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-WARNING- The majority of this chapter isn't a full-on sex scene, but it becomes incredibly spicy and pretty hands-on. Pun intended. Due to the sheer length of this chapter, I'll be back with a new upload on Monday :) Enjoy, and Happy New Year!
*Chapter 136*
After about an hour of melting into a unit of love an acceptance, Gideon sagged his shoulders in smiling relief and glossed his eyes about the group. A pang of bittersweet delight enveloped him, although he was having a wonderful time, his heart was hit with a sting of grief upon understanding that this wouldn't be a new normal. The majority of the people in this group would be gone early tomorrow morning, and though Gideon was aware they'd eventually be back, he also knew that they often came and went upon different tour dates that spanned across their year. He bit his lip and dared to contemplate even joining the band on their tours, just so he could have a solid group of friends to hang out with, though as he peeled his eyes open in a gentle kiss of a reminder, his golden eyes sourced the sun he orbited, Kepa's peaceful, divine energy glowed, she was his beacon home. He smirked and sneakily admired her figure, he dared to fall into her own witchy ways and did whatever he could to send a wave of his own coded energy her way, and much to his whole surprise, her cute ears twitched, her long, lovely tail lifted upwards in a dainty, flirty swat, as if she had caught the proverbial paper airplane Gideon had sent her way.
Deep in conversation with Koko, Berri and Throttle across the span of comfortable couches and seating area of the common room that the group had eventually moved to, she dared to toss her gorgeous orange cat eyes across the way and sharply caught with Gideon's gaze. She raised her eyebrows and although she had so briefly caught eyes with Gideon in the swing, she yanked her eyes away from his and pressed on in the middle of her sentence to Berri. She gestured her hands, covered her secretive knowing with skill, though the image of Gideon's haunting gaze, across the way, burned into the back of her brain. She flattened her ears in a sag as she tried to steady herself, she wondered just what kind of darker, sticky, honey-sweet energy he was lofting her way and why. Patiently, she continued her conversation with Koko, Berri and Throttle and did what she could to find an off-ramp without flooring it, of the hour or so she had been here mingling with new souls that radiated Gideon's likeness, that loved on her like family and filled her cup, she itched to wonder now just what new energy Gideon was suddenly offering her. Pushing about ten minutes, Kepa finally found an out and, so not to seem too suspicious, she crossed the gap of comfortable conversing and moseyed over to Gideon's positioning.
"Alright, dude, I hear you, for User's sake," Kepa muttered cutely as she approached Gideon, she crossed her arms and watched as he adjusted the way he was sitting at the bar stool he was on. He was lightly slouched against the higher counter behind him, and though he was previously chatting with Nox and Wren, the two other boys had moved on and had begun to bicker just across the span of the cooking area. Kepa stood a few feet from Gideon and patiently eyed him, "You've been practicing."
"I learn from the best," Gideon's deep voice eased, he radiated warmth and happiness, a whole feeling of sunny love Kepa only really caught whenever the two were entirely alone, though this beacon of a blinding light he was giving off, in a massive group of his own family no-less, Kepa side-eyed Gideon and now felt as if she could definitely get used to this new brand of confidence he radiated. Although picking up on rather cocky vibes, Gideon was a master at bringing it all back around and donning a look of whole humility, his innocent golden eyes hooked to hers in a loving narrow of curious emphasis, "You enjoying yourself?"
"I am, I'm really glad you invited me," Kepa tossed her eyes across the group, crossed her arms and snuck in a few steps closer to Gideon, "Bailey is hilarious. I could hang out with her all day, she's a riot."
"She's cool, huh," Gideon tenderly agreed, and as Kepa's eyes were glued across the lazy group of murmuring, happy, separate groups of conversing, he tenderly lurched to a straighter sit and so delicately brought his bigger right hand and arm about the small of Kepa's back. With a crawl of his fingers in a tender grip of snugging her closer to his figure, she flinched in fur-raising surprise as his voice hovered into the gape of her beautiful ear, deep into the pink round right of the source of her hearing. He almost mouthed words into her ear, the fragile baby hairs that lined her jaw prickled as she scrunched her shoulders and allowed her orange eyes to aimlessly gaze across the way as Gideon lulled his eyes closed in gentlemanly deliverance, "I have a proposition for you."
Kepa faltered a breath and felt a plague of body chills, she froze and only gently sagged her dazed eyes into Gideon's. It was in this spill of a reversal did she wonder just who was the master of the craft, Gideon's innate ability to lure her in was something she was quickly understanding as baited innocence so sweetly cloaked with a darker, skillful understanding of devious sin she was well aware she was underestimating. She breathed a shy giggle and furrowed her brow in confusion, she only knew to stamp out Gideon's gentle advances with sarcasm in ironic hopes that said puffs of air only made the fire rage.
"I'm listening," Kepa muttered in playful annoyance as she kept her arms crossed, only eager to take Gideon's bait once she felt he had worked hard enough to fully lure her in; she wondered just how much confidence he had in the arsenal, she wondered just where this path lead, she was surprised that one single hang out with a group of loving souls was able to supply Gideon with this much golden mana.
"Look, I don't want to get into the details, but... After I left the lighthouse earlier this evening, I had a fight with my oldest sister tonight and Lash has offered me sanctuary in one of the arena's studio homes, just off of the courtyard," Gideon patiently started, his glower of golden eye contact lazily glossed the group before gently stabbing back into Kepa's eyes in a swathe of uncertain confidence, "I was fully prepared to spend the whole night sitting alone in my temporary home, here, sulking... And I was just going to barely brief you about it tomorrow afternoon, after my class."
"But instead?" Kepa wondered as she lifted her head a little and snottily peered down her adorable cat nose into Gideon's gaze in patient wait.
Gideon peered deep into Kepa's eyes for a moment of contemplation before he casted his lovely gaze across the place once more, he sighed a hot, long sigh through his nose and gingerly gripped his hand about the side and dip of Kepa's smaller waist, a grip that conveyed to her that he was succumbing to vulnerability, something he was scared to try and afford in this moment.
"I'm doing my best to... Build trust. Lash went to give my coding an alignment and discovered that there's a certain coded mark on my back that is suffering, a point that deals with trust and vulnerability," Gideon tenderly explained, his voice was dull and donned a sense of grumbly nervousness, as if this wasn't easy to talk about, "... Inviting you here went against everything in me, I'm so scared to let you in, but..."
"... This hangout went well and now you're wanting to chase this feeling," Kepa skillfully completed with a snarky little smirk, her eyes narrowed in the broaden of said smirk as Gideon bit his tongue in hard annoyance, nodded and looked off in glowering, grin-stifling defeat. Kepa giggled and followed Gideon's line of sight in a sweep across the group before she sighed and bravely rested her hand to the middle of Gideon's thigh, "Well, how I can help said chase go smoothly? What can I do to aid you?"
