This is the story after "why did this happen to me." I'll try to make it a little more better than the other story. It may not be understandable because of my vocabulary but I had to write this down because I met a person who almost went threw something like this. Oh well here it is. No flames

Four years had past ever since the incident that Kairi had. Her two daughters were now four years old and going to school but then life started to get harder than before. Her mom is getting a new job so she would raise money for the twins while her dad works at the same time. What's worst is that Kairi started to go to collage and she has no one to take care of the kids. One day she finally managed to get the girls into a preschool daycare so while she's at college, the girls are at school. Things are getting to stressed that she's been crying almost everyday. But one night when Kairi put the girls to sleep, she went down stairs and drank a cup of tea. Someone knocked on the door and then she opened it. It was Namine.

"Hey, Kairi."

"….Hi."

"What's wrong?"

"….It's nothing, really."

"You've been crying a lot."

"It's…. things are starting to get so hard for me to take care of the twins." She said.

"I'm sorry."

"no, it's not your fault. The girls are complaining that I'm not spending too much time with them. I just hope that I pass college."

"Just don't give up."

"There's also another problem."

"What?"

"The social worker came last week to check on how I take care of the girls. He was pretty surprised that I was handling two girls while starting college. I just don't know what to do anymore. I just think that maybe I have to give them up for adoption." She said. Her emotion was really low that she started to sob. What she said worried Namine. "Kairi…. I'll try to help you. But you do what's the right thing." Namine said.

"I need to talk to Sora." She said. She felt something tugging her shirt. She looked down and saw the two girls looking at her while wearing there pajamas. Teresa had a purple pajama while Karina had a pink pajama. "Why…are you cwying?" the twins asked. Kairi whipped her tears and looked at the girls.

"I just sometimes feel this way." She said. She then hugged them both. "It's time for bed."

"Daddy coming tomorrow?" They asked referring to Sora.

"Uh…. No he can't." She said.

"He's aways so bisy." Karina said.

"I know."

"You aways bisy too." Teresa said.

"I'm sorry. Hey how about if we go to the park this weekend?"

"Okay! Daddy come too?" The girls asked.

"…I need to ask him." She said in a worried tone.

"Wiku come too?" The girls asked Namine.

"Maybe."

"Evwy one is so bisy." (Everyone is so busy) Karina said while walking back to there rooms.

"Cute." Namine said. She looked at her watch. "Oh I'm suppose to meet Riku at a restaurant."

"Romantic moment?" Kairi asked.

"Yeah." Kairi said. Namine left while waving goodbye. After she left Kairi got up and left the kitchen. She just wonders when her mom is coming. She went to the living room to work on her computer for a homework that she needed to do for college. She looked at the clock and it said 9:00 pm. Her phone rang and she picked it up. "Hello?"

"Kairi? It's me Sora."

"Hi."

"You sound low."

"….I'm fine." She said.

"I'm coming to visit." He said. "And the girls?"

"They're asleep." She said.

"Give me five minutes. I just came to give you company while your mom and dad are gone."

"Thank you."

"Love you."

"You to." She then hung up and started to think. She couldn't sleep much lately. Not only because of the kids and her work, because of her worst memories. Whenever she worries about her daughter, she worries more about that man. That man who raped her. That was causing her depression. She knows he dead but now she doesn't feel safe anymore. The bad news is that the lights went out causing the computer to turn off. "Shit." She said. She was about to get up to get a flashlight. Good thing that she found it. She hates the dark because the scary images always appear in her head. Then the flashlight went out. Her heart started to beat faster that she was sweating. She sees a strange image in the dark walking to her room. She then started to scream her lungs out. Sora was walking to her house but then she heard her screaming. He ran to her house and quickly opened the door seeing Kairi on the floor sobbing. Then the lights came back.

"Kairi! What happened!"

"That man! I swear! I saw him!" She sobbed while hugging Sora. "It was horrible! The illusion felt real!" She sobbed. She knew that no one was in her house. "Kairi, I think it's time to go see a psychologist."

"I can't… I'm too busy."

"This is serious Kairi. You're rejecting help just because your busy."

"…..I'm sorry."

"It's okay."

"Daddy?" The two girls called.

"Aren't you suppose to be in bed?" He asked.

"We cowldn't sweep." They said.

"How about if I tell you a bed time story?" Sora said.

"Yay! Tell us mo abowt the boy with da big key." (Tell us more about the boy with the big key.)

"Okay, let's get to the part when he finds the princess of heart in a big evil castle."

"Yay!" The girls then ran back to there rooms to get ready to hear the story.

"Sora, thank you. I don't know what I could do without you."

"Hey, no big. I like kids." He said. "Well, since the girls thought that I was there father I've been feeling like if I want to be a father." He said.

"I've felt a little better when you gave me the engagement ring." Kairi said while showing it.

"Guess what?" Sora asked.

"What?"

"Riku's gonna ask her."

"No way!"

"It's true." Sora said.

"I'm sure she's gonna say yes." Kairi said.

"Cross your fingers." Sora said. They both hugged each other. "I know that what happened scared the wits our of you, but you're here. Thank god that you're still alive." Sora said.

"Daddy! Stowy time!" The girls called.

"Man they are impatience." Sora said. Sora left the living room and went to the room of the twins. Kairi was trying to keep her smile up but then she frowned. She still fells this huge pain in her chest that she can't take. It felt like if it was the pain of guilt. She just hopes that nothing bad's gonna happen.

Well that's all for this chapter. I may update the second chapter maybe quickly.