If love heals then why do I feel so distant?
Why do I feel like nothing I do is ever good enough?
Why I am so afraid of dying when I know I should just be living?
I should be living my life like there's no day but today
Instead I shoot up to make the pain go away
And I'm high
I feel my best when I'm on cloud nine.
When my drug addiction seems satisfied.
Satisfied?
I'm never satisfied
Not since they took her away
No.
Since they took her away I pretend to live
My life like there's no day but today
While I use my smack to make the pain go away
To make the pain go away
Is that all I want?
Am I that weak?
That desperate to forget
That I don't know what I want
That I can't remember how I got here?
Only where I am
I'll tell you where I am.
I may be high but I've hit an all time low
And I feel like I can't get enough
So I shoot up but the pain continues to grow
when it's over.
And I'm down
I'm back down to this shit hole I live in
This hell that I put myself through
And I try to make the best out of it
But it's nothing without her
Nothing without Angel