Gideon long-blinked in nervous delight, looked down to his lap and caught with the back of Kepa's hand. Although innocently placed, he firmly cocked an eyebrow and, with his head still tilted down, he sharply peered into Kepa's eyes through the angle of his brow.
"Stay with me tonight," Gideon stated smoothly under his breath, almost absent of whispering and just mouthed, though with the way Kepa's ears cupped to catch his words, he was well aware she could hear him clear as day.
Kepa bobbed a nonchalant nod and looked off in an effort to radiate coolness and make sure no one caught on to the two, though she huffed a silent chuckle and felt floored that Gideon was just barely cracking the door open. Even if he'd only let her slip her foot in, she wanted to beam with the idea that all of the overabundance of love she had to offer him was now due to being dumped all over Gideon's shivering, lost, desperate soul. Eager to really prove to Gideon that she could be trusted, she eased her hand off of Gideon's thigh and nonchalantly scratched the back of her head in the swing of wondering if coming across entirely aloof would cover the idea that she was now sourcing every single last ounce of knowledge and research she had been doing in preparation for this very interaction.
"So, uh... What does your temporary home look like, then?" Kepa pawed, though she jolted as Gideon suddenly choked a cute laugh and side-eyed her.
"... Well, now you're scaring me, what's the rush, there, doll?" Gideon teased, Kepa grinned and rolled her eyes; although not visible through the shorter fur on her face, her cheeks flushed with heat as her ears sagged in a show of delicate, cheeky submission.
"I just-"
"Alright, guys, I'm headed to bed, I can hardly keep my eyes open," Turbo suddenly grunted out to the room, interrupting Kepa's and Gideon's near-silent conversing, as well as the louder murmur of the main group's lazy conversations.
"Alright, grandpa, don't forget your nightly meds!" Wren chimed, everyone roused into lazy laughter as slowly, one by one, everyone began to sporadically stand and lean into sleep upward stretches.
"It was nice meeting you, Kepa!" Berri excitedly cooed with a wave, to which Kepa perked up.
"You too! You guys are awesome," Kepa cutely guffawed, everyone volleyed similar notions of warmth her way as Gideon cutely held her close.
"I'm gunna get Gideon set up downstairs, don't go to sleep until we have our code room briefing, Bo," Lash called as he approached Kepa and Gideon, he gave Gideon's shoulder a firm, brotherly pat as both Kepa and Gideon began to stiffen and animate with purpose.
"Right, thanks for reminding me," Turbo innocently grumbled as he waved in Lash's direction, "I'll text you in the next fifteen minutes or so."
"Cool. C'mon, Gid, let's go," Lash instructed, and though Kepa was well aware she was included in palling behind Lash and Gideon, she almost felt butterflies line her stomach with the idea of revealing to Lash that she, too, was due to staying the night.
After a few minutes of walking, teleporting and arriving to the ground floor of the arena's gorgeous structure, the three arrived to a beautiful outdoor courtyard. The building hugged the courtyard in a lazy C shape underneath a low-ceilinged overhang. Inside said nook of the building were five little studio homes with their own separate walls and front yards. The place was cozily dressed with the prettiest foliage seen, alongside dim courtyard lights that speckled the grounds and tall grass. It was a lovely, peaceful wonderland of nature-filled serenity, all perfectly completed with the tranquil hum of nighttime crickets. As the three silently pressed along the terracotta cobbles and to what would be Gideon's lovely front door, Lash gently stopped and looked about to the other front doors far across the stretch. He gestured daintily and spoke to Gideon, though would also visit Kepa's eyes in cute curiosity.
"Okay, bud. So, these other homes are usually preoccupied, but they're not for the next few weeks. We're trying out a new foster-type system to homeless gamers, kind of get them on their feet and able to find stable housing inside the city, Throttle and Wren have kind of spearheaded this project," Lash quietly explained. Although the three were the only ones down here, the grounds almost demanded peace and gentleness, so he continued, "Usually the gamers here are recovering from traumatic experiences and need quiet, so if you choose to stay here longer, just understand you'll have fragile neighbors. Beaux will be moving in probably tomorrow morning."
"I understand," Gideon gently assured with a nod as Lash cued his coding and skillfully unlocked Gideon's front door with the flat of his palm, and as he let the three inside, Lash cutely eyed Kepa as she cautiously pressed into Gideon's front foyer.
"Y'planning on staying, Kepa?" Lash kindly questioned, though he cocked an eyebrow and cheekily glanced between the two. The second he saw Gideon's face flush red, as well as busy himself in a back-turned show of pretending to be distracted with looking about his new place, Kepa huffed a shy giggle and bobbed a little nod.
"I-If you're okay with it?" Kepa questioned Lash, knowing this was his arena, his grounds, his rules, Lash choked a little laugh and lovingly pat the back of Kepa's shoulder.
"Oh, I'm chill... I'm wondering if YOU'RE okay with it," Lash cutely cautioned as he heavily eyed Gideon. Gideon furrowed his eyebrows in a prickle of confusion and dart his eyes to Lash's in a swing of innocence, though Lash carried on in seriousness so skillfully laced with playful tease, "Keep an eye on this one, then. He's wilier than you think..."
"Please, I WANT you to scare Kepa away, I'm begging you to please say more," Gideon dared with smiling zest, though his words were laced with tender, nervous insult, something Lash firmly caught on to.
"I'm only playing," Lash cooed as he gently swat Gideon's chest, to which Gideon shook his head and looked off in a simmering show of pent up emotions, both positive and negative, energy that Kepa could tell was about to eat Gideon alive.
"Thank you Lash, I think I can handle it," Kepa mumbled cutely as she tucked her lovely hair behind her ears and shrugged, though as she began to walk deeper into the small entry way of Gideon's foyer, Lash sharply cocked an eyebrow and stabbed his muted golden gaze tight to Gideon's. Gideon almost audibly gulped a swallow and kept a flat-lined look of cheeky uncertainty.
"Should I add firewalls to your coding?" Lash just barely whispered, to which Kepa perked her ears and tossed both men a wide, sassy grin.
"He asked as if she didn't have the best hearing out of everyone in this entire game combined," Kepa snapped with glee, Lash tightened his stance and choked a shy laugh as he rubbed the back of his head.
"You, uh... Need a tour?" Lash questioned, now feeling the sexual tension in the room nearly about to drown him out of it anyhow.
"N-no, it's... It's okay, I really appreciate you letting me stay, Lash," Gideon stated in patient honesty. Tension aside, he sagged and gave Lash a humbled look of apologetic warmth, "I'm sorry about earlier. Really... You don't have to worry about me."
"Hmm," Lash grumbled as he lazily side-eyed Gideon and tossed his eyes to Kepa, the foyer was dim, and though Lash felt it right, as a host, to show his guests around, he was well aware they likely could just paw it out for themselves due to their high vibes, "I'm serious, Kepa, call me if you need."
