I apologize about the wait to the person who had requested…I did not see the request until a few days ago. Hope you enjoy it. Some of these are just weird.
"The Mistake I made"
When he was just a boy, I really couldn't tell,
What a handsome man, he would grow so well,
Seven years past, I can't help but stare,
My heart feels so heavy, I really do care.
So many men, I could have my pick,
Why is it with him I have to stick?
Nah, I decide, he's too young for me,
But damn he's good looking,
That I can see.
"Die again"
I won't die again.
Again, and again, even in my dreams.
I see your face; do you try to tell me?
I can't listen, the thumping is too loud.
I'm going to keep this secret.
I'm going to close my mind against you.
Twisting, turning, I can't decide what to say.
I'm going to break all of the set standards.
I'm going to close my mind.
I'm going to find another way, I won't die again.
I'm going to close my mind.
I won't die again.
"You're there"
I wasn't looking, not expecting.
Your face popped into my life.
Who are you? I've never had anyone before…
I've been so lonely…finally found now.
I found it. What I see before me, it's you.
I'll always be there, even when I'm not.
You'll miss me for a while, but I'm there.
It's you. You're what I've been searching for.
Even when I'm not there, look for me.
Inside you.