I'm back! Happy to see me? Maybe…. Thanks so much to all the reviewers so I'm going to hand them sugar cubes. –start's thorwing sugar cubes to the reviewers- I'm so sorry for updating so late, but don't worry, I'm going to try to update every week or so. Expect somewhere in August and the other days I'm away. But It's hard, because I'm horrible when it comes to updating (and I mean this for all my stories, I hope). Anyways, on with the story! Oh yeah, and thanks Solilyzz and Shuyoru Kayume, and thank them a lot, the most!
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Hitsugaya's P.O.V
Maybe it was in my dream, I don't know, but sometime in the night, I think I felt something on my cheek. I was dreaming about the past, and a cherry blossom fell on my cheek, it was sweet smelling, like peaches. But when the sun peaked out of the ground, and it's rays hit my eyelids, everything vanished. Another day to be a captain, if only I could just be…normal. If I was living again, I could be normal, maybe a genius, which isn't that normal, but still…more normal then now. I almost regretted saying that when I thought about Hinamori, but I was sure that there were many people out there for me, if I was alive. But Hinamori was perfect for me, right now anyways. I went to check my desk, and saw a letter. I opened it, knowing it was Hinamori, I read it slowly, inside was:
Shiro-chan, what do you know? I read you last entry in your diary, Merry Christmas Shiro-chan.
I smiled. I was sure knew it, but I was wrong, maybe she thought differently. She said that we were soulmates, I believe that too, but she might not know, that I'm going to protect her, even if she saw me still as a child. I don't care if she still thinks me as a child, because I'm going to prove it to her, I'm more than just a child, more then a friend, more then Aizen. Even though I'm not sure she still loves Aizen, but I'm going to prove that I'm more! And so, I wrote another letter (talk about waste of paper):
Bed-wetter Momo, I know that I love you, even if you still love Aizen, I'll always love you, and no one can take that away. So please, remember this letter, and my love. Merry Christmas.
I masked my reistu (or how do you spell it? I'm going to have to pay attetion to this word in other stories.) and went over to the 5th division, and place the letter in front of Hinamori's door, hoping that she'd get it, and not Ichigo, that would be more embarassing then last time. I walked back to my division thinking about everything that happened in my life. The past sure is something I would like to let go of, maybe it would be easier if I just forgot about everything, and keeping living a life without Hinamori, but that's just wrong! What should I do?
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Hinamori's P.O.V
As the footsteps left, I went to go and find the letter, luckily, it was in front of me, so it wasn't hard, as I read what was inside, all the nightmares I had were gone, light filled my soul, and the dark beliefs evaporated faster than light. I smiled a true smile. I felt something fall onto my nose, and I looked up, and saw the sky was filled with clouds, dotted with snowflakes. Hitsugaya…. "Hello." I turned right, and I saw Hitsugaya wear earmuffs, gloves, a hat and a puffy jacket. But I ignored all of thoses, what I saw first was the scarf he wore, the one I knitted for him, the last one I knitted for him, which was the the last Christmas I ever spent with him. "Hi." I replied. A little nervous. There was silence for the next few minutes. "I guess this saves me time to write." I said. I want to say I more, but I couldn't we, just stared at each other for the next minute, I was getting really nervous by then. "I suppose you want some tea, Shiro-chan?" Boy, it's hard to start a conversation. "Sure." I went inside and started boiling some water. "Do you remember the first day we met Shiro-chan?"
"Yes."
"Do you remember what I asked?"
"No."
"I asked why you only answered with one word."
"Your point?"
"Nevermind. Remember the last day I was in Seiritei?"
"Yes."
"I…nevermind. I think the water should be done boiling now."
"You know momo, you're really strange."
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My P.O.V, Present
Matsumoto was still following Hinamori, until she turned to Hitsugaya's room. 'Maybe I was wrong, maybe it's okay that they are meeting, it would probably mean so much to them, I wonder….' Matsumoto turned back, maybe it wouldn't lose their rank, so it would be okay, if she was in Hinamori's shoes, not even losing your rank mattered.
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Yes, I'm done this chapter. I think that the next chapter will be either last or second last of this story. Thank so much to every reviewer for reviewing this story, you are the reasons why this story had gotten so far. Any comment, doesn't matter how mean or how nice it is, is welcomed. Because Solilyzz been with me the whole way, I think I'm going to start another hitsuhina fic. As soon as I'm done the 'how she felt' story. Thanks so much for reading!