"I'll be fine," Kepa blurt an annoyed giggle as Gideon sharply looked away in boiling frustration, though he jolted as Lash gripped his shoulder and gave him a brotherly jostle.
"Hey. It's fine... You're forgiven, I'm just pulling your leg," Lash muttered warmly, he gave Gideon's shoulder one last squeeze and gestured down the small hallway, a hallway that lead into Gideon's main home, "Fridge is stocked, though... You can just manifest whatever else you need, or just text me. I'll be available, okay?"
"Thank you," Gideon politely affirmed as Lash swung open the front door and began to excuse himself.
"Anything, my guy," Lash warmly concluded, as as the door sealed Kepa and Gideon in, the air inside the foyer fell dead silent.
Gideon gently swung his eyes to Kepa's in a sting of uncertain, poised delight and was glad to hold eyes with her in the dimness. After a few seconds of tender contemplation, he breathed a shaky chuckle and hooked his thumbs into his jeans pockets.
"...Well, now that I'm here in the predicament I invited you into, I'm getting cold feet," Gideon pressed shakily, the way his chest broadened, the way the air was sucked into his lungs with a trembling rasp assured to Kepa that her suspicions were true, Gideon's secret desire for Kepa to take charge of this whole night was now something she was confident of, and confident in unfurling for him to fully enjoy.
"That's okay, I'm fairly sure that's natural," Kepa soothed, she shrugged and eyed him in a show of steadiness, making clear she was a safe space and was willing to do whatever at his own pace, "Why don't we tour ourselves about the house, then?"
"Yeah, I wanna see the bedroom," Gideon stated in boyish innocence, though he snapped his jaw shut the second Kepa perked her ears and shot a double-take into his eyes in flinching, seductive surprise. Gideon choked and stammered on his words, "...I-I strictly meant because I'm excited to get a good night's sleep. I-I didn't have other intentions in my words."
"I believe you, it's okay," Kepa stated in warm seriousness as she turned to press down the smaller hook of a corridor that lead to the main part of the house, though Gideon flinched and followed in Kepa's steady lead.
"I have a question," Gideon daintily wondered, the two rounded into the main portion of his new, smaller home and took note that his living room was separated by a smaller kitchen island. His home was painted in warm, soothing colors and kissed with natural woods and white compliments of brand new appliances. The whole place radiated futuristic edge that was heavily complimented with an easy feeling place of rest. The two allowed their conversation to carry as they slowly moseyed into an archway just beyond the kitchen, it lead to a broad stairwell that went downstairs. Gideon took note that Kepa wasn't turning any hallway lights on and had to continuously remind himself that she could see in the dark. Not opposed to continue following her into the dark, he lulled his eyes closed and noted the metaphor as he bravely carried on. Though his voice shook, he knew Kepa was a safe space, "I've been doing some research..."
"Always a good start," Kepa complimented as said stairwell down into the ground rounded into a pitch black room, though Gideon was glad Kepa could see the light switch and sourced it.
"I was looking up how to harness more, abundant energy for manifestation and I stumbled upon terms like divine feminine and masculine," Gideon carried though he squinted as Kepa flipped a switch, though instead of high lights turning on, the two were shocked to find embedded baseboard lights so gently illuminate. The room only dimly came to light, and with such a cool, cozy cave-like atmosphere, the room radiated in an even bigger envelope of peace than the rest of the house did. Gideon sagged his shoulders and huffed a chuckle of relief, as did Kepa, though he carried on as the two began to slowly mosey about the room in different avenues of cautious discovery, "I guess... It took me down a rabbit hole."
"I can venture a guess," Kepa mused sweetly, Gideon's room had a massive king bed right in the middle, housed in a gorgeous, huge black frame, black bed sheets, a cocooned void of dark bliss. Kepa's tail delicately sagged to the soft, pristine dark wood under-toe as she came to a vanity on the opposite wall, to the left of the massive bed in the middle of the room. She allowed her pointer finger, as well as her scary claw, to trace the delicate markings of the black wood the vanity was made of, her eyes aimlessly broadened to the mirror, to which she peered to Gideon through it, who stood still in the entry way. The glow of the dim, low lights that hugged the perimeter of the room caused the gold in Gideon's eyes to twinkle in steady knowing, "I'm beginning to wonder if your problems are directly caused due to the fact that you wear your heart right on your sleeve. I don't know if anyone else picked up on it, or if I just know you and your energy too well, but I could read you like a book through this whole hang out. It's interesting seeing you in a big group of people."
"That's comforting," Gideon's deep voice muttered in seductive irritation, he looked down in an aimless glower to the wood below and tucked his tongue into his cheek in inward-scolding dismay.
"I could tell you're trying to exude confidence, you're trying to prove to everyone around you that you are the perfect embodiment of the divine masculine," Kepa ventured, she turned to face Gideon, from looking at him through the mirror, and stood across the decent-sized room from him. Due to the low ceilings, the cozy, cavelike quality this lovely bedroom gave off, Gideon stood nearly a foot from the top of his head touching the ceiling. Kepa choked a giggle and crossed her arms, "I'm sure your research told you that the divine masculine is all about taking action, standing up for yourself... It's rooted in logic, it's rooted in DOING."
Gideon kept his curious, nervous glower to the wood before he exhaled a shaky breath and peered deep into Kepa's eyes in a show of humility that was becoming of him, he was well aware Kepa could see right through him, and though his trust in anyone was incredibly fleeting, thus proven by his severely unaligned stressor, he hooked to Kepa and was now well aware she was his life line through this mess.
"You're trying to crown yourself with this dollop of heavy masculine energy when it's obvious you haven't even tried to balance it with the feminine... Every being has both, it's not a gender-specific thing," Kepa mused warmly, she dared to step a few steps closer to Gideon. His nervous eyes hooked to hers in a swathe of collected, poised listening as she intelligently carried on, "You're trying to take action and don this masculine energy without doing the introspective work the divine feminine requires. It's all about reflection, willingness, passive energy you have to embody before you can be outward about it."
"I guess I just don't know where to begin with any of that," Gideon whispered nervously, "I know how to take action and do things that are logical and for my greater good, but... I've never..."
"Sat with the WHY of it all? Had that balance?" Kepa squared Gideon's stance and cutely allowed her arms to fall to her sides in a shrug, "It's obvious, Gideon... You show a very heavy lack of self-acceptance, you don't like letting others in and allowing yourself to receive love from others because you're almost always certain it comes with strings attached. You give love so freely, but receiving? Different story. You said yourself that Lash discovered you have a huge lack of being able to trust and express true vulnerability."
"What do you suggest I do about it?" Gideon squeezed his eyes shut and gently shook his head, almost as if he didn't want an answer, though Kepa was well aware he was acting this way because he was resisting the urge to show said swathe of vulnerability that would help him.
