Jumper (I would Understand)

A/N So yeah, I have only ONE full time reviewer...and only six reviews...thats kinda sad considering there are almost 400 hits...-cries- Reviews make me happy, but not getting reviews makes me sad and I don't want to write.
Anyway, I wanted to tell all you dedicated readers...(hnn)...that I am going to try my hand at something other than songfics! I am going to wing it by chapter, but I don't know when I will start exactly. It will be soon though. Anyway...(I say that alot) so yeah, read and review!

Disclaimer: Yeah yeah...I don't own any of it...

Kaya: Yay! Song number five!

Sasuke: You Bitch...You made my Naru-kun go suicidal...

Naruto: It's ok Sasuke, Im still here.

Sasuke: -glomps Naruto-

Kaya: Anyway...on with the fic!

Song: Jumper (I would Understand)
Artist: Third eye blind

Lyrics

story

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand.
I would understand,

Why Would you want to do something like this to yourself Dobe? Did you want attention? Well, you sure as hell got mine, but I don't think anyone else gives a shit about you, they figured that you would just die and they would be rid of you. I hope you live so I can beat the shit out of you for being so stupid. I read the note you left. How could you have those feelings and not tell me? well, maybe I was a bit distant and maybe I did insult you a little too much, but I was unsure of your feelings towards me and I didn't want to be rejected. I guess alot of this is my fault..hnn. Well, When you wake up, if you dont want to see me, I will understand.

The angry boy, a bit too insane,
Icing over a secret pain,
You know you don't belong,
You're the first to fight, You're way too loud,
You're The flash of light, On a burial shroud,
I know something's wrong,
Well everyone I know has got a reason, To say, put the past away

You were always so crazy, always predictably crazy, and thats what I had come to love about you. I learned that your hyper happy attitude was only covering up the pain you felt inside. Convinced that everyone (even I,) hated you because of the Kyuubi. It must have been hell for you seeing me and me acting like such a prick...I even hurt myself, denying my feelings for you until this. You were always the one to start a spar with me, with your eagerness to be near me, and you would always taunt me in that loud, incessant voice of yours...the voice I have come to love. You were always the one that seemed most out of place, and I know you knew. You must have tried to hide your past, and it wansn't staying hidden, because I knew.

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies, That you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand,
I would understand.

Naruto, I wish I could have Pulled you back from the ledge, I was only a minute too late. Seeing you dive off the top of Hokage Mountain tore my heart from my chest and stomped it into the ground. I am so afraid to loose you without telling you that I love you too. I don't care if you hate me after this, just please wake up! I will understand if you are mad, I just don't want you to die.

Well he's on the table, And he's gone to code,
And I do not think anyone knows,
What they are doing here,
And your friends have left, You've been dismissed,
I never thought it would come to this, And I, I want you to know,
Everyone's got to face down the demons,
Maybe today, We can put the past away,

There you are, still unconcious after so many days. What am I going to do if I loose you? There are so many people that come in to 'wish you well'. Bullshit. They just want to see if you have died yet. I am the only one that is here as a friend, and dare say I, A loved one? They already think of you as gone. 'Good riddance to the demon' they say as they leave your room, but I can't wait to see the looks on their faces when they have to face 'the demon' again when I make them personally appologize to you...they will have to acknowledge that you are you, not the demon. No more living in the past.

I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
You could cut ties with all the lies, that you've been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again, I would understand,
I would understand,
I would understand...

My Naruto, please wake up. Please stay away from the light at the end of the tunnel, or whatever leads to death. Come back to me so I can show you how much I love you. all the things you did, you thought they pushed me away, but they only pulled me closer. I just was afraid to show it. Yes, the stoic, unfeeling Uchiha was afraid...afraid of loosing you, and I still am. But if you don't want anything to do with me when you wake up, I will understand.

Can you put the past away, I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend,
I would understand...

Put all the bad memories away, don't think of me as the teammate that hates and only thinks of revenge. Think of me as the man that you love, and the man that returns that love. My sweet Naruto, please see me as someone you want to spend the rest of your life with. That is how I see you.

But If you never wake up...I will understand...

-FIN-
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