This is my finally update, thank you so much reviewers/readers, without your support, it wouldn't be a success, (does anyone even read this part of the story/chapter?) Well anyways, so thanks again so much for everything and I plan on ending thi story. But I also plan on making another hitsuxhina story (if I can think of one) and thanks again! Oh and to let you guys know, most of all of this is just past points of the story, just a few points though.
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My P.O.V., present
"Shiro-chan?" Hinamori's gentle voice said.
"Yes?" Hitsugaya's voice was less colder then usual.
"I wanted to ask you something."
"What is it?"
"Do you want this gift?" Hitsugaya turned around to see Hinamori holding a box, wrapped in golden paper and a blue ribbon was fastened on.
"Thank you, Hinamori." Hitsugaya had said her real name in front of her for a VERY long time. He took the preseent and carefully unwrapped it, in side was a that was red, then another box, which was orange, and then another yellow box, and then another green box, then blue, then indigo, and finally a purple box, by then the box was only the size of well, a ring box. Hitsugaya took out the what was inside the small purple box, it was a 10k white gold ring ( I don't know if they have gold mines there, but whatever). Hitsugaya put it on his left ring finger. "I have something for you too." He said. And he handed her a box, same size as the purple box, expect this one was coloured peach. "Thank you, Hitsugaya." It was a REALLY long time since Hinamori called him Hitsugaya. She opened the box slowly, to reveal and sliver ring with a small diamond on it, well, it was the size of a flea, but whatever. She put the diamond ring on her left ring finger, and then they stared each other in the eye. "Merry Christmas, and Happy birthday too." Hitsugaya said, and captured Hinamori's lips. And things that happened came back to them.
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Flashback:
Hitsugaya had seen Hinamori when walking down a stream, she was just splashing in the stream, making little ripples throught the still water. Hitsugaya had to go and fetch water for his parents, when he saw her, his new neighbor. "Oh. Hello there, my name is Hinamori, and who might you be?" She asked with her innocent face, that she had all the time. "Hitsugaya."
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They spent theirdays in Rukongai playing helping each other out and just talking. On their very last day together, they sat out at night to see they lovely stars shinning as bright as the sun, and the cresent moon guiding the stars to never ending brightness. "Shiro-chan."
"Yeah?"
"I was wondering…will it be okay if I visited you everyday after school?"
"Sure."
"Brings me back to the first day we met just a year ago…"
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Hitsugaya's P.O.V.
I woke up in my bed, was it just a dream? I highly doubt it. I shook my head to clear a few things up, then got out and started for breakfast. I felt very tired, for once, and I didn't want to be a captian, but then again, I never wanted to be a captian. I was watching the glowing sun rise, it seemed so peaceful, and I just wanted to go back to bed, but just then, Matsumoto came in. "Excuse me taichou, but here is a letter from someone unknown." I nodded at took the letter, and excused Matsumoto. Wait, what was I thinking! That might be the only time she was willing to do paperwork, man, I'm getting more stupid then ever! I read the letter, it said:
Dear Hitsugaya,
Oh Hitsugaya, my heart is in ache. You don't care, I know, but your secert is here with me, and that is all I need to keep me alive. Your dear secert, Kali, yes, you know, dear Kali, your dove that you gave me, and I also know there is more to that, perhaps it might be your sister? I resemble her don't I? I read it, your diary, yes, I know it's private, but still, things like that are needed. You know me as a friend, or do you know me as more? I know you as more, I know you as if you are my soul mate, but I know it can't be, or can it? Yes, soul mate, it can be true, we just have to make that happen! Please reply and leave it by your bed, please.
I was extremly confused and wondered, Kali? My sister, yes, a dove, can't remember, better tell this FRIEND that I don't remember and she's just insane.So I wrote that, and left it by my bed, hoping that will solve all the stupid problems I had, being a captian, letters/fanmail, stuff to worry in the real world(like hollows), Matsumoto, and everything such as.
