Hey folks, Chapter 5 is up. Sorry it's so short, but I'm almost done typing up chapter 6 so keep a look out for it. This chapter has some angst, some apologizing and some makeup sex, so enjoy. I would like to once again thank my loverly reviewers sparkley-tangerine, Luciver, and Markanovanlink.

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing or the characters in any way.

Thoughts are in /…/


Trowa's POV

/I can't believe I did that, I mean… I didn't mean to do that. I just don't know what happened….I guess Quatre was right I am jealous, but I shouldn't be. Well I should because he's my boyfriend, but I shouldn't because I don't love…. him…anymore. But maybe that's the problem. Maybe I still do love him and seeing Wufei there with him made me realize the feelings I still have for him…No! I love Sherry. I know it. It's just its hard for me to let go of Quatre. We have been through so much together and I don't want to lose him. Quatre's great. He's sweet, kind, compassionate, yet has more inner strength than Duo, Heero, and I combined. Not to mention the fact that he's great in bed. Yet I've done something I said I would never do….hurt Quatre. I didn't mean to but I guess it's to late for that….I really need to go apologize and hopes he forgives me. /

Quatre's POV

/ I can't believe that jackass. He was so rude to Wufei and then had the nerve to accuse Wufei of flirting with me. Arghhh! Makes me so damn mad. I mean I'll be flattered if Wufei thought of me that way….and he is attractive so I guess I could be tempted…but I'm not…at least I think I'm not. No! I'm almost sure I'm not tempted because I love Trowa. At least I think I still love Trowa….I don't know what to think anymore... My heart is giving me mixed feeling. But I know Wufei is a good friend and it hurts me that Trowa doesn't trust me enough to not cheat. /

Quatre sighed and looked out the window it was getting late, but he didn't want to go home because he knew Trowa was going to be there. He was going to go back to his work, but his intercom caught his attention.

"Mr. Winner, Mr. Barton is here to see you." /Damn I still can't get away from him. /

"Send him in Maria, thank you."

The door opened and Trowa walked into the room and closed the door behind him. He saw Quatre sitting in his work chair facing away from him towards the window.

"Quatre we need to talk."

"About Wufei flirting with me or about you not having any trust in me?" Quatre spat.

Trowa sighed and walked towards the desk. "I know you're mad at me and I deserve it. I acted like a total jackass today and I'm sorry… I'm really, truly, sorry. I didn't mean to make it seem like this is your fault, it's just that I love you Quatre and seeing you near Wufei made a little jealous."

"Oh so me being around hundreds of politicians a month doesn't make you cautious."

"I know that's just work, nothing more, but Wufei….he's not just a friend but an ex-pilot who you worked closely with."

"You worked with him too Trowa."

Trowa walked around the desk and stood in front of Quatre. Quatre still wouldn't make eye contact or speak so Trowa kneeled in front of Quatre and lightly grabbed his hand. He lifted it up to his lips and kissed it.

"I'm so sorry Quatre. I won't act like that again. Please just please forgive me. I can't stand it when you're mad at me."

Quatre lifted his head and Trowa saw unshed tears in his eyes. "You really hurt me today Trowa. You made it seem like I'm unfaithful and don't care about your feelings."

"I know Quatre and I swear I'll never do it again. Please, please let me make it up to you." Trowa cupped Quatre's left cheek and kissed him lightly. "Please, forgive me Quatre. I sincerely apologize….I love you." Trowa finished by looking in Quatre's eyes expectantly.

"….I love you too Trowa."

Trowa hugged Quatre tightly. "Let me take you home."

"Wait! Promise me something first."

"Anything for you Quatre."

"Apologize to Wufei for acting like that today."

"….."

"Trowa"

"Alright I will. I promise." Trowa gave Quatre another light kiss, smiled, and led him out of the office.


-Later that night-

Quatre looked at the clock and sighed. It was nearly three in the morning. He looked behind him and saw Trowa still asleep from their earlier lovemaking. Quatre slipped out from Trowa's embrace and slid on his house slippers, grabbed his robe, tied it around his waist and walked downstairs towards the kitchen. He quickly made himself a cup of green tea and sat at the kitchen table. He stared into the cup and sighed.

/I told myself I wouldn't let him off easy and that's exactly what I did. /

He looked up at the clock and then back down into his tea.

/Now I don't know if it's because I love him….or if it's because I don't want to be lonely. / Quatre shook his head to clear his thoughts and focused on his cup of tea once again.

Trowa opened his eyes and noticed Quatre was gone. He sat up and heard water running.

/He's probably just making some tea. /

Trowa lied back down, put his arm over his face, and took a deep breath.

/I still didn't tell him what I really wanted to say, but I just couldn't. He was so heartbroken. I just couldn't add more pain to that…That's it I need to settle everything tomorrow. /

Quatre walked back into the room and took off his robe and shoes. Trowa looked up as Quatre sat back down on the bed.

"Are you alright?" he questioned.

Quatre smiled. "Yeah just had a craving for tea." Quatre crawled back under the covers and snuggled up against Trowa.

Trowa wrapped his arms around Quatre and kissed his forehead. "Get some rest okay."

"I will. Goodnight Trowa."

"Goodnight."


Well that's it for chapter 5. What do ya think? Trowa's got some explaining to do

Oh yeah but the next chapter should be good because Trowa demands a meeting with Wufei. DUM DUM DUM. So let's see if they can settle this like grown men.

Sparkley-tangerine-Sorry it took so long, but I'm glad you like it so far and I will have the next chapter out hopefully no later than the end of next week. glad you liked pissed of Quatre. I just think one person can only take so much before they say what they really feel, especially around issues of the heart.

Luciver-Well here's more for ya. I hope you liked it. Next chapter will be more exciting than this so stay tuned.

Markanovanlink- I'm glad you like this. I really try to put down something good for others to read, but it usually doesn't come out that well so I'm glad some people are enjoying it.

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