"... Well, I have a few ideas, but," Kepa flattened her ears and felt her heart pound away inside her ears, and though she wanted to yank Gideon into the hugest hug and hurriedly whisk him away into a night of healing, she stood still and knew she'd have to move very slowly, lest she scare Gideon away, someone who already had a massive amount of trust issues, "It would require you letting me show you the masculine side of my energy, and you actively succumbing to it."
Gideon raised his eyebrows and held his breath; as terrified as he was, as much as he wanted to take a step backwards and assure to Kepa that letting her in to this sacred realm of his heart was strictly off limits, he desperately tried to source words, words to thwart her diligent, loving actions. As soon as he had the words within his grasp, they hissed into steam and escaped him for good, worries he could feel Kepa feverishly stamping out with little to no effort on her part.
"... That'd mean you taking action? You being assertive?" Gideon pressed under his breath, he peered hard into Kepa's eyes and conveyed a world of insecurities, he narrowed his gaze and tenderly shook his head in gentle confusion, "I-I guess... I always thought that'd be my job, in this aspect."
"Well, yeah, of course you'd assume that, being a guy," Kepa mused cutely with a shrug, "The beautiful thing about a give and take, in a relationship, is the ability to balance both, between both souls. Clearly you're having a hard time expressing trust, being vulnerable, allowing others to lead you. It's because, your whole childhood, you spent it being vulnerable and giving trust and allowing others to lead you... Seemingly right off of a cliff. Am I wrong?"
"No," Gideon muttered after a few moments of contemplative silence. He bobbed a nod of realization and looked off.
"You're not afraid to show tears, that's a good start... That's a whole world of vulnerability a lot of people strictly stay away from because it can be wrongly deemed as showing weakness, but you're usually really secure in that vein," Kepa encouraged, though just as said notion was put out into the air, Gideon could feel his strong hold crumpling, and big tears welled in his eyes.
"To be honest, I hate that about myself," Gideon's deep voice crackled, he looked down to his hands and grimaced a little, "I don't remember the last time I was fully vulnerable at the hands of someone else."
"Well... I know exactly what you need, if you're willing to wake up tomorrow and have a reset on that 'can't remember when' counter," Kepa skillfully volleyed, her eyes were sweet and accepting as she humbly carried on, "I have the information. I'm ready to gift that to you, but in order for me to fully help you, to give you however much or however little you need, you're going to need to dig your heels in and be vulnerable."
"There are a handful of chapters I don't want you reading, yet, at least," Gideon insinuated through a squeeze of a nervous whisper as he lulled his eyes closed, though Kepa didn't miss a beat.
"Just dog-ear the page, I won't run your red lights," Kepa hummed warmly, "Sagging into feminine vulnerability doesn't equate being a doormat, it's actually quite the super power. You have a voice... And I have ears."
Gideon peeled his tired, wet eyes open and really gazed hard into Kepa's soul. A prickle of cute, dainty, irresistible warmth, Gideon was well aware that if he let Kepa have her way with every fiber of his physical and mental existence, that he'd be so securely taken care of. He knew this to his core, and though there was the reaction to run, yet again, he held his breath and wondered just what exactly Kepa had to offer him in this curious vein of love, of give and take. Certain that the decade she had over him was aiding her in being able to confidently and happily be selfless for the night, he strangely felt no sense of guilt over how willing and ready she was to dump every ounce of her wordless love into him. Aware she was desperate to garner his trust, he lulled his eyes closed in warm, dreaded realization and understood that allowing Kepa to said dollop of trust was probably wise in his venture to fully healing, and who better to cradle him to such a strong point than Kepa and her intense, selfless intuition.
"You're so sweet," Kepa guffawed with an easy release of a whispery giggle, and with a smooth transition of power, she gently shrugged off her beautiful, long shawl of a cover and revealed the tighter, white tank top she wore, as well as her black skinny jeans. She gently rested said shawl to a nearby armchair and approached Gideon in a show of delicate strength, she stood halfway between her flat height and full height, thus almost gaining direct eye-height with Gideon. His shy eyes peered to hers in a sag of proving he had full-vulnerability inside of him, though wasn't prepared to unleash it just yet, "Why don't you tell me where you'd like to make a landing spot? Where is a spot, in this entire house, where you'd like to unwind and listen to me talk?"
Wanting to hide it, he knew he immediately blew his cover the second his eyes darted to the bed, though he shyly brought said big, doughy orbs back to Kepa's in a prickle of nervous discovery; Kepa erupted in a small giggle-fit and shook her head.
"I wasn't going to outwardly assume that's where you wanted to land, but that one glance told me everything I needed to know," Kepa mused through her giggling as she lovingly gripped her hand into Gideon's and began to pull him over to the bed. She diligently kept the rest of her clothes on and didn't cue for Gideon to shed any of his, she plopped onto the bed, scoot over and sat up against the fluffy pillows and headboard. She happily pat the bed next to her and then, with a dig of her elbow into the huge, billowy pillow, she rested her head on her hand and allowed her tail to cutely curl up in a bend above her body, "Come sit. Get comfy."
Gideon cautiously crawled onto the bed, and what would be a knee-jerk reflex of sitting above Kepa's line of sight and allowing her the option to rest her head on his chest, he had to almost viciously yank his mindset into allowing himself to be open to receiving love, to curiously await whatever Kepa's assertiveness had to offer.
"What exactly did it tell you?" Gideon pressed above a whisper, he cautiously allowed his head to rest on the pillow, centered with Kepa's breasts.
Although the two weren't touching, he was well aware it was all due to crumpling down on top of him. The both sighed into their final landing spot, a sag of bent knees and curled, cozy snuggling, the drape of her thick, powerful tail, they were due to marinating deeper into each other. Gideon grunted a cute chuckle as Kepa wormed her way into the billowy blanket they laid on, to which Gideon situated himself and allowed the two to lazily lay in the now mess of blankets, limbs both in and out of the comforting cocoon of it all.
"Well, I have confidence in my wonderings, but... Why don't you express it to me in your own words?" Kepa stated in gentle, loving confidence, her warm breath coat Gideon's face as she sat a bit higher than him. His nervous, innocent eyes peered up to her as she patiently unfurled her claws and began to sweetly comb said claws through Gideon's wild, auburn hair on the crown of his head. He heaved a long sigh through his nose and allowed a few moments of silence to pass between the two, to which Kepa's whispery, loving voice filled the gap, "Tell me what's worrying you, this is a judgment-free zone."
"I guess... I picked the bed because there's a lot I really want to do here, but... I'm not really allowing myself to do it," Gideon shakily pressed, Kepa soothingly nodded in a show of affirming encouragement and continued to so lovingly comb Gideon's scalp. He shyly glossed his eyes to Kepa's breasts, only barely contained by the tight tank top she wore. His face flushed red, he desperately averted his gaze and stammered on his words, "I... I want to experience certain things, but it takes way more trust than I'm willing to afford, right now."