The night came quickly, I updated on my diary and opened to the last entry. It said:
'Dear Diary,
Life is strange, life hurts. This is probably going to be my last time I'll ever write in you, because I'm going to stuff you in a pile, so I can forget about all of thoses pains. I'm so sorry Diary, I'm so sorry. I promise that I will find you, and remember everything you done for me. Let me cry my tears now, then I can finally be where I always wanted to be, at----.' My vision grew blurry as I continued to read, so I stopped. I cleared my tears and wrote in my diary.
'Dear Diary,
I'm glad I lied, for I can finally write to you. The last time I wrote in you, I remember, was 397 years ago, did I really forget about you? No, I just put you at the back of my mind, but not out. I'm glad, though I cried that night, I was not able to feel at home, I still felt the same pain, the same loneliness and everything as. But now, I'm not that child anymore, I can now bear it, even if it means death, even if it means all the pride I have. I have a different reason for me to live now, before it was to see Kali everyday, and now, it's to protect Hinamori, even if I never get to say it to Hinamori of how I feel of her, I will be able to show her. I will, I promise over my dead body and every thing I own, because I know that I can do it. Even at the hardest times, I feel calm and I feel easy when Hinamori is around, and now, it's time I do it for her too. Show her that she's not a burden, and that she's the reason we're all here, and she shimmers like the sliver moon, her voice as sweet as honey, her smell is just as wonderful as flowers and her eyes are…perfect to match her.
Diary, this is the last time, for good, that I'll be writing in you, and this time I'm marking the date.
December, 25.
Bye Diary, I hope you won't forget me, because I won't forget you.
-Shiro-chan
A beautiful full moon, Orion, Cygnus, Virgo, all resemble something. Orion is me, Cygnus is the beginning of a new life, Virgo is Hinamori. I need something to make us together, but what? I don't know. Maybe…maybe…maybe, I'll make my very own constellation, it'll be just like Gemini, expect it'll be Hinamori and me, holding hands. I'd call it 'Heavens'
Hinamori's P.O.V.
I got out of bed. Hoping the sun would wake up as well. I wrote a let to Hitsugaya, it said:
Dear Hitsugaya,
Oh Hitsugaya, my heart is in ache. You don't care, I know, but your secert is here with me, and that is all I need to keep me alive. Your dear secert, Kali, yes, you know, dear Kali, your dove that you gave me, and I also know there is more to that, perhaps it might be your sister? I resemble her don't I? I read it, your diary, yes, I know it's private, but still, things like that are needed. You know me as a friend, or do you know me as more? I know you as more, I know you as if you are my soul mate, but I know it can't be, or can it? Yes, soul mate, it can be true, we just have to make that happen! Please reply and leave it by your bed, please.
I knew he would say something like I was insane or something, wasn't he always like that? Well, I went to go and get the letter, when I saw his diary opened. I read and as I did, I cried, not from happiness or from sadness, but from both. I'm ambivalent, well, I always am, sometimes I understand and I'm confused, sometimes I'm ashamed and proud, sometimes I'm relaxed and panicky. But most of the time, I'm sad and happy, like now. I was sure that Hitsugaya would wake up but he didn't. I grabbed the letter and looked out his window. Yes, it's a beautiful moon, a beautiful night. Orion, Cygnus and Virgo are visable, like always. I see them so clearly it feels like I can touch them, Orion, can Virgo go with him? I wish it could be like that. I wonder if I can find a new constellation and name it, I want to find a constellation that has a boy and a girl holding hands, I think I would call it… Heavens. I walked back to my division and read the letter, crying and laughing at it. And I replied.
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Hitsugaya's P.O.V.
I heard it, Hinamori's tears, was she crying because she's happy or sad, or maybe both? Just then, I realized, I LEFT MY DIARY OPENED! AHHHH, DID THE MYSTERIOUS PERSON READ, NOOOOO, MY PRIDE! I sat straight up, scared half to death, that's when I notice a letter beside me. I opened, and stared in awe at what was written there. Shiro-chan, you never learn do you? That spilt second, I ran out the sliding door, and ran all the way the the 5th division and knock so hard, that the sliding door's frame broke.
