Chapter 4: No turning back

Disclaimer: I don't own Supernatural or the guys. Just the ideas in my head!

Note: Not to spoil anything but…..depression lead a character down a bad road

Dean slammed on the brakes as they reached the funeral home in their hometown of Lawrence, Kansas, Dean shook awake the sleeping Sam.

"Dude, were here" said Dean

"I can't believe that Dad is dead, I mean I thought that he was good enough to not get killed by a demon" said Sam as he climbed out of the car

As they entered the funeral home a couple of family friends came up to them, hugged them, and told them how sorry they were.

"Big turn out……" said Sam not knowing what to say

"Yeah, I guess" answered Dean

As the mourners found seats, the pastor started his speech about John

"John Winchester was a close friend of mine, even though he didn't share much of his personal life with me I am sure that before his wife Mary died they were very happy together. I am sure that his two sons Dean and Sam will miss him greatly. He was a great person and I hope that he can truly rest in peace finally" recited the Pastor from the piece of paper in front of him

As the mourners left the funeral home, Dean caught a glimpse of a picture of the family near John's casket he started to cry.

"Dean…we'll be okay I promise" said Sam putting his arm around Dean's shoulders as he guided him out to the car

Dean who was in no condition to drive handed Sam the keys sat on the passenger side and fell asleep as Sam drove to Mississippi. They made to Mississippi in record time and checked in to a hotel and went to sleep.

Around 3 am Dean awoke unable to sleep because he was still depressed about losing John he decided he had to do something, so he sat down and wrote a letter.

Sam,

I don't understand why I am doing this but I need to do something. I can't take another death, I mean after mom it all went down hill. Killing demons is not a great career for a person like me, but I really didn't have a choice did I? You were the lucky one, you had a choice and you choose to come with me. Anyway, I just wanted to say thank you for coming with me on these trips and for being such a great little brother, I don't want to leave you this way but I'm sorry…………………….

Love your brother,

Dean

After Dean finished his letter, he placed it on the nightstand next to the sleeping Sam. he grabbed the car keys, jumped in to his car, found the nearest cliff and rode his car off it landing in a large lake. Back in the hotel room Sam would had just found the letter, read it, and ran as quickly has he could the cliff. He noticed Dean's car in the lake, with no options left Sam leapt off the cliff…….

That's it…the story is over! I hope that you enjoyed reading it, thank you to everyone who reviewed!