"That's perfectly normal," Kepa soothed quietly, she cutely adorned a shy smirk, and though her heart raced and her hands began to lightly shake, she reigned it all in and was fervently adamant to give Gideon the world, in this night. She gingerly hooked her claw underneath his chin and drew his eyes up to hers, shy golden eyes that were housed inside flushed skin, a blistered look of almost delighted terror. Kepa flattened her ears and sweetly shook her head a little, "No resisting. Don't block yourself off from the things that bring you happiness. Allow yourself to feel joy, you're allowed to look, I'm your girlfriend."
Gideon felt his spine turn to goo, he heaved a shaky breath through his nose and felt his insides do a wiggle of gifted warmth, and with a gentle nod, he bravely allowed his eyes to sag down Kepa's sternum and to her plump breasts, right in his line of sight. With equally as quaking hands, he gingerly rested his left hand to the dip of the side of Kepa's waist, and though he hadn't mustered the bravery to touch just yet, he was floored to find that she was calmly available, willing and seemingly aglow with full-welcome. Her tail so sweetly and slowly lulled in a twirl of a wag above her body, she hummed a soothing little noise of relaxation and continued to so sweetly comb Gideon's messy hair, though as his eyes patiently took in her beautiful body in silent adoring, he could feel Kepa's hand move down to Gideon's sternum and begin to stroke his jugular in methodical pets of almost hypnotizing easiness.
"I can tell befriending me and now becoming romantically involved with me is terrifying you, I can relate... And, I respect your boundary for no sex, with our previous conversation," Kepa's warm voice hummed over Gideon's head, her fingers still methodically continued to touch his chest, "This is all new to me, too. My time inside Castle Run was wrought with abstinence, a 'don't ask don't tell' lifestyle. You and I both understand that sex is far more than just a fun time. You're aware it's an exchange of sacred energy, something you only really gift to an individual you deem entirely worthy. I'm not offended that you don't fit me in that category, just yet. Truly... I do relate."
"It won't be forever, I promise," Gideon whispered, "I'm so conflicted..."
"You're only saying that cause you think it pacifies me... It's entirely clear you're not conflicted at all," Kepa cutely giggled, she asserted her ideas and was happy to see her intuition hadn't failed her with the way Gideon's surprised eyes drew away from her breasts and straight into her eyes, "You drew a line in the sand. You're certain of your limit... You know tonight isn't about an equal exchange, you're well aware you asked me to stay because you needed healing, in whatever sense of the form, whether that be platonic or sexual. I asked you what I could do to aid you and your response was 'stay the night with me'. That's a neon green light beaming straight through my skull, screaming for sexual healing. I can see right through you, silly."
Gideon lulled his eyes closed and felt read like a book front to back, spine, footnotes and all. He reopened his tired gaze after a moment of contemplation and shyly glossed said aimless gaze across their dim, cave-like nook of a love nest. Kepa warmly pressed her plump lips to Gideon's forehead and ushered him a few slow smooches to his skin, he subtly leaned into her touch with a press of harnessed eagerness.
"I don't like being catered to, it feels selfish," Gideon whispered, she laid a few more warm, sticky smooches to Gideon's forehead before gingerly pulling away and looking down into his eyes.
"That's natural. You remember when you helped me fall asleep? You rubbed my ear, you let me knead on you, you held space for me, you didn't move for almost twelve hours straight so I could get a full night of sleep... You didn't even get up to pee," Kepa giggled, she was floored to see a shy smile sprawl Gideon's handsome, chiseled face, "You catered to me. Do you think I'm selfish for receiving that huge bounty of love you gave me?"
"No, not at all," Gideon stated in a sigh of defeat, he shrugged and shook his head, "... What I want, though, feels way too selfish to ask for."
"It's only selfish if it greatly hinders the other person, flies in the face of what they tolerate or stand for," Kepa hummed nonchalantly.
"... I have something I want to tell you, but I'm really embarrassed to do so," Gideon mumbled sorrowfully, his hand shook, he gripped Kepa's little waist and felt the urge to snuggle into Kepa's chest, as if to escape this conversation for good.
"You can choose just how vulnerable you want to be with me," Kepa eased warmly, she gave Gideon a patient smile and shrugged, "You don't need to be embarrassed, though. I'm a safe spot, and anything you say to me is kept between us."
Gideon heaved a shaky breath and reopened his eyes, he felt as if his skin was about to melt off, his heart thud in heavy pounds in his broad chest, he was certain sweat was beginning to form on the crown of his head. Despite feeling like he was floating in outer space, he squeezed his eyes shut and was well aware the information he was about to give Kepa was probably not news to anyone.
"I imagine you when I please myself," Gideon's deep voice murmured, and though Kepa was sure Gideon was going to say something that was truly a wildly embarrassing tell, she choked a cute giggle and sagged in full relief.
"Oh, that road goes both ways, babe," Kepa stated through louder giggling, to which Gideon grinned in shy discovery and removed his hand from Kepa's waist so to rub his face in playful irritation, "That's entirely normal and not embarrassing whatsoever."
"Y-You do too?" Gideon pressed cutely, Kepa sighed and continued her venture of running her claws through Gideon's lovely auburn hair.
"Yes," She shyly whispered as she closed her beautiful eyes and inhaled a shaky little breath of heart-fluttering delight, "I'm flattered... I'm now entirely confident in just what you want you want to ask for but are still too nervous to do so."
"I'm getting there," Gideon mumbled in stubborn, shy defeat as he looked off in wary contemplation, though he felt entirely at ease due to the fact that Kepa wasn't prying at him and was instead letting him move at his own pace.
"Not only is all of this entirely normal, you're actually doing yourself a favor every time you do that," Kepa mused lovingly, Gideon delicately sagged into her lovely eye contact and shyly awaited her word, "You know orgasms are essentially the root of your energy, that's solid life-force coming about. Being with yourself and connecting to that raw center is the best way to cultivate the confidence you're searching for... It requires being mindful in the heat of it all, but this isn't something you should be ashamed or embarrassed of. It all starts with you, anyways, this isn't something you have to technically share with anyone. It requires literally loving yourself and feeling good doing it."
"Never thought of it like that," Gideon mumbled gently, he inhaled a huge, deep breath and finally showed signs of lifting from the death grip of shy nervousness he had been wrought with.
"It's a common misconception that you solely need to rely on someone else to solidify trust... Sure, having someone else present is and can be beneficial, like anything," Kepa mumbled cutely, "When you're alone, surely you're open to being entirely sensual with yourself, no one else is there watching... That seems like something that would be easy for you, right?"
