Tori lay snuggled up to Jade as they watched one of Jade's all time movies The Scissoring. Sure, it wasn't the most romantic movie out there, but Tori didn't mind. She just liked Jade willing to share something like that with her, everyone knew how serious she took those movies. But something was on the Latina's mind, and had been for a couple weeks now. Jade seemed to be interested in her, until it came to things like sex. Tori couldn't help but be bothered. It wasn;t the fact that they weren't having it, Tori was a patient person. It was the fact Tori knew, heck everybody knew, that Jade was no stranger when it came to that stuff. If she came to school with scratches or a hickey, she'd show it off with no hesitation. At least half if not more, of her comments were sexual. So why didn't she show that side with Tori. She'd even provoke the goth a couple times, but Jade wouldn't seem to fall for it or acknowledge it.

Jade was in a cranky mood for most of the day, Tori deciding to give her space and wander over to a friend for advice she had been wanting to seek for a while figuring now was a better chance then ever now that Jade wasn't beside her.

Beck.

Beck who was trust worthy, honest, and knew Jade even more than Tori did. He was also the only one that knew about the girl's relationship, them having wanted to keep it under wraps for the time being.

"Beck!" She called out when he passed her. He stopped looking back at her with peaked curiosity.

"Hey, what's up?" He asked before he suddenly looked skeptical. "You didn't fight with her again right?" he asked not wanting to be pulled into yet another countless argument. It always put him in a weird position to choose sides between his friend and his ex.

Tori chuckled nervously. "Actually it's about uh.." she didn't want to get the words out, sheepishly looking down and blushing. "Sex," she blurted out a little too loudly.

Beck was caught by surprise, chuckling softly at the nearby students who were now looking at them. "Nothing to see here," Beck said trying to get the attention off them. He sighed pulling Tori over to a more deserted corner of the halls away from eavesdroppers. He took a deep breath running a hand through his curly soft hair with another laugh as if it would give him the courage he needed for this conversation. "So uh, Tori. Hey. Are you sure you can't ask another girl..? I'm a guy so I can't really teach y-" his arm was smacked by an embarrassed Tori.

"I mean about Jade!" she whisper yelled wanting to crawl into a hole and die. "She doesn't seem to..want to." She started to explain, not making eye contact with Beck. "And I get that, because it's totally fine, I'm not in a rush either but it's just..I know her not wanting to do it isn't true. Am I not doing something for her that I could be doing? Am I not attra-"

Beck stopped Tori, holding her by the shoulders. "It's because she cares about you that much," he explained. "She doesn't want to mess anything up."

Tori took Beck's words into consideration, but something told her there was more. She blushed hating to have to ask more questions. "Did you guys..well.." she said hoping she wouldn't have to ask the whole question for Beck to understand.

Beck chuckled nervously again, this conversation obviously not being one of favorites. "You're killing me Tori." But he knew how much she was overthinking the situation, wanting to help her as much as he could. "We didn't..uh, have a lot of that. She would say she didn't need to, or want to but I'd know she would be doing it herself in secret." A memory was trudged up from his mind and he hesitated for a few moments considering if he should mention it or not. "If you tell her this, she's going to kill us both, understand?" Beck asked Tori, looking at her with his pleading but serious face waiting for Tori to say yes.

Now It was Tori's turn to look skeptical but only for a second. She nodded. "I understand! Just tell me."

Beck sighed hoping he wouldn't be troubled and seeing a pissed off Jade storming into his RV anytime soon. Risking his life, he told her. "When it comes to that.. Sex I mean," he said to clarify before he continued. "She doesn't take control. And.. I couldn't always comply with some of the things she wanted me to do to her."

Tori fumbled with one of her bracelets, a microphone charm twirling around and around while she thought to herself. Jade. Jade who liked things under her control the way she wanted it. Jade who loved bossing people around or making them pee their pants. Tori's eyebrows furrowed in confusion. "I'm sorry, are we still talking about Jade?" she asked to which Beck only laughed amused and ruffled her hair wishing her a good luck before he departed saying he had to meet up with Andre.

That night she kept going over the conversation in her head. She thought back to some of the times that would support what Beck had said. When they went out on dates, Tori would always be the one to decide what they ate and ordered for them, though Jade always paid no matter the fuss Tori would make. Tori thought to their make out sessions. Tori was always on top, Jade claiming that she liked the weight on top of her and how she was always cold but Tori never minded or thought anything of it. Tori noticed that in any intimate battles/touches, Jade would surrender first. In kisses, Tori's tongue would win. In playfights, Tori would win. Now that she were thinking, Jade also liked stealing Tori's sweatshirts and sweats, but that didn't mean anything right? Every couple liked sharing clothes.

Tori winced, having worked herself into a headache. The girl lay down into bed with a yawn, her eyes drifting close. There was only one question on her mind:

Was Jade a bottom?

(A/N) Keep in mind I haven't really written smut before, so although I might end up doing so in these future chapters, there possibly wont be ALOT of scenes or very descriptive ones but A for effort right? Don't forget to review!