Kaya: Thank you for your reviews everyone. I think I am going to change the title to something that has to do with songfics, because thats what this is, a bunch of songfics I write off the top of my head. But yeah, if anyone has any idea what I should call the main title, feel free to put it in a review!
Sasuke: Kaya, WHY do I sound all confusing?
Kaya: Because you do. And because you are!
Sasuke: HEY! -throws pillow at Kaya-
Kaya: -dodges-
Kaya and Sasuke: On with the songfic!
Disclaimer: I don't own the lyrics or any characters from Naruto, but if I did...-evil laugh-
song: Be My Escape
Artist: Reliant K
lyrics
story
Summary: Sasuke's POV kinda complicated lol sry! don't hurt me!
I've given up on giving up slowly
I'm blending in so you won't even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate.
This one last pull that you mention
It's my one last shot at redemption
Cause I know to live you must give your life away.
I closed my self off from everyone, even you my little Kitsune. I didn't want to be seen for what I really am. Feelings had only gotten in the way. But maybe, just maybe, there is something you could help me with. Just this one time. You once confessed your love for me, and maybe that is the one thing that can save me.
Because I love you too.
And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me.
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm goin because
I kept it held in for so long, I thought you would never think of me that way again after what I put you through. It all depends on if you still love me. I don't want to hide from my feelings any more. I want to learn how to enjoy life, but I can't do it on my own. I have no idea what will happen between us, and I'm scared to death, but I'm not going to let fear keep me from being happy.
I gotta get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get out of here And I'm begging you,
I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape.
Please, will you help me shed my shell and walk with me hand in hand, my little Kitsune. Become one in love with me and share your happiness with me. Show me how to feel and care. Be my escape from the darkness.
I've given up on doing this alone now
Guess I failed and I'm ready to be shown how
You told me the way and now I'm tryin to get there
I need your help. I am begging on my knees. I don't want to be alone anymore! You told me you loved me before. Is there any way to get that love back?
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
If you hate me for pushing you away, I will totally understand. Even though you said your love for me was everlasting, it could still be crumbled.
Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
And that might be the death of me.
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm goin because
My stomach is in knots just thinking of talking to you again after so long. Only your answer can set me free. I want to know what it is like to smile a real smile again. These smirks are going to kill me, these fake half-smiles. But would a real smile shatter my calm cold shell? I don't know, but I want to try.
I gotta get out of here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake (yeah)
I gotta get out of here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape.
I want out of this self imposed hell. I feel it sucking the life out of me day by day and it is getting harder to keep on going. Please be my escape from this hell.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for you to do what you can with me
But I can't ask you to give what you already gave.
Please, my little Kitsune. Pull me out of my cold hard shell. I don't want to be emotionless anymore. Do anything and everything in your power and your will to help me! I can't ask you for your love. you have to give it freely without prompting...but...
Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I've been locked inside that house
All the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out
That might be the death of me.
And even though there's no way of knowing
Where to go
I promise I'm goin because
I want, no. I Need you to help me. I have never asked anything of you before. Are three little words and the rest of your life to much to ask? I can feel my heart sinking at the thought of your rejection, but there is nothing that can stop me from trying. I'm going to be like you. Never EVER giving up!
I gotta get out of here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I feel into by mistake
I gotta get out of here
And I'm begging you, I'm begging you, I'm begging you to be my escape.
My mind id reeling with all the thoughts of your answer. I can't take it. I have to find you! Please be my escape form this torture.
I fought you for so long
I should have let you win
(Oh how we regret those things we do)
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
(But so were you)
So were you
I'm so sorry my love. I never thought about your feelings before. I think I might not deserve you. I was only thinking about myself...but so were you.
-FIN-
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