The First-1st Years Special Exam has finally, come to an end.
And now, a shocking news came to me while on the cruise deck.
Why are they congratulating me?
...
WHAT?
"Seriously i need to talk to him, right now."
As I mumbled, my phone ringed, and a notification from Ayanokouji-kun, saying that he wants to talk with at the back of the cruise.
"Yo Horikita."
"Why our classmates are praising me Ayanokouji-kun?!?!?"
Then he replied with his casual phrase.
"I don't know."
"Don't play dumb!"
"Ok, I'll explain."
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"Y-you..."
I have no words to say.
"Are you manipulating me?"
I wouldn't mind being manipulated in be- No! Suit yourself Suzune!
"You need answers eh?"
His next words made me gulp, and my body tremble in fear.
"I've never once thought of you as an ally."
Don't-
"-Not you. Not Kushida. Not Hirata. All people are nothing but tools. It doesn't matter how its done."
Please stop-
"-It doesn't matter what needs to be sacrificed. In this world, winning is everything. As long as I win in the end…That's all that matters."
Why.
As he said that, his expression seemed colder and colder than usual.
I never expected him to say that words, i can't believe he doesn't consider me as a friend.
In short, it did hurt me.
"Why you're so cruel..."
Unnoticed on my side, tears began to flow down on my face, i feel mixed emotions lingering around me.
"Do i have to repeat myself?"
"I-"
"What you heard is righ-"
"No!"
"But."
"But...?"
But? But what?
"You're a special tool of mine."
Did i heard that right? Am i dreaming?
"An irreplaceable, valued, and the tool that i loved."
Uh...
"W-what you're saying...?"
Obviously, i'm now blushing as hell.
Who wouldn't be alarmed by a man, that will say some embarrassing things with an monotone expression and voice.
"You aren't deaf right?"
Where's my compass?
But, does that mean that he-
KISS
A sudden soft sensation i felt on my lips, that made me realize that, he is indeed kissing me.
"Ahnn~"
I moaned as he bit my bottom lips, which granted him to explore my mouth with his tongue.
A normal kiss turne into a french kiss.
"Haah... Hah.."
Then we both pull away, because we both grasp for air, as we pant loud enough that we- no yeah.
A connective line of saliva has seen visually, as we parted our lips.
And nope, this isn't going to be a lemon chapter. Because the author is underage, and still need to know a lot, can't even find the right words at the kiss scene.
"That should answer your questions."
"Um... Uh... hehehe..."
"Suzune, will you go out with me?"
Now, a sudden train of thought hit me.
The bad things, cold attitude, and blackmailing that i did to him, in the past.
Even he sas that he really loves me:
Do i deserve him?
Does he deserve me?
Enough with the thoughts.
Only matters that is what we're in, in the present.
Ayanokouji Kiyotaka.
I'll do whatever i can, just to prove tht i'm worthy being yours.
I'll do anything to receive you're acknowledgement.
I'll do everything, because...
"Yes, i'll go out with you."
I love you.