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"Ready, set, go!"

It was another hectic potions class. The sound of bottles clinking and crashing was pounding Lily's ear drums. She tried to focus on the task in front of her. What was wrong with her? This was her best class, but for some strange reason every since she had began to live with Snape her potion marks have been slowly slipping down the drain. James offered to help her… he called it 'tutoring', she called it 'a chance to get into my pants' and quickly refused the offer. Even Snape offered his help, but no, she needed to do this alone… she needed to prove to herself that she hadn't changed. She felt out of place, and she could have sworn she heard a group of Gryffindor's chatting about her and Snape 'getting together' at breakfast this morning. Shit. The word had gone out… she wasn't ready for this. Was Snape? She had decided that he was, heck, he said that he loved her. She couldn't even say that they were on speaking terms. Plus, she still had feelings for James, strong ones. She didn't want to feel this way, why couldn't she just be happy? Why did it have to be like this?

"Lily?"

Her thoughts were interrupted by him. She starred into his icy eyes, expecting to see fireworks or something, but she saw nothing. Nothing but eyes. Did she really love him? No, Bad thoughts! Of course she did. It's just all in her head right? Wrong. NO, Right. She realized Snape was waiting for her to respond to him.

Her mouth went dry, she couldn't explain why, "Yeah?" she replied finally.

"You okay?" he asked her, by looking at Lily this moment you could tell why he would ask such a thing. Her face was so white it almost matched his, and her hair was oddly shaded light brown, even though she was a red head. Snape noticed that she was scratching a patch of skin below her right breast; he had known her well enough now that he knew that this is what she did when she was stressed out.

"Fine," she replied quietly. She looked at her new potions book that Snape had bought her as if she was reading. In reality she wasn't, she was trying to at least, but the words seemed fussy. She put her hand on the forehead, boy was she burning. She started to stare at her wand, as if the instructions were printed on it. She suddenly felt a poke on her upper stomach, Snape was trying to get her attention. He moved his book in the direction of her body, giving her permission to copy.

She bit her lip. Cheat? Why not? She had done it before. He wanted her to. He wouldn't yell at her like he did last time. She mouthed 'Thank you' to him and got the potion done just before Professor Slughorn could shout "Stop!"

Right after class she headed straight out the door in look for the nearest bathroom. Usually she would wait for Snape but she still felt uncontrollably sick, she thought that after the class would end she would return to normal. She didn't. She pushed open the door with all her might and leaned over the sink. Her gag reflects acted up, but she didn't puke. She splashed the cold sink water over her face to cool herself down. She knees were weak. Is this what being in love felt like? If this was it, she didn't want to be in love. She heard moaning sounds coming from the farthest cubby. She guessed that someone was getting their daily dose of snogging. The hard breaths coming from the stall were not agreeing with Lily's stomach and she felt her gag reflects react again.

"Lilly? You in there?" she heard someone shout from the outside of the bathroom. It was Snape, she tried to reply but she couldn't. Obviously the people in the bathroom stall had heard him and suddenly realized that they weren't alone because there was suddenly a hustle in the stall. Who ever it was they unlocked the door in a hurry.

"Who's there?" a male voice shouted. Lily recognized it... it was Sirius.

"SHIT!" Lily could hear Snape whisper outside the door, he obviously knew it was Sirius and hoped to God he didn't hear him. Lily now heard Snape close the bathroom door and race down the hall.

"It's just me, you guys," Lily finally responded.

There was a sigh of a relief, as Jennifer and Sirius walked out of the stale, both of them where in a messy state.

"Who was that you where talking to?" asked Jennifer. She leaned over the sink to adjust her bra.

'Common, Lil's,'thought Lily, 'Think of something witty! You're smart!'

"Uhhh," started the Head Girl, "I was talking to myself. Yeah."

'Good going, now, act cool,' her mind replied.

"Really… are you okay? You're a brunette you, know that, right?" Sirius said wrapping his arms around his girlfriend; he saw her pinch his butt cheek.

'Arg, that's DISGUSTING!' thought Lily to herself, she winced as he hooked his fingers through her jean loops, leaving no space between the two of them.

"Yeah, I'm not feeling that well… I think I have the flu…" she replied.

'Wait… What do you mean I'm a brunette? Oh hell no!'

"Perhaps you should go to the hospital wing?" offered Jennifer.

"Nah, I'm fine," she said trying to put on a fake smile. Jennifer and Sirius looked unconvinced, "I've got to go… you two can get back to… whatever you were doing in there." She saw Jennifer go slightly pink in the face. As she left the bathroom she heard the stale door close once again.

Talking to them hadn't made her feel any better, in fact the thought of Sirius (who was like a brother to her) having sex grew her desire to vomit.

'Now, where did that Head Boy of mine run off to?'

As if reading her mind like book she was pulled around a corner to meet a pair of icy eyes.

"Hey! You feeling better?" he asked.

"I was," she started, "Until you gave me a heart attack!"

He laughed. Oh, did she ever love that laugh! It sorta reminded her of James… 'NO! Bad, Lily!'

"I have a surprise for you." Snape said randomly.

Uh oh. Lily didn't like surprises… and the fact that it was coming from Severus Snape of all people unsettled her stomach.

"Oh really?" she asked seductively, "What is it?"

He smiled; he loved it when she talked like that. He suddenly had the erge to snog her, right there, with ten people watching. He felt his insides tingle, "I can't tell you… put I can show you," he replied.

Lily now had dirty thoughts, just like the time her and James- 'WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!'

He led her to their loft… right there, in the middle of the living room was a white sheet with a huge bulge in it. Snape pulled the sheet off slowly. Lily gasped. There, lying before the both of them was a whiteish-blue tooth fairy Halloween costume. Lily had unshed tears in her green velvet eyes.

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Sorry had it end it here. I really want to write more because I know yall want to know what happens at the dance. Will do soon! Review!