"Yeah, I'm by myself," Gideon volleyed in gentle agreeing, though the lilt in his voice lead to the obvious opposition of it all, and it was here did Kepa heave a long breath to steady herself.
"But now that I'm here," Kepa started above a gentle whisper, she cocked an eyebrow and gave Gideon a knowing little smirk as she gingerly pushed Gideon's messy bangs out from his forehead, she grappled the hair on the top of his head in a cute hold of dainty dominance, as if to politely tell Gideon to come out with it already.
"I would love your help," Gideon tenderly and shyly concluded, to which Kepa sighed through her nose and eased a closed-lip smile of understanding.
"There you are," Kepa whispered, to which Gideon crowned a handsome little smile and lulled his eyes closed in humbled nervousness, he sagged his head deeper into the pillow he shared with Kepa's upper body and laid still as Kepa adorned his forehead with warm kisses, "I'm beyond happy to help you. I know that was difficult for you to do... I'm proud of you."
"Thank you," Gideon mumbled, he reopened his eyes and now felt mildly paralyzed, though he was glad Kepa gingerly lifted the chest of Gideon's shirt and politely jostled it a little.
"Why don't you get comfortable in whatever way you see fit," Kepa mused patiently, and it was here did Gideon's brain now begin to clunk into the right gear. He grunted and shyly began to reach down to his belt buckle, the button and zipper of his jeans, he took note that both beings were stirring, and Kepa's work was simply allowing the two more room to sag underneath the big blankets if they so desired.
"I guess I can see how code swapping can eradicate wariness to hand over trust, huh," Gideon mumbled, he kicked off his jeans and was grateful the blanket was draped over his hips. He shyly returned his head to the pillow and looked up at Kepa in a show of uncertain anticipation, "I'm not ready for that, though."
"I promised I wouldn't run your red lights, babe," Kepa warmly assured as she returned her fingers to comb Gideon's hair, he was almost thrilled she wasn't diving right into the mess and confusion of this sinfully sweet act he had very timidly requested.
"... I don't know why I feel shocked you actually think of me, too, when you... Y'know," Gideon shyly staggered, Kepa was happy to freely engage in this conversation with no holds barred.
"You're incredibly handsome, you're not the only one ogling whenever we're on the beach," Kepa muttered, Gideon stiffened and looked almost plucked to be discovered, to which Kepa perked her ears and erupted into happy, incredulous laughter, "If you think for one second that you are subtle with your ogling glances, Gideon, you are the silliest goose in the whole pond."
"I'm not that obvious," Gideon muttered cheekily, he was grateful Kepa leaned into Gideon's warm touch as he sagged his bigger hand to the dip of her waist. He was almost relieved to feel her just barely push her whole body in a tighter lean into his, thus pushing her breasts a bit tighter into his vision. He cocked an eyebrow and heaved a shaky breath onto the top of her exposed breasts, and with bravery that was beginning to become of him, he lulled his eyes closed and pressed a few innocent kisses into the top of her left breast, her skin was lined with the shortest, softest fur. He mumbled onto her breasts, his hot breath coat her sternum, "... Okay, maybe I am."
"I like it," Kepa whispered into his forehead, she lovingly wrapped her arms about Gideon's head and allowed him to this comfortable, brand new show of easy, patient love, though as his arm drew about her middle, she raised her eyebrows as he cautiously tugged her into his body. Due to their differential in height and the staggered position they were laying in, Kepa's eyes popped open in almost terrified surprise the second Gideon sighed a trembling breath into Kepa's breasts and lurched his hips into her stomach, thus pressing the rock-hard obvious firmly rut against her covered middle. Her wide eyes scanned the bedroom for a moment as Gideon shyly stirred and continued to lovingly nuzzle his face into Kepa's breasts, though she choked a shaky giggle of full shock and shoved her face into the top of Gideon's head, "O-Okay... I know for sure that's not a remote between us, there's no TV in this room..."
"Just me," Gideon shyly murmured, he blurt a cute chuckle into Kepa's breasts and allowed his deep voice to peak a bit of dominance over this situation, "Betcha thought I was bluffing, with that remote comment..."
"I-I truly wasn't sure," Kepa staggered with a weak smile, due to the two being lightly covered by the big blanket, Gideon leaned his head away and shyly peered up into Kepa's eyes. He held gazes with her as he reached between the two and cautiously began to wrangle himself out of the buttoning of his underwear.
"There's no one else I'd want to share this with," Gideon patiently drew, he fluttered his eyes and, although Kepa had done her own researched and was well-versed in just what this would all obtain, she tucked her hair behind her ears and felt her brain brick at the feel of Gideon slowly and thoroughly stroking himself up against Kepa's stomach; she hurried to make sure he continued to feel safe, no matter how vicious the swarm of butterflies in her stomach became.
"I'm grateful you trust me," Kepa whispered lovingly, with ease, she caught Gideon in a gentle few kisses to his lips, something he happily leaned into. She carried on in said loving whispers on his wet lips, "I feel like I've earned something sacred..."
"Likewise," Gideon returned, his voice carried in a mouthing whisper, he narrowed his gaze and huffed a trembling breath on Kepa's lips in return, the gentle digs he deployed on himself were slow and firm, though it was clear to Kepa that he was due to wanting to quickly ramp things up, a desperation to feel this release with her tight in his circle of trust without having to currently give anything in exchange, "I-I'm genuinely shocked my night turned into this..."
"Good things happen when you fall vulnerable to the right people," Kepa explained sweetly, though much to Gideon's whole surprise, Kepa dragged her hand down Gideon's broad chest and met with the bend of his elbow. His vigorous tugs slowed in an easy motion of curious wondering, though as her hand gingerly draped down his much bigger lower arm and onto the hand that was suffocating his own manhood, he choked a shaky, depleting noise as she cautiously gripped it above the hold he had. Kepa narrowed her eyes in a draw of full understanding and ushered a cute giggle down into Gideon's face as his slide and returning digs, to the base of his cock, now included her tight, warm grip. She scoffed in shaky surprise and shook her head, "H-Holy shit, Gideon... I can hardly wrap my hand around it."
"Y-You say that, but... Your grip is deathly, nonetheless," Gideon politely wheezed as the two continued on in long, easy, squeezing strokes, though as Kepa gained momentum and confidence, she dared to venture her hand a bit higher and caught with the tip.
Gideon jolted in full shock and sagged in trembling depletion, and as she dragged her hot grip back down in a return to Gideon's hand, she took note that said return was now glossed with the beginnings of his own undoings. Slick and slippery, Kepa bit her lip amidst concealing a wide, cheeky grin and gave Gideon a narrowed, teasing look of riled excitement. Noting that Gideon now kept his grip tight at the base of his cock, Kepa now firmly began to strong arm Gideon in slippery slides starting with an urgent, juicy squeeze at the tip and draining down the bulging veins that hardly receded upon the glide of her fervent squeezing. A whole quake of a shockwave rippled through Gideon's core, so earth-shattering, he hardly could get any words out amidst the tight gasp of becoming unhinged.