"Come in, or more like, jump in, because you broke my sliding door." 'That isn't Hinamori's voice.' "OhiO. (don't know how it's spelt, but it means good morning.)" To my surprise it was Ichigo (let's pretend that he's the 5th division captain, because 1st, everyone is doing that and 2nd, because I want to) sitting, and not Hinamori. "Ichigo, have you seen Hinamori?" I asked in my cold tone. "Oh, she said she was going somewhere, somewhere very far and will return soon." I nodded and ran back to my division. While I was there, I decided to reply the letter.
Momo-chan, you remembered all thoses years? You read the dairy? Momo-chan, I know something too.
I ran out of my division and again, ran all the way to Hinamori's room and placed the letter on her desk, because she always looks on her desk when she enters her room. I remember all of the years back then.
Flash back:
"Shiro-chan?" Hinamori asked.
"Yeah?"
"I was wondering…will it be okay if I visited you everyday after school?"
"Sure."
"Brings me back to the first day we met just a year ago…."
"What?"
"Oh nothing, nothing important, oh look Shiro-chan, it looks like Cygnus the swan came out!"
"………………………………………………………………………."(Hinamori explaing stuff to Hitsugaya.)
"Oh hey Shiro-chan, look at Orion, he reminds me of you, so strong!" Hitsugaya shruggs.
"Geez Shiro-chan, you've been so unhappy looking after I first got the letter."
"Well, I'm fine, hey look, it's Ursa Minor and Ursa Major, and Polaris, reminds me of us." Hitsugaya whipsered the last part. Soon Hinamori fell asleep. "Oyasumi nasai."
End of Flash back.
I thought for a second, 'Life is so great, but sometimes, it sucks so much it hurts. Hinamori, what do you think about life?"
Hinamori's P.O.V.
I was tired, especially after reading that diary of his. I decided to go and leave early to sit by the watermelon field, away from Seritei and home, all the way across 3 000 hectors of land. As I was walking the the field, I was singing the song 'Pretty Boy' I listened to when I was young.
I lie awake at night,
See things in black and white.
I've only got you inside my mind,
You know you have made me blind.
I lie awake and pray,
That you will look my way.
I have all this longing in my heart,
I knew it right from the start.
Oh my pretty, pretty boy I love you,
Like I never ever loved no one before you,
Pretty, pretty boy of mine,
Just tell me you love me too.
Oh my pretty, pretty boy,
I need you,
Oh pretty, pretty boy I do,
Let me inside,
Make me stay,
Right beside you.
I use to write your name,
And put it in a frame.
And sometimes I think I hear you call,
Right from my bedroom walls.
You'll stay a little while,
And touched my with your smile?
And what can I say to make you mine?
To reach our for you in time.
Oh my pretty, pretty boy I love you,
Like I never ever loved no one before you,
Pretty, pretty boy of mine,
Just tell me you love me too.
Oh my pretty, pretty boy,
I need you,
Oh pretty, pretty boy I do,
Let me inside,
Make me stay,
Right beside you.
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Oh pretty boy, oh pretty boy,
Say you love me too.
Oh my pretty, pretty boy I love you,
Like I never ever loved no one before you,
Pretty, pretty boy of mine,
Just tell me you love me too.
Oh my pretty, pretty boy,
I need you,
Oh pretty, pretty boy I do,
Let me inside,
Make me stay,
Right beside you.
By: M2M, Song: Pretty Boy
Well, I have to admit, singing that song took a lot out of me, even if it's just a song. When I finally reach my destination, I sat comfortable on the ground, near a big juciy watermelon. I thought it would be great for Hitsugaya, and plus, I get to eat some too!
9:00 p.m
HOLY CRAP! I spent all my time eating A watermelon and dreaming, that I lost track of time. Thank god the watermelons here are so sweet, Hitsugaya will love them, and they're easy carry, I hope. 3 000 hectors to walk, amazing, and that's just rounded, to be accurate, it would be 3102 hectors, 89 metres, 57 centimetres and 9 milimetres.
