A/N: So this whole month I've been pretty distracted due to report cards coming... Gah I thought I did bad… geez. Damn tension, I wasn't able to concentrate on this story enough as I wanted to. Again sorry for the long wait and thank you for all the reviews and comments! You guys are great! You guys make me feel like I'm a god or something : ) Thanks a lot (snuggles everyone)

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Disclaimer: I obviously don't own Naruto, if I did... well let's not go there : 3

Rated: PG-13 (sexual situations + suggestive dialogue)

Spoilers: Manga 283+

Pairing: Sai x Sakura

What are these Feelings?

Sakura eyes went wide. What was he planning to do when he had succeeded on taking off her skirt? She panicked. She placed one of her warm hands on top of Sai's firmly trying to remove his hands from his current position. He wouldn't budge. Sakura panicked more.

"Please stop Sai." she said panicky.

He didn't listen he kept going but this time instead of her hem he started at his. She tried shoving him off but he didn't move a single inch. That's when she did the only thing she could think of.

Eyes closed her hand made contact with his cheek in a swift motion.

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She did not dare open her eyes; darkness was all she saw in her enclosed orbs. Her heartbeat was beating rapidly; the encounter with Sai left adrenaline flowing through her veins. Her smooth hand had not moved an inch from Sai's face. It lay flat on top of his cheek, heat radiating from the bruise that was forming.

Silence deafened her, she could not take it, but could not bare to stare into the eyes of the man that tried to do such lustful objectives to her. She stayed silent, waiting for what the man would do to next.

Moments that seemed like days went by, she could not take it, if the man that lay on top of her was going to be a mouse she would take charge of the situation; but she was frightened and did not move.

Her head fell skewed to the side; her thoughts ran through her head.

Why can't I do anything right? I'm trying to save Sasuke but I can't even save myself...

She released her eyes from strain, but now furrowed her eyebrows as a result of her thoughts on mind. Sai stared confusingly but spoke his mind.

"I don't get it." he spoke wordlessly.

Sakura's eyes opened extensively at his question. Nor did she understand what his actions were for. She was the one who should be asking that question. She grew angry at this and decided to speak her mind.

"I should be the one asking tha-."

Before she could finish she was stopped by a long slender finger that lay upon her silky pink lips. She blinked uncontrollably.

"In the book I read, she returned his actions causing her to be blissful at the end. What is it with you? Did my actions not solve your problem? Could it be yet another emotion you're concealing from me? Sai added maliciously.

This couldn't be happening. He was playing with her. All of his actions were lies memorized from a book. They weren't real, they were used abusively because the one man who did it to her, mistreated there true meanings.

The true meanings of love…

"How could you?" added Sakura.

"How can you still act this way after what you've done to me? You did such sinful things and you want me to pretend as if everything's okay? You think just because it's in a book that it will happen in real life? No, you're wrong; all of you men are wrong. You all just think pleasure will subdue things."

"This isn't life; this is sick fantasy you assholes out there have come up with, and corrupted the minds of the young into thinking its right. You don't understand the true feelings of a woman. You don't understand anything, not even yourself!"

Sakura was panting furiously under Sai's body. Sai looked at her emotionlessly as always. He looked at her in the eyes. Her eyes were dark like the night sky. He smiled.

"Of course I don't. After all I don't have any emotions." Sai answered contently.

How could he be smiling at time like this? Did he truly not have a heart or was he just afraid to let his emotions out? Either way, he was pissing her off. She furrowed her eyebrows once again.

With all the strength and courage that was left in her she shoved Sai off her. She gathered all her things in record timing and left running slamming the door with such force it reopened a bit once it closed. Her footsteps soon subsided with another door sliding closed.

His eyes lay upon the door where he last saw Sakura running. He then closed his eyes sighing. Once he opened his eyes he gathered his clothing and belongings slowly. He placed his forehead protector on top on his mountain of belongings. He started moving when he felt something underneath his foot.

Couching down he picked up the object and examined it. It was a piece of paper. He flipped it to the other side and saw four different faces.

Sakura was smiling while the other two beside her were sending grimaces at each other while the eldest of them all just smiled reassuringly while shuffling the two boy's heads.

He then glanced at Sakura. She was smiling like a goofball, but nevertheless was she happy.

He then looked at Sasuke. He placed his left thumb over Sasuke's face. Sai smirked.

"Good things come if you wait." He said tauntingly while the wind blew on the windows causing sinister sounds, shadows landing on his once clear face.

After finishing observing the picture he gracefully got up and walked towards his back pack. He placed his stained clothes along side his back pack. He then began unzipping his back pack gently glided the photograph between the pages of his brothers picture book.

While zipping his backpack he remembered the words she spoke to him. He closed his eyes once again.

"You don't understand anything, not even yourself!"

He reopened his eyes hesitantly while continuing to zip his backpack up. He looked at the floor motionlessly.

"You're right but at the moment you don't even understand your own self." said Sai softly.

With that said he grabbed his forehead protector, placed it near his pillow and crawled into his futon. He closed his ebony orbs and breathed slowly; his naked chest rising up and down. His head fell to the side causing a few black strands to fall on his clear complexion. He was completely asleep.

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Her pink tresses of hair fell on her face as she raced through the hallways. All that had happened to her was a lie not only that but it was against her own will as a woman. She was meaning to do those things with the one she loved but it was robbed from her in near seconds.

The thoughts kept racing through her head. The way he sucked, the way he breathed against her neck- just thinking about it made her face go warm. She grabbed her head with both hands and squeezed her temples attempting to stop the thoughts.

As she approached her room's door she quickly opened and closed it fast. She ran to the bathroom. She quickly removed every article of clothing she had on. She turned on the faucet of the shower not bothering to care what temperature it was. She quickly started scrubbing herself real hard everywhere. She scrubbed the hardest on her neck trying to get rid of the smell of Sai. Her skin stared turning red from excessively rubbing the same area over and over. It stung every time the water fell on her once pure skin but she did not care. Anything was better then having Sai's scent on her.

She sobbed quietly embracing herself securely. She dropped the cloth that she was using to annihilate her tainted skin. She lifted her head, water pouring on her tear stained face.

"I let yet another man toy with me but this time..."

She couldn't finish her sentence. She turned herself so her back faced the wall. She leaned against it and slowly like molasses fell to the bottomless pit of the shower crying, her tears mixed with the showers water and blood.

I haven't changed at all…

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A/n: All I have to say is WOW! I didn't expect that I would actually continue doing this story but since you guys are awesome I decided to continue. Anyway yea I made it sort of angsty towards the end I mean if you found out a man was playing you, you'd be mad (shakes fist) (awkward silence) anyway I hope u guys liked it; sorry if there are any grammar/spelling errors. I'm trying to type this while doing a persuasion essay and so far... it's crappy : (

But Again I would like to emphasis that your support is greatly appreciated MORE HAPPY LOVE COOKIES FOR EVERYONE! I'm glad to hear that you guys love my story. Yea 298... Very sad... but I have faith in Sai, cuz there definitely needs to be more Sai x Saku moments to get Sasuke mad dreams of Sai x Saku x Sasu plus Sakura has a hold of his belongings especially his brothers picture book which mean SUPER BONDING MOMENTS : ) hmm.. Yamato x Sakura : 3 gets shot