I lost him.

I lost my first friend i've made in my life.

I can't believe with that one move, he died.

If I only agreed with Housen's offer, things might've changed.

If I'm not being so careless.

If I'm not being selfish.

If I...

Exactly Three Weeks Ago

Housen led us on a secluded area, no cameras so whatever.

He offered us that his class will help ours, but in exchange we need to pay 4 Million Points.

Which is an absurd price to agree with, and of course we denied his offer.

I'm about to leave then Housen, suddenly went to my direction. I quickly froze on the spot, even i wanted to i can't.

Sudou tried to push me but he was punched on his solar plexus, causing him to fly a few meters, and vomit a lot of blood.

"Ayanokouji-kun please run, report it to the teachers..."

I communicated thru eye contact, Ayanokouji-kun understood what i meant, but luck isn't on our side.

Housen unfortunately grabbed my wrist, and slammed me on a nearby wall.

Not giving me a chance to react, he slapped me on the face.

It hurts like hell.

"Listen you bitch girl, Five Million Points, i'll help your class and forget this happened."

He growled.

"Ayanokouji-kun Run Now!"

"Don't dare to run you monster."

"Don't listen to hi-"

Then he reached something sharp on his pocket.

"W-What's that!?"

I asked in fear.

"Are you blind? Of course it's a knife."

Nanase tried to interfere but got kicked hard on her lower part; Her clothes stained blood in her lower part. Making her unconscious.

"It's your choice. Accept the offer or I'll kill him."

"RUN!"

I quickly shouted to him.

"You son of a bitch!" Housen let out a war cry before running to his direction.

I knew that he isn't going to be stabbed because he told me everything.

SFX: Stab Loud Cries

I didn't expect him to let himself stabbed.

I thought it was over but Housen slides the knife with full force down to the wrist bone.

I saw him winced in pain and slowly fall on the ground.

I cried very very loud in shock and worries.

"It seems you aren't what they called God. You're just a wimp."

He tried to leave but stopped by Acting Director Tsukishiro, Mashima-sensei, Our Homeroom Teacher, Several policemen.

I quickly ran to Ayanokouji-kun, not minding the surroundings. Screaming his name, over and over again.

Blood splattered everywhere.

His pulse getting slower.

Also Sudo-kun is crying at this moment. But can't let a noise due to immense pain he endured.

"No, this can't be happening. Please wake up! I need you!"

Back To The Present Time

He's been declared dead on the hospital, due to several important nerves had been ripped off, plus his hand had been cutted to half.

After that day, the news spread like a wildfire on the entire campus.

All of our classmates mourned to his death, most of them completely broke down after hearing, especially Hirata-kun, Sakura-san, His Close Friends Surprisingly Kushida-san.

Then there's me.

From what i've heard, Housen Tsukishiro has been kicked out of the campus, after investigating that they're connected.

Due to the incident, the school decided to give us a compensation:

"All of the current 1st, 2nd, 3rd Years has been guaranteed to graduate with the promised benefits."

But still, how am I gonna go on if he isn't here?

Even we all gonna graduate with guaranteed future.

What's the point?

Is it worth it?

Is he an sacrificial lamb?

All of this are pointless if i'm without him. All of this are my fault.

If I'm being friendly with him at start, we probably solved this matter.

But no, he died with my stupid fault.

I hate myself.

I wish I didn't met him.

Maybe Brother is right that i'm just a huge burden.

There's no point on living right now-

I quickly woke up from a nasty nightmare, covered with sweats, and breathing heavily.

I found Kiyotaka sleeping next to me, naked. Both of us infact.

I checked his left hand and found it covered with bandage.

What happened here is less brutal.

I sighed in relief, thankful that it didn't happen in here, or else...

Tears flowed down to my cheeks as i remember the snippets of my nightmare.

I wiped off my tears and started caressing his cute sleeping face.

Then quickly whispered:

"Remember, I'm always here for you, no matter what scenario you're in."

"What dilemma your suffering with. Don't be afraid to share your problems with me."

I gently kissed his soft lips.

"Because I genuinely care for you Kiyotaka."