"K-Kepa," Gideon's deep voice uttered in a trembling little moan of nervous delight, to which Kepa concealed another grin in the bite of her lip and felt a further show of confidence spill over her.
"Don't be shy," Kepa mused in a girly lilt of cute, seductive charm, Gideon looked to be caving in on himself, so she gingerly pressed her free hand to his shoulder and began to insinuate the motion of him laying back into the billowy catch of the huge, comfortable pillows and bedding they were cocooned in. Kepa slowed her roll, kept her grip and was successful in softly laying Gideon back, and though she gently rolled with him, she remained laid to Gideon's side and was well aware this was all about Gideon, in this moment. Although eager to dive on top of him and allow the two to go tumbling into a whole night of lovemaking, Kepa kept Gideon at the center and sweetly whispered in his ear as she got comfortable and continued to gently sag her hand up and down the incredible length of his throbbing extension, "Let it all out..."
"No, cause if I do, I'm afraid I'm going to shit myself," Gideon murmured through shy laughter as he released himself and firmly began to rub his face in grinning, melting succumbing, and though Kepa was en-route to rocking Gideon's whole world, the two erupted into happy laughter with each other as Gideon bravely laid on his back, his upper body propped into a half-sit against the head board.
"Yeah, please don't do that," Kepa staggered through their giggling, though as she sighed, she glossed her eyes down to Gideon's fully exposed body and took a firm double-take on just what was in her hand. She choked a scoff of disbelief and, with a firm few sags up and down Gideon's self, he was startled out of his happy laughter and lurched in gasping nervousness as Kepa hissed a notion of wonderment, "Jesus H, Gideon, you really weren't bluffing... I'm shocked you don't brag about this thing, it's about ready to become sentient and attack us all."
"I don't feel the need to brag, it's not for anyone but me," Gideon murmured as he shyly tucked his face into the nook of Kepa's smaller throat, he concluded his statement through a shy smile, "And, now you."
"You enjoying yourself?" Kepa whispered sweetly, Gideon huffed a trembling little exhale and crowned a warm smile of promised relaxation into her neck.
"You have no idea," Gideon whimpered, Kepa nuzzled her nose into Gideon's forehead, and as she readjusted her grip on Gideon, she grit her fangs in gentle concentration and slowly began to strong-arm Gideon in vigorous, thorough digs. Gideon visibly shuddered, the veins that glided along Kepa's fervent grapples and tugs surged with rushing blood and throbbed with the press of the pulse that was also blatantly obvious in Gideon's jugular. He lulled his head back and squeezed a grimace of crumpling euphoria, "Y-You're really good at this-..."
"I studied up," Kepa seductively whispered onto Gideon's face as he lulled his eyes closed and gaped in a roll of tightly inhaling a shaky gasp into the back of his becoming-dry throat. Kepa flattened her ears in a tight pin to her skull and propped herself up on her free elbow, so to have a better range of motion as she just barely hovered over Gideon's right arm and the right side of his body, "Listen... I know it's probably the height of what you aim for, but try not to focus on the end of this."
"Wh-whynot?" Gideon staggered through a quaking exhale of shock, Kepa sweetly leaned deep into Gideon's side as he half-sat slumped into her. She wormed her arm underneath the back of his neck and the base of his skull and was happy to cradle him directly into euphoria.
"Connect with yourself in the now. Close your eyes, just focus on the sensations happening right in this second," Kepa whispered down onto his face, he sweetly fluttered his eyes closed and allowed his stiffening left arm to source the bed underneath him, to which his right arm lovingly wormed about Kepa's upper back. He held her to him in an equal cradle that she had his head in, though he jolted in the stagger of electric body chills that tore through his spine. Kepa's hand firmly sagged up and down Gideon's throbbing self, the diligent tug of a squeeze right at the tip was what had Gideon's muscular core lurching in repetitive, brain-numbing shock. Kepa heaved a shaky breath down into Gideon's face and felt the heat soak the two in a melt of mental unity, she lovingly carried on as her steady strong-arming continued, "Imagine yourself in a bubble of glowing, warm red light... You're safe and sound, you're free to express yourself. You're in good hands... Allow all these sensations to wave through you, up and down, up and down... Y'feel it?"
"Yeah," Gideon shyly wheezed, he dared to gently buck his hips up into Kepa's digs, she huffed a shaky little giggle and allowed her firm squeezing and yanking to intensify, though with each dig into the base of Gideon's throbbing self, she took note that he seemed eager for her to continuously stay there.
"Lay vulnerable to all of it, it's all earned, it's all yours," Kepa so lovingly whispered down into Gideon's face, she eased a cute giggle of delight as Gideon peaked a shy little smile in the corner of his lightly agape lips. Kepa cocked an eyebrow and could tell Gideon was getting lost in every single last bit of sensation she delivered, the way his eyes aimlessly dart about in his closed eyelids, the way he'd wrinkle his nose and gently lull his head in a sag deeper into the nook of her inner elbow, she gingerly slithered her tail about Gideon's squirming thighs and was well aware of one thing that would add a kick of energetic passion to this throw around. She whispered on the gape of his wet lips as he uttered a shaky, silent moan into her face, "Take a deep breath..."
Without question, Gideon sucked in a huge, deep breath of a revival, his sculpted chest broadened to take it all in, and with a gentle swing of ease, Kepa carefully allowed the ultra-flexible tip of her soft tail to hook in a squeeze of a curl about the base of Gideon's cock. Gideon suddenly choked a shaky exhale of full surprise as he lulled his head back in defeat, though his left arm and hand stiffened in a death-grapple to the sheets nearest him. Kepa bit her lip through an excited grin and allowed the much more flexible tip of her tail to keep a tight ring of a grip deep into the base of Gideon's extension as Kepa's vigorous yanks skillfully continued on, it was here did Kepa understand that she was due to delivering Gideon into fully realized euphoria, she was glad he looked to be allowing himself to just enjoy the ride and not worry about the destination. Kepa's hand was slick with his continued proof of eventual undoing, his skin shone underneath the bedroom's dim flooring light, seductive mood-lighting Kepa was beyond thrilled about. Kepa firmly tugged the majority of her tail down Gideon's body, though kept the firm hook about the base of his cock, thus causing Gideon to suck in a trembling breath and lurch his core in the jolt of Kepa's slippery strong-arming.
"Kepa, I-I'm..." Gideon whimpered as he ushered a shaky, grimace of a raspy moan out to the room, though as he lulled his head back and away from Kepa in squirming uncertainty of just what to even do with his limbs, Kepa smiled in humming delight and leaned down to his exposed, now sweaty jugular.
