Yay, aren't you glad that I'm back? Probably not, you guys are probably thinking 'What the hell took you so long! Man, you're slower than a turtle, even if a turtle can't type!' So I apologize to all readers and beg for forgivness –goes down on knees and starts begging- Anyways, thanks to Solilyzz and PhoenixDemonElite for reviewing and now, let's begin!
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Hitsugaya's P.O.V.
I woke up in my bed, was it just a dream? I highly doubt it. I shook my head to clear a few things up, then got out and started for breakfast. I felt very tired, for once, and I didn't want to be a captian, but then again, I never wanted to be a captian. I was watching the glowing sun rise, it seemed so peaceful, and I just wanted to go back to bed, but just then, Matsumoto came in. "Excuse me taichou, but here is a letter from someone unknown." I nodded at took the letter, and excused Matsumoto. Wait, what was I thinking! That might be the only time she was willing to do paperwork, man, I'm getting more stupid then ever! I read the letter, it said:
Dear Hitsugaya,
Oh Hitsugaya, my heart is in ache. You don't care, I know, but your secert is here with me, and that is all I need to keep me alive. Your dear secert, Kali, yes, you know, dear Kali, your dove that you gave me, and I also know there is more to that, perhaps it might be your sister? I resemble her don't I? I read it, your diary, yes, I know it's private, but still, things like that are needed. You know me as a friend, or do you know me as more? I know you as more, I know you as if you are my soul mate, but I know it can't be, or can it? Yes, soul mate, it can be true, we just have to make that happen! Please reply and leave it by your bed, please.
I was extremly confused and wondered, Kali? My sister, yes, a dove, can't remember, better tell this FRIEND that I don't remember and she's just insane.So I wrote that, and left it by my bed, hoping that will solve all the stupid problems I had, being a captian, letters/fanmail, stuff to worry in the real world(like hollows), Matsumoto, and everything such as.
The night came quickly, I updated on my diary and opened to the last entry. It said:
'Dear Diary,
Life is strange, life hurts. This is probably going to be my last time I'll ever write in you, because I'm going to stuff you in a pile, so I can forget about all of thoses pains. I'm so sorry Diary, I'm so sorry. I promise that I will find you, and remember everything you done for me. Let me cry my tears now, then I can finally be where I always wanted to be, at----.' My vision grew blurry as I continued to read, so I stopped. I cleared my tears and wrote in my diary.
'Dear Diary,
I'm glad I lied, for I can finally write to you. The last time I wrote in you, I remember, was 397 years ago, did I really forget about you? No, I just put you at the back of my mind, but not out. I'm glad, though I cried that night, I was not able to feel at home, I still felt the same pain, the same loneliness and everything as. But now, I'm not that child anymore, I can now bear it, even if it means death, even if it means all the pride I have. I have a different reason for me to live now, before it was to see Kali everyday, and now, it's to protect Hinamori, even if I never get to say it to Hinamori of how I feel of her, I will be able to show her. I will, I promise over my dead body and every thing I own, because I know that I can do it. Even at the hardest times, I feel calm and I feel easy when Hinamori is around, and now, it's time I do it for her too. Show her that she's not a burden, and that she's the reason we're all here, and she shimmers like the sliver moon, her voice as sweet as honey, her smell is just as wonderful as flowers and her eyes are…perfect to match her.
Diary, this is the last time, for good, that I'll be writing in you, and this time I'm marking the date.
December, 25.
Bye Diary, I hope you won't forget me, because I won't forget you.
-Shiro-chan
A beautiful full moon, Orion, Cygnus, Virgo, all resemble something. Orion is me, Cygnus is the beginning of a new life, Virgo is Hinamori. I need something to make us together, but what? I don't know. Maybe…maybe…maybe, I'll make my very own constellation, it'll be just like Gemini, expect it'll be Hinamori and me, holding hands. I'd call it 'Heavens' (Note: When I was writing part of this, I was listening to 'pretty boy' by m2m, and this is making me cry!)
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Hinamori's P.O.V.
I got out of bed. Hoping the sun would wake up as well. I wrote a let to Hitsugaya, it said:
Dear Hitsugaya,
Oh Hitsugaya, my heart is in ache. You don't care, I know, but your secert is here with me, and that is all I need to keep me alive. Your dear secert, Kali, yes, you know, dear Kali, your dove that you gave me, and I also know there is more to that, perhaps it might be your sister? I resemble her don't I? I read it, your diary, yes, I know it's private, but still, things like that are needed. You know me as a friend, or do you know me as more? I know you as more, I know you as if you are my soul mate, but I know it can't be, or can it? Yes, soul mate, it can be true, we just have to make that happen! Please reply and leave it by your bed, please.
I knew he would say something like I was insane or something, wasn't he always like that? Well, I went to go and get the letter, when I saw his diary opened. I read and as I did, I cried, not from happiness or from sadness, but from both. I'm ambivalent, well, I always am, sometimes I understand and I'm confused, sometimes I'm ashamed and proud, sometimes I'm relaxed and panicky. But most of the time, I'm sad and happy, like now. I was sure that Hitsugaya would wake up but he didn't. I grabbed the letter and looked out his window. Yes, it's a beautiful moon, a beautiful night. Orion, Cygnus and Virgo are visable, like always. I see them so clearly it feels like I can touch them, Orion, can Virgo go with him? I wish it could be like that. I wonder if I can find a new constellation and name it, I want to find a constellation that has a boy and a girl holding hands, I think I would call it… Heavens. I walked back to my division and read the letter, crying and laughing at it. And I replied.
Shiro-chan, you never learn do you?
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Waaa! This story is almost over, waaaaaa! Maybe I should start another HinamorixHitsugaya after this. I'm asuming that I only need 2-3 chapters left, I don't know really, but I thank all of the reviewers sooooooo much for their support. I don't know what I would've done with this story. –Starts crying of joy and sadness- I always feel ambivalent for some reason. Yes, flames, nice comments, all welcome, but I thank everyone so much that even I don't think that words will say enough. I will make a special chapter for all of you guys, just for you guys! THANKS!