wow, how long has it been? forever! sry but everything got crazy with exams and then my summer was-is so busy it's not even funny! I hope you like this newest addition to my story!
Six Months Later
Chloe
It had been months since that date. But every smell, every sight, his eyes, the feel of his lips, every emotion was still as sharp as if it had been yesterday. I had avoided him, not talking to him, not even looking at him, and I think it was slowly working. I thought my emotions were starting to be buried again. But the pain Clark had caused me was still there, still fresh and recent. Today was the last day of school and I was leaving tonight, going back to Smallville. And tonight I was forever burying my emotions for Clark. Tonight was important, and it was almost here.
Lex
Months had passed and I had one last chance with Chloe. She was leaving tonight, I had only a few hours to have her. But that was all I needed. She had been avoiding me, completely shutting me out. But that was a good thing, it meant she was scared, she was scared she couldn't resist me. And that was greatly in my favor. Tonight was important, and it was almost here.
Chloe
It was here, it was now or never, and I chose now. I got dressed, black stretch dance pants and a white tank top. I grabbed a CD, my radio, and an umbrella, it was supposed to rain tonight. I walked out the door and to the woods. I was headed to a valley in the middle of the forest, I was headed to close a chapter in my life. Loving Clark was over, I was through with him, and as soon as I proved it to myself, I could prove it to everyone.
Lex
I followed her as she left her dorm, she was headed for the woods. What for, I had no idea. But I knew why I was following her and I knew I would get it. I always got what I wanted, and right now, I wanted her.
Chloe
I reached my destination and put the CD in. I covered my radio to protect it if it started to rain. Then I pressed play. And I danced.
(Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes)
Seems like
just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I
used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it
felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I
can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
I let the beat course through my body, felt the music in my soul. I listened to the words, and pretended that Clark was here, that I was singing this to him.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't
deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up,
deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind
these hazel eyes
I felt it start to rain but I didn't care. Right now was about me and Clark. I put all my emotions into my movements. I vented every emotion, every thought I had ever had about him, and I let the rain wash them off me to be buried in the grass.
I told
you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel
alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is
what I pretend to be
Sewn together, but so broken up inside
'Cause
I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
It was working and I felt it.
Here I
am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't
pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep
inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these
hazel eyes
I felt better than I had in a long time. Clark you deserve this, and I deserve better.
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I
blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the
outside
Anymore...anymore
I danced faster, stretching my body beyond its limits, kicking and spinning faster and harder. Tears mixed with the rain running down my face. All the pain came out in my dance.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn
into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were
the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the
tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once
again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just
thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't
get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I collapsed to the ground, out of breath and out of tears. I just lay there on the wet grass breathing hard. After a minute I got up and grabbed my stuff, I slowly headed back to my dorm.
Lex
When she stopped, we were in a valley, I crouched down and hid in the tall grass, no more than ten feet from her. I was puzzled as I saw her turn on her radio. But then she started to dance, she was obviously a fantastic dancer. She rivaled the dancers I had seen on TV.
(Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes)
Seems like
just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I
used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it
felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I
can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
I couldn't take my eyes off her, her dance was hypnotic.
Here I am, once
again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just
thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't
get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
It started to rain and her white tank top became transparent. It clung to her almost obscenely, revealing her curves, showing her white sports bra underneath.
I told you everything
Opened up and let
you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all
that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
Sewn together, but so
broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm
barely hangin' on
All I saw was her body dancing like that. My body was aching, it was like fire. I wanted her, I needed her, and it had to be soon. I could almost feel her in my arms. The thoughts I was having were sinful.
Here I
am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't
pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep
inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these
hazel eyes
I was consumed with lust and I knew it. But I couldn't stop it, and I didn't want to.
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I
blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the
outside
Anymore...anymore
Her dancing accelerated, became more violent, which only served to excite me more.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into
pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the
one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I
cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm
torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you
were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see
the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
She collapsed to the ground and it took every bit of self-control I had left not to run out and have her then. But she slowly got up and collected her things. I followed her back to her dorm.
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