that there are some that dont.

Information you should know:Carly and Sonny are together and she never went crazy.He still has all of his chaps

The phone was silence. He was thinking. He thought he did and was pretty sure he did but a few things came across his mind. He wasnt fully sure even though he thought he knew. He didnt know how his brother or anybody else including Courtney would take it. He never felt this way before except with one person and that was his ex-wife but the feeling was only in the begining of their relationship. By the time they called it quits and she left he knew he wasnt in love with her anymore and that she wasnt in love with him and that they were only hurting Nathan by staying together.

"Nikolas?" Lucky asked making sure his brother was still there.

"Yeah. Sorry. What did you say?" He knew what his brother had said he was just hoping he would have just dropped it.Too bad that wasnt the case."I asked do you love her?" he repeated hisself. "I dont know." he responded what else was he suppose to say. "Is it that you dontknowor you just dont want to tell me because of what I might say?" He knew which one it was he just didnt want to pressure his brother into telling him. "Sort of both. I honestly dont know." he regretted calling his brother now. "Well when you find out you should let me know or did you forget that this is the kind of things that brothers talk about?" "No I didnt and I will tell you as soon as I know for sure." He looked up and saw Courtney coming down the steps. "Listen I'll call you later." he said praising god she finally came so he could get off the phone. "Oh I see I bet Courtney is now there. Well this conversation is not over call me later." he said "Yes she is and I will. Bye." "Bye." Lucky said as they hung the phone up.

"Is Nathan asleep?" he asked as she made her way to the chair he was in "Yes. He fell asleep pretty soon too. It didnt take that long." "Wow. He must really like you alot he usually dont go down, atleast not easily, for anybody except me not even Elizabeth." he told her as she sat beside him. "What can I say I have the magic touch." she said teasing him. "So who was that?" she asked being nosy. "Do you really have to know?" he asked messing with her. "Fine dont tell me then." she said doing the same back to him by pretending to be mad. "Okay okay dont get mad at me. It was only Lucky. I told him I had to go because I wanted to spend more time with you by ourselves before Nathan wakes up." "Oh I see and what would you like to do then?" she asked. "I dont know it was only an idea. We could watch a movie or something." "Um I really dont want to watch a movie." she couldnt believe he suggested a movie. It was an akward silence now and it was for a while until her phone rang.

"Hello." she said. "Hey. Nothing much just hanging out with Nikolas and Nathan." Nikolas was curious to who she was talking too. "Um sure I can see. I'll be there promise." and she hung up. "Who was that." Nikolas asked as she made her way back to the chair sitting next to him in it.."Do you really have to know?" she said making fun of his question earlier. "Fine don't tell me then." He said mocking her words from their previous conversation. "It was my brother. He wants to meet you. He knows who you are but he wants to meet the guy who's dating his little sister. As a person and actually get to know you not know of you." "Oh I see and when are we going?" "I said tonight because you didnt seem to have anything important planned since you were going to spend the evening with me." she said back " I guess you dont know how important that is to me then." "No I dont but I take its pretty important?" "You got it." he responded. "It's pretty important to me too." she said back to hum as he played with her hair and kissed her on the forehead as she laid her head on his chest.

"So who's all going to be there?" he asked her "Um I'm taking Sonny,Carly all the kids, my dad and I dont know I guess we'll find out when we get there." "Oh thats nice." he responded "What?" "I dont know" he said micking her words. She looked up at him "Well I dont I'm not lying to you. And you do know that you always repeat me or mock me in every conversation we have right or am I just hearing things?" she said "I hate to tell you this but your hearing things and forgetting things too." "What? What am I forgetting." she said thinking he was serious. "You are forgetting that we have only about an hour and half to ourselfs before Nathan gets up and we have to leave." she looked at him "and yes I know I was mocking you. I was trying to make you smile." She now had a big smile on her face.

She moved positions. She was sitting beside him on the chair and now moved her body onto his lap.She had now made the first move and was waiting for him to make the next one. He just looked at her. He wrapped his arms around her waist and just looked into her blue eyes.

He leaned in to kiss her. He liked the feel of her soft lips against his. She pulled away and just looked at him. She wrapped her arms around his neck as a sign that she was ready to move somehwere else. "Are you sure you want to do this?" he whisper to her. "Yeah " she whispered back and was now smiling like always."Okay." he whispered back as he pulled hisself up from the chair as she was still attached. He made his way upstairs without falling. He occasionally bumped into something here or there but no harm done. It just made her laugh. Once inside his bedroom he laid her on the bed. He started kissing her again.

He thought to himself "Let's try this again." It has only been tried one other time and Nathan interupted that one. He started pulling the shirt over her head as he was right on top of her at this point. She unbuttoned his shirt and pulled it off of him. He was now placing a trail of kisses down her body as it sent chills down her spine. He unbuttoned and pulled off her jeans as he continued his trail down her legs. As he made his way back up she pulled him closer to her so she could get his pants. She had a little trouble with the buttoned but it finally got done.They had to keep it down because they wanted to get through this time and not wake Nathan up considering his room was right next door and the walls arent sound proof. He kept his hand place over her mouth unless they were kissing so they wouldnt make to much sound. They made love for the first time.It felt so good considering neither one of them has been laid in a while but even better because they had takin their relationship to the next level.

"Wow."she said as she just laid there in his arms thinking about all the very recent events."Yeah I didnt want to brag but hey you said it." "Shut up" she said back to him as she tried not to laugh. They just laid there just talking about everyday life and what they want for the future.

"Do you ever want any kids." Nikolas asked her looking at her beautiful blonde hair as it laid on her back and part of his chest. When he asked the question she shifted so where they were looking at each other. "Yeah. Someday. But I want to get married first that way I know the guy wants to marry me for me and not because I'm having his kid. I want it to be for love and nothing else. Not obligation or whats right or anything but other than love." he loved her answer. "Do you ever want anymore children?" she asked Nikolas. He just looked at her and responded "Depends." she was now confused. "On what exactly?" "It depends on if I find the right person and somebody who would take Nathan like their own. I'm not saying to replace his mother because that would be wrong. But somebody to be like a mother figure to him. I'm not sure exactly if I'm saying this right but " she cut him off "I get what your saying. Do you think you would ever find somebody like that?" she asked him. He smiled knowing exactly how to respond to that. "I think I already have. I love you Courtney."