Disclaimers: These characters aren't mine, but they belong to Masashi Kishimoto and to Shonen Jump. This fanfic takes place before the fight between Hinata Hyuga and Neji Hyuga.
Enjoy.
I'M CHANGING
Only in my dreams I will be respected by someone…
Only in my dreams I will be accepted by someone…
Only in my dreams I will have a friend…
-…so I think that you have notice that change yourself it's impossible-
I'm an unnecessary human being.All the lacks of my clan are gathered in my soul.Despite my family boasts one of the most powerful abilities of the Konoha village,since I was a child, I wasn't able to controll this ability like my parents,like my father.
My father…the head of these family that I hate with all my soul because they don't respect me,in fact they despise me as if I was mark by one of the most terrifying crimes:but,at the same time,I'm frightened of this family,more of the Hokage.
My father…that,when he had realized that I wasn't the daughter that he wanted,he stopped to train me,he began to ignore me.
Like a child,that, after he has used his toy and he doesn't like it,he trowns it away and he searches another one.
Like that men that marry beautiful women without a soul. They use the bodies of these frivolous women and then they find some excuse totake away them (they accuse them to have a lover or to be spies,came from other village).
But I'm not a toy. I have a soul and I suffer,I suffer a lot because my heart is full of scars that they won't be erased by someone. I know that this world has a superficial society,that distinguishes men in classes for their wealth or for their family's origin. But…I wold like to live like the other children,without knowing all these things,without being bespise by my family.
I wanted to know the happiness of my age:go out with my friends, quarrel with one of them because we like the same boy,learn new techniques with fun.
I don't want to be a prisoner,also my sister Hanabi despise me because I haven't got some friends or because I'm not good at school.
Oh,Kiba,you have always be with me,also before we were put in the same team with Shino,you have always protect me,since we were children;now you always quirrel with Shino because he is stronger than you and he does our missions better.
You have a family that loves you. They don't ask you to be the strongest ninja of the village neither the most intelligent,they only ask you to be yourself.
And you,Naruto,you are so strong,you always fights your battles with simplicity.THANK YOU!
-OF COURSE THAT IS POSSIBLE,IDIOT.WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THE OTHERS? SHOW HIM WHO YOU ARE,HINATA!-
I'm not joking when I say that you are my model,my ipiration,my strenght.
You will be always my strnght,the one that has permit me to do what I'm going to do.
I'M CHANGING
And I don't want to come back.
-HINATA,JUST REACT.I'M FREAKING OUT ONLY WATCHING-
You makes a lot of noise,Naruto,but now you are right.
"I say the things like they are.It's part of my ninja's beliefs"
That's what I think.
No,Neji this time I won't run away from my clan. You probably are the best of our family,you have passed difficul situations because of your position,but I haven't go also a simply life.
I will not run away.
I DON'T WANT to run away.
Naruto,at least you,try to see my little change.
I put in my position.
-Come on Neji,lets fight-
Life isn't made of dreams.
OWARI
So,what do you think about it?I'm italian and I would like to know if I haven't made too many errors.
Bye bye,Mellory