12:49 a.m.
Finally, I made it, phew, that took long, time to go and deliever this freaking heavy watermelon to Hitsugaya.
After I was done delievering, I went to go check my desk to see if anything was there, and there was! Hitsugaya sent me a letter. It said:
Momo-chan, you remembered all thoses years? You read the dairy? Momo-chan, I know something too.
Well, I'll reply then sleep, wait a second… Hitsugaya knows something, what does he know? I wil ask him in the next letter, I wrote :
Shiro-chan, what do you know? I read you last entry in your diary, Merry Christmas Shiro-chan. 00000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
Hitsugaya's P.O.V.
Maybe it was in my dream, I don't know, but sometime in the night, I think I felt something on my cheek. I was dreaming about the past, and a cherry blossom fell on my cheek, it was sweet smelling, like peaches. But when the sun peaked out of the ground, and it's rays hit my eyelids, everything vanished. Another day to be a captain, if only I could just be…normal. If I was living again, I could be normal, maybe a genius, which isn't that normal, but still…more normal then now. I almost regretted saying that when I thought about Hinamori, but I was sure that there were many people out there for me, if I was alive. But Hinamori was perfect for me, right now anyways. I went to check my desk, and saw a letter. I opened it, knowing it was Hinamori, I read it slowly, inside was:
Shiro-chan, what do you know? I read you last entry in your diary, Merry Christmas Shiro-chan.
I smiled. I was sure knew it, but I was wrong, maybe she thought differently. She said that we were soulmates, I believe that too, but she might not know, that I'm going to protect her, even if she saw me still as a child. I don't care if she still thinks me as a child, because I'm going to prove it to her, I'm more than just a child, more then a friend, more then Aizen. Even though I'm not sure she still loves Aizen, but I'm going to prove that I'm more! And so, I wrote another letter (talk about waste of paper):
Bed-wetter Momo, I know that I love you, even if you still love Aizen, I'll always love you, and no one can take that away. So please, remember this letter, and my love. Merry Christmas.
I masked my reistu (or how do you spell it? I'm going to have to pay attetion to this word in other stories.) and went over to the 5th division, and place the letter in front of Hinamori's door, hoping that she'd get it, and not Ichigo, that would be more embarassing then last time. I walked back to my division thinking about everything that happened in my life. The past sure is something I would like to let go of, maybe it would be easier if I just forgot about everything, and keeping living a life without Hinamori, but that's just wrong! What should I do?
Hinamori's P.O.V.
As the footsteps left, I went to go and find the letter, luckily, it was in front of me, so it wasn't hard, as I read what was inside, all the nightmares I had were gone, light filled my soul, and the dark beliefs evaporated faster than light. I smiled a true smile. I felt something fall onto my nose, and I looked up, and saw the sky was filled with clouds, dotted with snowflakes. Hitsugaya…. "Hello." I turned right, and I saw Hitsugaya wear earmuffs, gloves, a hat and a puffy jacket. But I ignored all of thoses, what I saw first was the scarf he wore, the one I knitted for him, the last one I knitted for him, which was the the last Christmas I ever spent with him. "Hi." I replied. A little nervous. There was silence for the next few minutes. "I guess this saves me time to write." I said. I want to say I more, but I couldn't we, just stared at each other for the next minute, I was getting really nervous by then. "I suppose you want some tea, Shiro-chan?" Boy, it's hard to start a conversation. "Sure." I went inside and started boiling some water. "Do you remember the first day we met Shiro-chan?"
"Yes."
"Do you remember what I asked?"
"No."
"I asked why you only answered with one word."
"Your point?"
"Nevermind. Remember the last day I was in Seiritei?"
"Yes."
"I…nevermind. I think the water should be done boiling now."
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Thanks so much for everything reviewers, And I hope you enojoyed this last chapter, I appreciate all of your support, and I hope you all enjoyed my story!