"Ride it out," Kepa whispered, her damp snout so gently met with his sweaty throat, and with ease she couldn't contain any longer, she allowed a roll of trilling, methodical purring to interlace her seductive hover of breath on Gideon's throbbing pulse, "Don't think on it... It'll happen when it happens, just allow every feeling."
"Higher," Gideon's deep voice politely requested in the midst of a trembling exhale of a moan, he furrowed his brow in a tight grimace of air loudly sucked through the grit of his teeth as Kepa diligently followed his instruction and balled a fist in a proper chokehold about his wet tip in a juicy, pulsing squeeze all finalized with a continued revisit down the beastly, veiny length and girth of it all. Though his eyes remained closed, they wildly fluttered as sweat gently dripped down his temple, he scoffed a silent, broken whisper up into Kepa's jawline, "God, don't ever stop, I-I feel... So..."
"Amazing? Worthy?" Kepa daintily filled in the gaps, she flexed her arm and continued on, unabated, her slick, pulsing death grip continued on in the new method of Gideon's added request, his body rolled in waves of stiffening, sagging, grappling for bed sheets and doing what he could to not tear a hole through the back of Kepa's tank top. Kepa allowed her eyes to travel Gideon's whole, exposed self in a drag up to his powerful, heaving chest. She staggered a trembling little giggle and cooed him a notion of encouraging warmth, she egged him on and didn't tire, the tip of her tail remained permanently glued to the base of his extension, she could tell it was the main thing causing Gideon's strong thighs to tremble and squirm, "There you are... Let it overtake you. You're doing so well, Gideon..."
"I-I'm seeing stars," Gideon squeezed, he sucked in a tight inhale of a gasp as Kepa's spiky tongue firmly and slowly began to lap at Gideon's jugular, somehow the impending danger of having a predatory creature's fangs right at his exposed jugular was the ironically delightful icing on top of this wild adventure, "Th-this is so good..."
"Yeah?" Kepa mused in a hum through her purring, she slowly lapped in firm, long swipes underneath Gideon's ear and finally allowed her fangs to gently clamp down, Gideon visibly shuddered as her hand slipped up past the tip and sagged back in a firm revisit of a squeeze to his incredibly sensitive points. She felt her heart race with the escape of her name from his lips, she flattened her ears and felt the animal in her want to run wild, and although she was caged in this venture, she knew she'd eventually have her chance to shine. She growled a gentle notion into Gideon's ear and found herself becoming out of breath from this heavy swathe of passion the two were easily tossed into, "Tell me all about it..."
"I-I don't have words," Gideon's deep voice tenderly whined, he grimaced and now began to suck in air with a bit more urgency, and as his left hand began to messily grapple the sheets with a bit more fervor, he squirmed his legs in a writhe of becoming further unhinged, he grit his teeth and began to now urgently dig his hips up into the firm chokehold Kepa's tail and hand had him in. He clumsily propped himself up on his elbow in a bit of a stiffer sit, grit his teeth and choked out the words in a stagger of dry, panting desperation, "Kepa... F-faster... Faster-!"
Kepa flattened her ears, stiffened her shoulders and, with every last ounce of vigor, she urgently grappled Gideon's throbbing, bulging self and began to strong-arm Gideon in much faster, tighter digs deeper into the base of his cock, and as the tip of her tail drew tighter about the raw, flushed skin, she drew her eyes up to Gideon's face and watched as he grimaced a tight scrunch of an expression and tossed his head back in rocked, exasperated silence. Although Kepa feverishly kept up the digs, she flinched in solid surprise the second Gideon suddenly erupted in his own pop of hot becoming, it rocketed up his chest and jugular in a tight, narrowed, precise explosion of pent up tension. Kepa scoffed a shaky noise of prickled, elated shock and soaked in the groan of a growl Gideon loudly released to the low ceiling. His booming voice made the veins in his jugular throb, his adam's apple sagged so far down his throat, his head and neck went limp in a back toss of spine-tearing shock as he squirmed and allowed Kepa's skillful digs to overtake his trembling body. He squeezed his face into a tighter grimace and allowed a healthy fourth and even a fifth shoot of his own undoing to sharply pelt his chest and jugular with the speckle of his own raw, purple interior coding. It painted him with a dim light show before dying out, and though it all ceased and Kepa slowed her movement, he still held stiff and awaited the final wave of release to kiss him goodnight.
Kepa bit her lip in firm, elated disbelief and kept her eyes tight to Gideon's face, her tail gingerly loosened out of the choke hold it had on the base of Gideon's throbbing cock, and as he feverishly sagged to a droop of final, slow, trembling release, she allowed the movement of her hand to cease, once and for all. Gideon heavily panted as he lay helpless in Kepa's arm and care, she long-blinked in utter disbelief and now understood that this relinquish of control was exactly what Gideon needed, due to just how explosive this slow-build was. The image of Gideon's darkened profile arriving to pure bliss, eclipsed by the dim floor lights, she fluttered her eyes and could swear it'd all be burned into her brain for the rest of her life. She relished in the idea that she was trusted to deliver him to where he needed to be, she hummed a shaky little noise of loving understanding and, as Gideon returned the lull of his head into the bend of Kepa's arm, he relished in the fervent roll of healing purring she happily supplied him with. With ease, she cutely began to give Gideon's temple long laps of her comb-like tongue. Gideon's heavy panting was drowned out by said purring, though his powerful chest rose and fell in a heavy give and take as Kepa kept herself still and composed for his security.
"Th-that... Was the best one yet," Gideon whispered, his voice heavily trembled. He fluttered his eyes and cutely shook his head a little, "Y-You're... Wow..."
"You did the legwork," Kepa whispered sweetly, and though she wasn't technically delivered to the peak of euphoria that Gideon was, she still look equally as blistered with joy. She lovingly gave Gideon's lips a few kisses through his heavy panting, to which he happily obliged in the midst of desperately trying to catch his breath, "I was just along for the ride."
"Still," Gideon squeaked, he choked a panting chuckle and peered up to Kepa with a sense of renewed adoration, "Thank you."
"Ohh, anytime," Kepa mused teasingly, both lovers eased into knowing, shaky laughter as Gideon continued to heavily gasp for air, "Truly. Anytime. I'm happy to help you feel safe and secure."
"This quickly went from the worst night ever, to the best," Gideon cutely choked laughter through his continued panting, though he was finally able to quell the need for gasping air.
"Good things happen when you let go of control and trust the trustworthy," Kepa whispered as she eased a loving kiss into Gideon's sweaty cheek, she fluttered her eyes and relished in the idea that their relationship was taking steps in the right direction to gained trust, a part she knew she'd have to continue playing no matter how much it frightened her. The two melted into each other as Kepa concluded her whispery notion of warmth into Gideon's face, "I'm honored to be your point of safety, no matter how difficult opening up can be."
